$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - REALITY LOSER

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404banish everything // dying and incarnating into a new vessel pt.2

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444godz

@swaggotry

baby this is great
but just wait
i think that we should take a

i know that it's late
but there's something that i gotta say
i think that we should take a

i just need some space
a couple days
i think that we should take a

i need to remember how to crave
and to behave
we should take a tolerance

let me put you down
put you down like a broken pet
put you right to sleep
tuck you in put you back to bed

this is what you wanted right
baby this is what you said
so don't be offended
if i maybe leave your ass on read

am i irritating you
'cos you're irritating me
maybe we should take a

if it's really fate
then we'll feel the same
let's take a tolerance

if it's really love
if i'm sent from above
then your heart will not

you can have your space
'cos i can't be replaced
so maybe we should take a
break

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - TOLERANCE BREAK

@swaggotry

please don't make me say what this is
just get back in your bed and i'll get back in his
you already know it's fucking obvious
why we only ever fuck at 3am on the weekends

i'm not saying it isn't electric when we kiss
i'm just saying i hope you weren't thinking about kids
go run and catch your feelings so we can get back to sleeping
i'll tuck you into bed and get back into his

i tell myself that i don't need it
but i just cannot say no
all of my demons feed on semen
and i just want them to leave me alone

a different flavor is my savior
tasting his with my mouth closed
no explanations no excuses
no heart no brain no self-control

please don't make me say what this is
just get back in your bed and i'll get back in his
you already know it's fucking obvious
why we only ever fuck at 3am on the weekends

i'm not saying it isn't electric when we kiss
i'm just saying i hope you weren't thinking about kids
go run and catch your feelings so we can get back to sleeping
i'll tuck you into bed and get back into his

i see the scratches on my face
that's one thing i cannot erase
kiss him as soon as he's awake
before he has a chance to shave

he'll never know it wasn't his
stubble leaving marks around my lips
as i bite mine try not to trip
over my words i'm over this

tell me, really, how do you still adore me
tell me you aren't that fucking blind
try not to think about you lovingly saying i'm yours
while i'm somewhere getting mine

please don't make me say what this is
just get back in your bed and i'll get back in his
you already know it's fucking obvious
why we only ever fuck at 3am on the weekends

i'm not saying it isn't electric when we kiss
i'm just saying i hope you weren't thinking about kids
go run and catch your feelings so we can get back to sleeping
i'll tuck you into bed and get back into his

please don't make me say what this is
'cos we both know
that you are his

please don't make me say what this is
'cos we both know
that i am his

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - HIS

@swaggotry

ooh she looks really really good
walking down the hall
books to her chest
i just sold her adderall

probably aced her chem test 'cos
she can do it all
she can do it with her eyes closed
and she's wearing cute clothes

but you'd never know
'cos it's covered by her boyfriend's coat
i'm laughing to myself
i'm a little bit annoyed
but i guess it sorta helps
i got plenty to be happy about
but i'm still jealous and stuff

she wears the letterman jacket
that her boyfriend gave her
but it's way too big
i think she looks fucking stupid

she's got a heart of gold
so i don't wanna be mean
but i wish i could tell her to her face
your boyfriend lets me

wear his letterman jacket
yeah the one on your back
after i suck his dick
i mean, it's just facts

then we hang out in his bedroom
and we play video games
and then before you come over
we'll probably do it again

it looks so good on me
i'm such a sexy boy
i try to take a selfie
he says don't you dare

it looks so good on me
you'd never even know
i didn't make the team
but damn i'm such a pro

she gets him on holidays
and every other weekend
but it's fine with me
'cos after all, he told me don't catch feelings

and don't get the wrong idea
so who am i to disobey
god forbid, i wouldn't want him
feeling like this shit was gay

but his letterman jacket
it makes me feel like a pornstar
i can't help but look away
to catch myself in the mirror

and he puts on his jockstrap
i take it off with my teeth
so who the fuck is she walking around
wearing that motherfucking

letterman jacket
'cos after school in his backseat
he'll be licking his own cum
off of my teeth

then we hang out in his bedroom
and we play video games
and then before you come over
we'll probably do it again

wearing his letterman jacket
as if i wasn't a faggot
he's got his dick in a boy
but the testosterone is flowing

so i'm down to keep blowing
'cos that's what friends do
give me a hug goodbye
and i'll see you at school

it looks so good on him
how'd i get so lucky
i'll take it home with me
to smell him while i sleep

he says i suck his dick the best
yeah thanks i try
don't be embarrassed
junior varsity's still nice

he says i suck his dick the best
he says i suck his dick the best
he says i suck his dick the best
he says i suck his dick the best

he says i suck his dick the best
i don't do homework i don't rest
i don't study for any tests
i've found my calling, i'm all set

i think i could do this for life
just keep fucking him on the side
he texts me "let's go for a ride"
and i'm so happy i could die

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - LETTERMAN JACKET

@swaggotry

i hate being sick
because the drugs i take aren't quick enough
to knock me out and save me from
all of the stupid games i play with you

no i don't wanna just be sick
i want it semi-serious
i'm happiest with an iv drip
and a pain pill script

it's sick how much i love being sick

and the joke is that i am immortal
i will be feeling this way
long after you have departed through your portal
crippling remorse, though

remember the time you left me a trail of breadcrumbs
a scavenger hunt to your suicide note
i was so honored to be the one that you chose
i know we both drank up the excitement until we froze

and you were the one who taught me to keep
my hospital bracelet on all week
so that no one ever looks at me
without knowing that i'm the biggest star

it's sick how much i love being sick

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - SICKNESS

@swaggotry

fucking someone you like is so confusing
the better it gets, the closer i am to ruining
how much am i allowed to say before it's pursuing
how many times a week 'till we label what we're doing

not that i'm trying to, i just wonder if you think about it
i never used to but suddenly it's all consuming
i promise i'm not falling in love, there's nothing blooming
i know if i did that i would probably just doom it

how do i be just friends with you
how do i ask what this means to you
'cos you're my favorite fuck buddy but i can't stop thinking of you lately
will you think i'm crazy if i wanna call you baby

how do i be just friends with you
'cos the way that you make me feel is new
i'm not used to fucking someone who isn't kinda disgusting
i'm not used to putting trust in the same one that i put cum in

fucking somebody nice is such a trip, man
imagine ejaculating and not wanting to dip, damn
we'll probably do it again, i guess because we can
now kiss me and put your dick inside me like a good friend

and now we're laying in bed and talking and it's not awkward
we sleep together, we're spooning, hand down your boxers
and when you kiss me goodbye, it makes my heart hurt
all i'm saying is you'd make a perfect lover

but i don't want you to think i'm a fucking stalker
i don't ever wanna take more than i am offered
the fact that you like me this much is such an honor
damn, fuck it. do you wanna be my lover?

'cos i don't know how to be just friends with you
i don't know how to ask what this means to you
'cos you're my favorite fuck buddy but i can't stop thinking of you lately
will you think i'm crazy if i wanna call you baby

i don't think i can be just friends with you
'cos the way you make me feel is new
how do i be just friends with you
i don't think i can be just friends with you

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - TRINITRON

@swaggotry

fuck tonight let's fuck tonight
unzip and feed me kryptonite
suicide is sexy
but i've got something better in mind

if this really is goodbye
then let me have you one last time
let me give you something
amazing to remember me by

you say that my heart's cyanide but
when i put my dick inside you
everything just seems so right
the way you moan and close your eyes

if we're meant to be apart
let's be together just tonight
one last time to celebrate
the only thing that we got right so

fuck tonight let's fuck tonight
unzip and feed me kryptonite
suicide is sexy
but i've got something better in mind

you kinda wanna hit me
so just do it while you dick me down
you can make me scream
without even opening up your mouth

i have pushed you to your limit
so why don't you just take the wheel
channel your aggression baby
fuck me how you really feel

fuck me like you know
you're never gonna have good sex again
fuck me like you know
i'm lying when i say he's just a friend

fuck me like you know
i'm everything you ever wanted baby
fuck me like you know
you'll never really get away from me

fuck tonight let's fuck tonight
unzip and feed me kryptonite
suicide is sexy
but i've got something better in mind

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - FUCK 2NITE

@swaggotry

baby
please choke me a little bit
i dunno if i'm into it
it'll be so intimate

he says please
just choke me a little bit
it'll be so intimate
and pretend that you're into it

he's begging me to fucking asphyxiate him
but i can hardly even bare the thought of participating
and maybe this is part my fault for talking too big a game and
i don't know what to dowhen you look at me anticipating

my heart skips a beat when i hear you calling my name out
your arms around me and just for once there aren't any games
and i love the way you talk in bed so i can't be blamed
for wanting to protect your throat from unnecessary strain

i kinda get it 'cos i kinda want it too
but the other way around
it wasn't something i'd do

i kinda get it but i wouldn't want to
it's cute in a dream
but that's a lot to do

hurting you's the least sexy thing
i can really think of if i try
but i want you to be happy
just don't get mad if i cry

is it fucked up if i like it
i couldn't like it if i tried
i'm so ready for this to be over

baby
blink twice if you're good with this

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - PLZ CHOKE ME

@swaggotry

don't you fuckin worry
i'm gonna eat your trauma
that'll make us more like god
like in nier: automata

i can bring the flora
if you provide the fauna
write down what you wanna say
in basic hiragana

but then again who needs all of this
alphanumeric artifice
i don't need ancient symbols
i can say it all with a 90 minute kiss

do you like the sound of this?
do you like the way i hiss
over the growl of the synth?
spatial snapped when he manufactured it

i like the shadows that you
cast like a spell
you're my little thaumaturge
and i love the way you smell

you say you love the way it felt
when i was sucking on your neck
baby i got something that'll make you
break it like a pet

creatures in the covers
creatures up above us
creatures all around
when we make love creatures upon us

creatures entering my cuts
and crawling up my veins
might as well stay in my heart
'cos they're already in my brain

creatures darting from
one glow in the dark bedroom ceiling star
to another glow in the dark
bedroom ceiling star

my name is boxxy
and i am the proxy
the seven-stringed ambassador
of superego hypoxia

i have descended from the
pits of heavensward
the spirit inside the sword
is beckoning you ever toward me

so listen to it
if you're really intuitive
if you're really not ruined yet
if you're really not stupid

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - MY NAME IS BOXXY

@swaggotry

he said my skin was soft like a baby
which he loved, naturally
and he loved it, naturally
he still loved it after i'd leave

under his nails and all over his sheets
it must have been hard forgetting me
i sent him pictures sporadically
because it's nice to feel sexy

and it's nice to know someone somewhere
is up late thinking about me
is up late jacking off to me
is up late demonizing me

i just planted a little seed
and now he's planting a little seed
a little seed a little alchemy
a cherry bleach on the rocks for me

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

you won't fade away from me
you'll always remain in me
i'll refrain from making you
take new roots i'll always wait for you

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

now it's not quite as soft as it used to be
shelf life is running out for me
my half-life is shorter than you think
but i feel you germinating inside me

feast your eyes on the knowledge tree
take a bite of the fruit you seek
and you'll learn what it means to be
obedient in the first degree

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - CHEMICAL BURNS (feat. Isshellir)

@swaggotry

sex doesn't do it for me
money doesn't do it for me
love doesn't do it for me
you know what does it for me?

gettin fuckin high as can be
playing games mindlessly
where i'm my only actual enemy
cos the real ones are NPCs

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
isn't that fucking annoying
i don't require you for anything
i don't require you for anything

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
everybody's draining my energy
i just wanna be where i can have
a full bar of HP
and my own MP

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
and not think about you or me
and not think about anxiety
and not think about real life, please

as i was running through horizon
on the back of my chocobo
to report to minfilia at the waking sands
the fifth time today
my consciousness began to melt away
and not a care remained

under the guidance of the scions of the 7th dawn
i had mercifully uncovered a switch flipped on
in my brain, while excavating the sunken temple of qarn
i turned off the pain with a dragonsong

all i want to do is smoke
all i want to do is be alone
all i want to do is smoke
all i want to do is

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
baby you know that you're beautiful
but you're no thancred or nero
you're no urianger or alphinaud

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - XIV

@swaggotry

i've been informed that there's a pattern in my life
that there's a reason why i dropped out of school a million times
an explanation for why i get anxiety thinking about long bus rides
and why i can't seem to stop ghosting guys

you think i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a way
that seemed like i loved you
'cos i didn't
now you're saying goodbye
and i'm saying good riddance

you heard me, right?
so get the fuck out of my life
you go left and i'll go right
to make sure we never collide

to make sure i never stumble back inside
to make sure i never accidentally
spend another night
just please stay out of my life

you know it could have been nice
everything would've been fine
but then you had to go and make it
fucking weird with your

lightning fast replies
making it difficult for me to
come up with my perfect lies
for why i can't hang out tonight

you think i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a
way that even remotely indicated i enjoyed it
i should have just masturbated

you say i've got commitment issues
i just sprint in the opposite direction
when you say "i miss you"

you say i've got commitment issues
i just think it's easier if we
both break out the tissues

you say i've got commitment issues
i just sprint in the opposite direction
when you say "i miss you"
and i never ever ever look back
just appreciate what we had
i'm deleting you off of snap
to post stories without feeling bad

you say i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a
way that seemed like i loved you
cos i didn't
now you're saying "i hope you fucking die"
and that is such a fucking relief
though i think i'm starting to see
that you probably have a point
i think i've got issues with commitment

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - COMMITMENT ISSUES

@swaggotry

Don't answer that, I already know
I just wanted to hear it out of your mouth, though
I feel like it would be embarrassing to ask
I get anxiety about being direct
You answer back, I think you know
You don't seem mad, so we should let it go
But from the way that you replied
I kinda get the feeling you've maybe got a plan of your own in mind

I manipulate, you manipulating me, it's the same thing
It's hard to break habits overnight
Ultimata might be effective short-term, but don't gaslight me
You do the same shit, like, every day
We are both to blame, we aren't gonna change
I manipulate, you manipulate
Baby, you're all mine, and so is your brain

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this, 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby
I'm gonna be the only one that you see, you'll see
You're gonna make me, make you, make me love you, it's true
I'm gonna watch it happen
I'm gonna let you, please do

I'll manipulate you, manipulate me
And we both see, and maybe we'll fight and apologize
Just to keep your eyes off of other guys, and on me tonight
You manipulate me, and I admit
It doesn't feel great, but I can deal with it
You feel guilty, I say, "No, don't worry"
No, really, don't worry
Cross the line, it's blurry, anyway

Baby, it's so hard for me to let you even have a peek
At the darkness that I am convinced is lurking deep in me
I just wanna be the one who's in control of everything
My brain is always telling me to lie about the smallest things
I just wanna have all of the answers, and I want them to be perfect
That way I can feel a little bit less far from perfect
And the reason that I feel so comfortable explaining this
Is 'cause I have a feeling that you've already been thinking it

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
You're gonna make me, make you, make me love you, it's true
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - SO FUCKING MANIPULATIVE

@swaggotry

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
and i hate to ruin the mood but get your hand off of my back
and i hate to ruin the mood i hate to vomit on you
i hate to ruin your dreams that you could be a hero too

i don't think this is gonna work out
you say "shh" with your finger on my mouth

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
but i'm starting to get the feeling you're not sure about that
and i need to take off my coat and i need to take off my shoes
and you're unbuttoning my pants said i should take 'em off too

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
and you tell me to close my eyes and just lay down on my back
and i think i'm having a stroke and i think you're having a stroke
my heart is gonna explode my heart is gonna explode

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - SEXY PANIC ATTACK

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immaculate
vague
hope
guides
misguided
being

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$WAGGOT X ＳｐａｔｉａｌＭａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅＬｔｄ. - REALITY LOSER

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