I never thought I'd see the day
The best girl on display
Time to decide my fate
Is it really worth the price to pay?

Apologies to ma and pa
Sorry that I spent everything
She's different I swear, believe me
It really was worth the price to pay

Oh mister, missus perfection
Let me know what's on your mind
Interactive infection
Everything I love combined
Mister, missus perfection
Let me know what's in your head
You're the perfect reflection
Laying by my side in bed

It's okay don't you fret
I picked a spot just for you
They said mean things, but I'm not upset
They don't understand what you mean to me

I wanted her, I needed her
I have her in my life
No regrets, No remorse
No more shame anymore

(Wait, am I recording?)

Oh mister, missus perfection
Let me know what's on your mind
Interactive infection
Everything I love combined
Mister, missus perfection
Let me know what's in your head
You're the perfect reflection
Laying by my side in bed

(Maybe... Maybe I am the weird one
Maybe, just maybe... what's done is done
Baby, you saved me with your maroon eyes
Wake up, good morning, what can I get you?)

Waifu Wednesday

Waking up excited
Time to start my week
Things are looking up for me
It’s quite a thing
Waking up ecstatic
Always looking out
I’ll be here and there, all the same
Out and about

You say “Hi.”
Then I say “Bye.”
You drive home
I stay behind
A great day
A peace of mind
Things never change
And that’s fine

A normal day in the month of May
Gonna start with a plan, and I’m a little bit closer to
What they say
A normal day in the middle of May
Gonna end on a bang, gonna get a little high
Learn to fly away

Waking up elated
Time to start my week
Got another day all for me
It’s quite unique
Waking up euphoric
Always looking out
Hope I don’t sound too dramatic
It’s what it is

You say “Bye."
Then I say “Hi.”
But this time
You stay behind
My time’s up
It hits midnight
Things never change
And that’s alright

(Instrumental)

A normal day in the month of May
Gonna start with a plan, and I’m a little bit closer to
What they say
A normal day in the middle of May
Gonna end on a bang, gonna get a little high
Learn to fly away

A normal day in the month of May
Gonna start with a plan, and I’m a little bit closer to
What they say
A normal day in the middle of May
Gonna end on a bang, gonna get a little high
Learn to fly away

Musty Monday

Did you lose touch with yourself?
You're deprived of emotion
Here's a mask from me to you
Wear it sparingly and you will see
Life's great now, don't you agree?

I can't remember the days
When I didn't pretend
A real smile on my face
Now it won't go away

Cause ignorance is bliss
Life's become a losing game
Am I happy like this?
I only have myself to blame

But ignorance is bliss
Everything is fine, can't you see?
I know when something is amiss
Please don't worry, have faith in me

(The city calls)

I can't even fathom the pain
But we can be the best of friends
We can learn to dance in the rain
Together till the end, you don't need to pretend

I wanna reminisce
Just for a little while
An echo from the past (Ignorance)
Don't let it be the last
An echo from the past (True bliss)
Don't let it be the last

Christian Sunday

B.O.B

The Factory

Architect Of Aggression

Denizen Of Denial

The Ruins

Title Screen / Menu

ERYBDYH8SCHRiSS's debut album, SESSiONS released today! Out on all platforms.
This is a remix of MORPHO.

MORPHO (Special Boy Saturday Remix)

I'm having trouble deciding if I want this on my next album. I'm leaning no so far.

I think the story behind this instrumental is more interesting than the song itself. I already had the backing track written out, except for the main guitar melody. I wanted to break out of my comfort zone so I got the idea to perform at an open mic and improvise the lead guitar on the spot, hence the name 'For The First Time'. I didn't tell the audience that whatever I played would be on an official version till afterwards. I made a lot of mistakes but staying true to my word, I kept some of the mistakes when re-recording the parts.
***Not all mistakes, I wanted some structure to the song.

The crowd samples are from that open mic.

For The First Time (Demo)

I thought about it so much that I close my eyes and I began to cry
'Cause the closer I get, the more it just hurts

A sadness I cannot shake
A feeling I store away
Is revealed through the cuts that I make
Is it right, is it wrong, who's to say
A blackness that steals the light
Concealing the truth every night
I don't know if I can manage today
Does anyone care when I say

'nother day, brand-new play, starring yours truly
You play the front row crowd
New year, new me, can't you tell
Don't ask, don't ask, I'm not gonna last so
You can look
You can love
You can touch
You can't ask
Everything good
I feel like I'm breaking out

I don't matter anymore
Depression takes control
The outside shows cause
But inside I'm lost
I don't matter
Bad thoughts take over
The show must go on
Inside I'm done

A sadness I cannot shake
I'm making the same mistakes
Talk it out, an impossible feat
Maybe it's time to admit defeat
A blackness that kills the light
Concealing the truth every night
I don't know if I can manage today
Even I don't care what I have to say

You can look
You can love
You can touch
You can't ask
Everything good
Give up, give up, everything's a-OK
Curtains rise but behind-the-scenes
Not everything's as it seems
Like as it seems

Stop, breathe in
And let it out, you can
Stop, breath in
And let it out, let me go
Please someone save me from my
Please someone save me from
Intrusive thoughts of sui—
Please someone save me from my
Please someone save me from you
Thoughts that tell me
Stop

I don't matter anymore
Depression takes control
The outside shows cause
But inside I'm lost
I don't matter
Bad thoughts take over
The show must go on
Inside I'm done

I don't matter anymore
Depression takes control
The outside shows cause
But inside I'm lost
Doesn't matter anymore
Bad thoughts take over
The show must go on
Inside I'm done

Just have to make it to tomorrow
Just like yesterday
Thank you

Breakout

Human but not human enough for ya
So tell me

Is it really so wrong
To give into temptation
If humans are meant to get along
Then why am I the crazy one

Tendencies that turn into
Dependencies but I still love you

This land of opportunity
Passionate love turns into greed
I can't seem to catch a break
A break from insanity
What hope is there for breaking free
Addiction fuels the misery
Time to do what's best for me
Avoid humanity

Ignorant to all the signs
Yet making love’s the name of the game
Pillow talk is all the rage these days
And what was your name

Tendencies that turn into
Dependencies but I still love you
My one and only

This land of opportunity
Passionate love turns into greed
I can't seem to catch a break
A break from insanity
What hope is there for breaking free
Addiction fuels the misery
Time to do what's best for me
Avoid humanity

Even when I try my best
The senseless abuse in my head
Will stay with me till the day I’m put to rest
Always fighting the feeling of dread in my bed

What does it mean to be human
What does it mean to be me
What does it mean to be human
What does it mean to be me
What does it mean to be human
What does it mean to be me
Yeah

This land of opportunity
Passionate love turns into greed
I can't seem to catch a break
A break from insanity
What hope is there for breaking free
Addiction fuels the misery
Time to do what's best for me
Avoid humanity

Land of opportunity
Passionate love turns into greed
I can't seem to catch a break
A break from insanity
What hope is there for breaking free
Addiction fuels the misery
Time to do what's best for me
Avoid humanity

This land of opportunity
Passionate love turns into greed
I can't seem to catch a break
A break from insanity
What hope is there for breaking free
Addiction fuels the misery
Time to do what's best for me
Avoid humanity

Special Boy Saturday

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