I will always live in your periphery
Seems that I need boundaries 
to keep me on my knees 

Because if I held my weight
with everything at stake
I know that I would surely break

Home is where I go to recede
Too drunk to stay awake
Too high to fall asleep 

Have I learned to compromise?
To believe in all my lies?
well it does the job of keeping me alive

I'll be safe in my paralysis 
Hiding behind fallacies of finding happiness.

Paralysis

Adhere

Mess

Quit.

First attempt at a piano song. Never complete.

spena1989