AMYS GRAVE -ARIES [TOADKIDS REMIX]

performed and produced by grimvvice

additional vocals by elsie k. fisher

[LYRICS]

Keep a place for me
When it's dark outside make sure you keep it safe for me
I've been drained of all my emotions but my shame
Am I even still human these days?
I can see my body, but I can't recognize myself
Is it nothing more than my soul's corresponding shell?
Will I be pretty? Will this turn out well?
Or am I doomed forever stuck in hell?

They're like "Izzy where you been?"
Tryna make moves that I'll hope to see to live
Younger me would pray to God to make me cis
So I need to pass bad like I'm Jokić with the assist

I'm a replicant, not an original
Do I deserve to have a human soul?
Well who knows, so I'll head off alone
Holding onto demons that I refuse to let go

It's kinda funny, act like I got something to prove when I have nothing
Have no legacy to claim but here I am still wanting
Look me in the eyes tell me that I'm nothing

They told me go for broke so I got liquor from the low shelf
Esteemed for nothing at all cause I got low self
There's no point in trying, I'm already damned to Hell
So pass me the rope then I'll fucking-

In spite of it all, there's still hope for you
I think you can be something greater
You told me you had no sense of self, but
You know who you are? Don't you?

Pull out your fucking heart

I want to see you again
I want to see all of you again, just one more time
I'm scared, I don't want to die

Replicant

wow! you are Annoying apparently

log 6; 
great news for today; i have found refuge once again. Admittedly, this area is less secluded than my previous camp, but i don't plan on being here forever.  I have some big projects coming up, and i need to gather materials. After that, i will be content to move again, and will DEFINITELY need to be somewhere more hidden. In being chased from my old camp I got something in my arm and I haven't been able to get it out. Can't see anything but I can definitely feel it. I've had plenty of splinters so I'm hoping this is just a really bad one. All of my current supplies have been safely moved here, so I just need to keep farming for another week. The woods are beautiful this time of year, im more than honored to live here for a bit. Hope you are all well and enjoying the outdoors! If you need anything you can always message me at woodlands#1302. Looking forward to what is to come, the future is so beautiful and i wish you could see what i do.

a new haven

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

KRAB AND PAT RISE SOME GOOP

mmm soundfonts

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webpage 505 (-Alow, Ambynt, cat.flp, & Fairything) - Blue Light

a conversation between you & i

bottlnose, Terratype, & cat.flp - intertwined

IM @wood_lands NOW THANKS

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AMYS GRAVE -ARIES [TOADKIDS REMIX]

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