[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

i have this scheduled so don’t expect responses for a few days 
I'm fine as of writing this i just cracked under the pressure

Lyrics:

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

talking to myself and my body on the weekend
i choose to go under i love the fucking deep end
i don't really feel it could u see it in my eyes
as i reach my breaking point i rlly realize
that i'm coming down the freeway at existential speeds
i'm not slowing down till the trees need a replant
as the windshield caves in i can taste the pesticides
and the grass punctures my skin as i shatter up my spine

it doesn't matter how ur feeling just grind

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

135 (canyouseetheghost)

you're so vacant
every day i see it changing
u wanna see me down
its so degrading 
chasing
i see my dream and then i chase
running from the past
see the facts, i gotta face it

ik you aint in the mood 4 talking
feel like im falling to my feet when i walk in
you wanna see me hurt
you're going all in
stutter when i speak n now i'm stalling

you're so condesending, saying that you're wiser
lacking empathy baby im a miser
let me hurt n play it off like its minor
falling down to the floor
n now im crying

twisting and turning is all i feel now
never wanted love, bet you're glad to see me let down
guessing you moved forward while you left me in the background
ringing in my ears and i'm growing sick of the sound

vacant (taurs x djkhaledsson)

since ur last message - one take (used x iof)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/atomiclvl and rxhff

atomiclvl's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGWAlymVwqmuyxhjkkem31g

rxhff's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/RXHFF

/lyrics/

picture you picture me
try to live out fantasies
in my room here with me
hand in mine feel the heat

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you 
x2

oh what's stopping you i would give it all for you
grip the blade hit me with it til it pushes through
drown me in my blood baby oh just let me die for you

I'm hopeless
fucking useless
i cant hit you up
without feeling like a nuisance

clueless
i dont know shit
help me get on track 
i just need to get in motion

walking round and I'm too lity
i sip on sum got a cup with me
these fireballs to my throat burn me
another one to get me really going

and im numbing all of my agony
by pushing it so far away from me
till its out of mind like it don't exist
but it comes back in the morning

when i wake up and I'm soaring
heads bouta burst need aspirin
this life shit's getting boring
these thoughts start to get violent

blades cutting right through my skin
watch the blooddrops hit the flooring
no half measure I'm all in
till i collapse I'm working

and i dont blame you
feel the words piercing you

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you

picture you picture me
try to live out fantasies
in my room here with me
hand in mine feel the heat

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you

fantasy (atomiclvl x rxhff)

if u remember

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

i thought life could never change
but it did and now I've changed too
are you still the same as i remember?
you were the last thing i remembered
its so cold
its not fair
you left home
and i stared
dwelling in the doubt that i made
living in a body full of sulfate
spirit trash 
walking gut rot
no one understands how somebody's soul could rot
in less than a day
it only takes pain
it only takes some time to realize you're insane

sulfate

follow neverforever

sulfate (neverforever)

guitar by gloomybaby

lyrics:
sitting on the bathroom floor 
blood around me
it wouldn’t stop 
you told me 
you didn’t care 
what i had done

i should’ve ended it that night 
but i didn’t wanna upset my mom 
but i know you wouldn’t of cared at all 
clean it up and forget it all 
just like every other day 
the pain doesn’t go away 
doesn’t go away
i’m so heavy 
i feel like deadweight 
if she didn’t come home that night 
i probably wouldnt be alive

you never 
you never cared about anything 
you never

vacant (taurs x djkhaledsson)

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