This songs, to me, speaks an idea. And and Idea cannot always easily translate into words, however I will try. Please bear with me. 
Paradise isn't paradise because it grows boring due to lack of excitement. Paradise is considered what it is because it is temporary and in our current world idealized as a relaxing break from the monotony and exhaustion of everyday life. Therefore, paradise cannot be long and drawn out, or even be the enternal wonder many make it out to be (sorry) because we'd all everntually get bored of it. 
Life today in the world can be pretty crappy. As in, one has to work hard as a child in order to work hard as an adult. Where's the point in that? Economy, jobs, stock, blah blah and blah. I personally am infinitely jealouse of plenty of fantasy fiction and anime characters, etc etc, because they get to go around, have fun adventures that are never the same, and they don't get bored of it because there is never an "I've done it all", ever. Also, they get *paid* for it. Seriously? Why can't this world be one of animation, fun? As in Paper Towns (and probably some poem book somewhere) there's some thing about tramping a perpetual journey. That, that, confused reader/listener/fellow composer, is my real dream and aspiration.
I feel weird now. :P

Pursuit Of Life Over Paradise (Original)

A fun little thing with a piano, harp, violin, viola and cello. Like in "Pursuit of Paradise", I had too much fun with arpeggios on the harp and the melody of the strings is echoed in the piano.

A Fun Little Thing

A battle-ish theme that I intended to originally be something like a fantasy video game battle score, but I became distracted. So it's kindof... A fantasy video game battle score?

Fury Of The Wood

Just a little something I made up in a day. I think it's a bit appropriate seeing as the month is October. (As I upload this)

Mindstorm

A weird thing I had FAR TOO MUCH FUN MAKING. I screwed with the mixing way too much. Headphones and/or speakers recommended. :3

The Mind Messer Upper (Original)

Because I have such a horrible time naming songs of mine, you simply have to look at the title to see what this is supposed to be!

Cheerful Happy Victory Theme

An almost contradictory piece with two sharp pizzicato parts fading into each other. This kind of effect is one I like to call the 'impossible song'. There are two different instruments with different mixing 'places' playing parts with similar notes and patterns, making it seem as if the part is being played on one instrument. Though they sound as if they are the same, the parts are obviously different, and it makes the mind go boom.

Cachophany Of Raindrops

A badly named song that's not too good, but it's my latest work. I haven't uploaded it because I haven't been able to, but it was completed a very long while ago.

Yet To Be Named (2 - 20)

English Version Of Angry Russain School Vid

A nerd about many things, just looking to get rid of some serious composer's block right about now.... -growling is heard from the corner-
But otherwise, I am passionately nerdy about a number of things, including some sciences, music (^-^), art and of course, some typical fandoms. 
Enough about that though, I would like to thank those of you who took the time, even a moment, to hear the absolute carp that I've scribbled up. Even more so to the likers and the followers of this absurdly odd stuff. ^^

Spazzy C.