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featuring my friends elias n smz co produced by jolst

The night she found out i was sad

Background prod. jolst x pablo worldwide feat. Elias Cole x SpaceManZack

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
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https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

Suicide Drive (Prod. Ten50)

hey
i know you're not gonna read this
but if you do
i want to say im sorry
im sorry for everything
i love you
and it feels like im dying without you....
);

Thorns (a message to you...) Ft. RomanGov

I hope you all enjoy my new song, been working on it for a long time. Love you all ❤

Lyrics:
You don't need to love me if you don't
But I miss you so please come home
I need someone to love
And if its not you, I'm not sure if I want to

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

But I guess every tale has to end
But it sucks cause you're still in my head
Every feeling that I ever felt for you
Was a waste cause I don't know you

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

𝕚 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦

Official Video

Hopeless (Prod. by Yung Adam)

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ever x lil dump - rest easy (prod. 8rokeboy)

dont call me - acoustic

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[chorus: emo fruits]
look up at the stars alone 
bumping purple reign 
coke in my nose 
i don’t think i need you
but i want you
and i tried to feel the perc 
but i couldn’t 
so you know i had to pop two 
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb

[verse: ihatealetheo]
I'm so dead I just 
wanna feel alive
let the sun set
Imma just take my time
don't want her
just hold her 
I need her
like water
don't wanna die 
in the weekend 
I just wanna lie
by your side again
passed out
drinking rum
baby I just wish
that we could run

[chorus: emo fruits]
look up at the stars alone 
bumping purple reign 
coke in my nose 
i don’t think i need you
but i want you
and i tried to feel the perc 
but i couldn’t 
so you know i had to pop two 
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb
feel something now 
but i feel numb

the stars have aligned for us

The Stars Have Aligned For Us. Ft. Emo Fruits

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

IG - @txcka_
Thank you all for everything <3

ANOTHER LINE, ANOTHER LIE

Prod. $nork

Lyrics

(Verse)

Throw up the white flag
This is my chance to escape 
All this hate 
I know nobody loves me
Memories fleeing 
Looks can be deceiving 
No clue what I’m seeing 
Stuck always in grieving
This is the pain, this is the gain, this is the game
Stay in your lane 
Or you’ll get fucked up
Not from me but inside of your brain
Gucci no main
All of these ho’s, They all act the same
All fuckin plain
Nothing new special I’m fucking the same bitch all over again 
Like hey what it do
I’m seeing a future, do you see it too?
And I’m feelin blue
Is this happiness or depression I haven’t a clue  (but)
My bloods fucking seeping 
Watch stars as they’re gleaming
Look deep in my soul
And I’m crying while weeping
I’m dying while sleeping 
I’m battling Demons
The wars almost over 
There winning, I’m beaten
I take all my drugs
Ending this pitiful life for a much better one
I’m quitting, I’m done
Remember when R.I.P Hollow was all just for fun
Walk down a street 
But there’s no one, just me
Until I see 4 horses 
The light just turned green 
And I come down from space
Blood all over the place
Callen, TuMaggz, MVKO
All dead inside the Wraith
Just gotta ask why 
Happens all the time 
I try to feel happy
End up dead inside 
Just wish I could fly 
Come down and then I’d crash
Then I look at my life 
As it all fades to ash 
Burn me in fire 
Don’t put me to waste
Put me in a blunt 
Smoke all me away
Look in the mirror 
See nothing but me 
The reflection looks back
And I just wanna scream 
Sparked up a blunt
And I’m on my way
I pause in a flash
And it all turns to grey
Down in my grave where I rot and decay
I’ll always remember that beautiful face
Wish I could wake up and see it everyday 
But you fucked that up when you said “I need space”
Well If you need space bitch I’ll give you the world
I’ll kill myself over a stupid ass girl 
If you wanna reach me you’ll see me in hell 
Remember me as that one Angel that fell
And if you’re upset
And you think about me
Remember, you’re fault 
That I am 6 feet deep

(Hook)

Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me, said
Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me

Laying Down Arms

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Hopeless (Prod. by Yung Adam)

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