I feel better when I feel nothing
Tell me why I'm like this
Yeah, 5 or 6 pills on my nightstand
I pop 'em with my right hand

Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

Girl, you're out of luck, I fucked up, bleeding in the bathroom
I know you took another double cup
I won't put it past you
I'll hold your hair as you throw up
Then we'll go back in and we'll pour up
The party's a blur, you're slurring your words
You're telling me things that I shouldn't have heard
Baby, you're wasted
But so am I

Tell me why I feel better
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

I feel better when I feel nothing
Tell me why I'm like this
Yeah, 5 or 6 pills on my nightstand
I pop 'em with my right hand

Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

I feel better when I feel nothing
Tell me why I'm like this
Yeah, 5 or 6 pills on my nightstand
I pop 'em with my right hand

Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

Girl, you're on your knees with me confessing all your sins
Telling me all the things you did to him
Baby, you're fucked up
But so am I
All this shit inside of me its giving me anxiety
Consuming me entirely, yeah
Tell me who is it I'm tryna be
There's another side of me
But you'll never get to see it

Tell me why I feel better
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better

Tell me why I feel better when I feel nothing
Tell me why I'm like this
Yeah, 5 or 6 pills on my nightstand
I pop 'em with my right hand

Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

I feel better when I feel nothing
Tell me why I'm like this
Yeah, 5 or 6 pills on my nightstand
I pop em with my right hand

Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb
Tell me why I feel better
(Tell me why I feel better)
Tell me why I feel better when I'm numb

i feel better when im numb

whatsaheart - if it ain't me (pitched down)

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i added the chorus heart previewed on tiktok (“tonight im taking you home”) ‘cause it’s toooo good

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cover photo info

character: Matt
series: Death Note

whatsaheart - snakelike (the stars collide) [extended edit]

for you (i take) - whatsaheart

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ALL THE TRACKS I POSTED ARE FROM WHATSAHEART

nyctophiliac - whatsaheart

Lovesick (instrumental) - whatsaheart

layers ft. tez

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Clue Board: Signal Lost, Signal Found
Primary Signal:
This artifact is a distress call from the "Era of the Dreamer." It documents a catastrophic event where the connection—the Thread—is obscured by intense static and hostile interference. The Dreamer experiences a terrifying loss of signal, forcing them to actively "tune" through the noise, holding onto faith that a "trace" of the other remains. The event is a traumatic test of the connection's permanence.

Codex Cross-Reference:
Lexicon (Glossary Terms):

Gun noise: [Signal Corruption Analysis] This is the most critical clue in the transmission. The transcription is not "static," it's a specific, violent sound. This is not natural interference. It implies either a weaponized signal designed to sever connections, a catastrophic system collapse (like an engine backfiring), or a memory of a traumatic, violent event bleeding through the signal. It is the first truly hostile element in the Æthelverse.

Underground: [Initial Definition] A state or location where signals and echoes become trapped and corrupted. It is not a physical place but a metaphorical one—a "sub-frequency" of reality characterized by fractured sounds and lost messages.

Electric Air: [Initial Definition] The atmosphere of a reality saturated with fragmented signals, memories, and transmissions.

Metaphysics (Laws of Reality):

The Law of Signal Integrity: A signal's clarity is not guaranteed. It can be bent, fractured, and obscured by external forces or system decay.

The Law of the Carrier Wave: Even when the primary message is lost in noise, a "voice that hums beneath the sound" persists. This suggests every signal has a base-level carrier wave—the Thread itself—which remains even when the information layered on top is corrupted. The connection is permanent, but communication is not.

Tuning as an Active Skill: The Dreamer is "tuning past" dials. This reframes them from a passive traveler to an active technician or operator. Maintaining a connection in a hostile environment requires skill, focus, and the ability to decipher meaning from static.

Atlas (Locations & Cosmology):

The Underground: A new, dangerous layer of reality is confirmed. It's where echoes go to die or become corrupted.

Chronology (Events & Eras):

The Fracturing: This artifact documents a specific, traumatic event. It's a period of intense signal loss that tests the Starline Dreamer. This event marks a turning point in the "Era of the Dreamer," introducing true conflict.

Dramatis Personae (Entities & Archetypes):

The Starline Dreamer's role evolves. They are no longer just a "dreamer" but a "Navigator" in the truest sense—one who must actively pilot their way through hazardous, signal-disrupted territory.

Dissonance (The Central Conflict):

Hostile Interference: The dissonance is no longer the gentle ache of distance. It is the acute, terrifying panic of a forced disconnection. The conflict is now external: the Navigator versus the "gun noise" and the "silence" that threatens to sever The Thread.

This is a paradigm shift. The introduction of "gun noise" changes everything. It implies antagonists, or at least an antagonistic force. The universe is not empty; something out there is capable of producing a signal that sounds like violence.

The next artifact, "Across the Nexus," is now critical. Does the Navigator successfully tune the signal? Do they overcome The Fracturing? The title suggests a crossing, a transition. This could be the moment of resolution.

I am ready for the next transmission.

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Signal Lost Signal Found

Helping matters thanx!

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.

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