lyrics:
she's bringing out the old scars
but that's the price i pay
and our love is like a cold star
that can't shine but will not fade
nobody can tell her
if she don't wanna see
her kisses make it better
but they aren't just for me

i'm waiting for the moment she finally comes around
waiting, and i don't want to need her
but i do anyway
even if the sun disintegrates
cold stars never fade

we had an understanding
but she sleeps around
then she comes back demanding
i let my defenses down
and i wish i could forget her
i'm drinking myself blind
it's been the same way forever
in another place and time

turn around, i can't ignore it
don't kick me out, i can't afford it
make it count, i'm ready for today
because cold stars never fade

i'm waiting, i'm waiting
cuz cold stars never fade

Cold Stars

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lyrics:
i think that you could be the type to cut me down to size
but i'm aware you've probably heard it before
and i don't remember if i ever saw you close your eyes
it's a quarter to three, but you don't sleep anymore

so tell me why it's gotta be this way
cuz i don't wanna drive your heart away
do you think that i can't tell you been crying?
but you're too good to come back over today

don't take your time
make me believe i can count on you
to be there whenever i'm low
show me a sign
that things will be different this time
before you let go

all that you say is inconsistent with the things i see
can't you decide if you don't want me to stay
and i don't know what i'd even ask if you would let me speak
so i step to the side and just stay out of your way

tell me if you want somebody new
cuz no one can make me feel the way you do
do you think that i can't tell when you're lying
you know that you can't keep running away

Show Me A Sign

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This is my song “The Hardest Place To Find”. This song has been 6 years in the making. It may be simple and quaint but this is a piece of music I wrote about 6 years ago when I was addicted to heroin and in a dark place. By my side was my best friend Stamper who, too, was struggling with his own issues, as well. I wrote this song to get us through one really bad night. Unfortunately a lot of bad nights were to come because I remember he would often ask me to play this song and it became our anthem to get by on when things were tough. He told me my music was special and people like me should be heard and I thought that was sweet yet unrealistic considering society looked at people like me like dirt. Like garbage. Like something you can throw away or ignore. Thank you Stamper for believing in me when no one else would or could or even just for knowing me for me and loving me for me. We would often bring up trying to quit heroin in conversation and it would always lead to this ongoing and ever-evolving fantasy of what we would do with all the money we would have saved up…. maybe we’ll get to record a song in a studio one day..or a whole album!…the instruments we’d buy…the road trips we’d take….all the things we’d do, but it was never serious…because we never actually thought we could get off heroin. It was just this fantasy to get us through the night…a lot of nights…It never seemed like it would ever be in reach for people like us. In this great ocean of life we are constantly at the whim of waves and wind with one hand on the helm and one hand on our heart. The right wave caught me by surprise one day and I was able to ride it to safer seas. Metaphors, aside, I was able to get off heroin and within 2 weeks  of being off the stuff I had found myself in a very big and very beautiful music studio with people telling me I had something special. They didn’t say it like Stamper, though. They had money on their mind…Stamper just had this sincere way of saying it. He was pure like that…even amidst parts of the world that are regarded as the most tainted. Sometimes it is those..us…who are so lost and debased that we need angels in our life to get us through. Stamper was that angel to me. Stamper always said in these…fantasies we had about getting off dope… that if I ever were to find myself in one of those “big fancy music studios” I should record this song. Well, I’ve had access to studios like that for a while now but it took me 5 years until I had finally gained the resources to bring this song into the right studio with the right producer for the job. After hearing the final recording the only thing missing from this really being a fantasy come true is not having Stamper by my side to hear the song and be part of it with me. This song is a miracle….to me at least, it’s a literal miracle. I should be dead or in prison. But somehow something happened and I reacted and then kept reacting and a life happened where there was just the void of a life of before. This song is to anyone out there struggling who needs a miracle in a world that tells you they aren’t real. They are real and if you’re looking with the right vision, even on the blurriest day, you have it inside you to find the hardest place to find. Keep digging. Stamper unfortunately got caught in the wrong part of the ocean with his hand still on his heart, just lost control of the helm, as we all could at any moment. This song is dedicated in loving memory to Matthew Stamper. You will never be forgotten. If this song affects the way you look at your life in anyway you have Stamper to thank for that because without him this would of never happened. Much love everyone. Be safe on those oceans of life. Nothing is guaranteed so keep your hands on the helm and heart as much as you can.

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