I AINT A GHETTO BOY BUT MY MINDS PLAYING TRICKS ON ME. ON GAAAWWWWWWDDDDD. 

3PEAT

DREW *ROUGH DRAFT

It's been rough, but here's the next part of Just Some Bars. Enjoi.


"Snakes all in the grass, I’m just watching em slither
Keep the drank in my glass till I’m stopping my liver
Best friends with outlaws and dealers so without out laws we living
Ain’t too proud of it, but fuck sobriety, I ain’t a quitter
I always wanted to be a player, but I guess I never fit the bill
I doubt the women feel my twitchy ass always bad at sitting still
Drink until I pass out, prolly why my liver feels like shit
All the passions ashes out, so if passed I take little hits
If that, even then I won’t be kick back, paranoia
Hits bad, so mostly I’m just fucking up a six pack
I’ll be lucky to die a middle aged functioning alcoholic
I’m done with all the self care I’d rather tumble down to the bottom
Trying to dodge the rocks everyday say I’m sorry god
My mom’s and pop’s just wanted me to be on my job
So I figure I’ll be lucky to find me a decent wage
My homies all want to make it I guess that we all age different
I just wanna make it to my grave without my faith missing
Drunk in front of the bible like an Irish priest page flipping
Looking for my answers even though I’ll prolly forget em
If you’ve seen a better side of me I highly doubt that I’ve met him
My demons were like a symbiote and I was drowning in venom
My friends all got advice for me, I’ll try it out in a second




I might have to quit smoking and if I do I really will miss it
Got drunk with some demons while they were killing my spirits
I almost let the demons take control
Almost gave up on faith I know god would forsake my soul
But I can’t let em kick me while I’m down cause I’d hate go
Out like that cause I know that is Satan’s goal
My purpose from god? I would never trade for gold
Or basic old things because they won’t make me whole
God I apologize for all the times I’m gonna fall short
And all the times I already have, I know my faults lord
And thank you for that! Cause I barely know much else
I just pray I get back to trying to know myself
Took some hits I know that dealt damage below my belt
I was gone for so long, almost forgot how sober felt
Crawling back to you yet again, the work will never end
Just tryna change my life for real before I tell my friends
What’s been up spent too much time drunk and slumped
Still love Fort Worth but I can’t be stuck in funks
No more, trying hold doors open like Hodor
I was too bent off three 40s a day why I fold for

I’ve been praying, while they prey on me religiously
I ain’t no Getoboy but my mind’s been playing tricks on me
I’m sick of these fuck boys taking all my victories
And my inner peace, pistols free your mind when the trigger squeeze

I try to be the good guy but they stay on my bad side
Psyche fucked up from trying to hold onto my damn pride
Mind like a wet noodle my brains have been pan-fried
People think they can’t count on me because I got my hands tied
Mfs get cut like Samurai Champloo
Move with a rag tag crew like Gene, Mugen and Foo
Wilin too much like a damn foo, hypnotized by the drink, got me puking up blue, sadly this bullshit ain’t new
Fuck it tho, finna pick up flow,
Wondering to myself where did the love all go
Stuck and slow inside my mind tell me what you wanna know
I won’t hold back, cognac make me throw up my soul, feeling too comfortable"

Just Some Bars Pt. 3 Vol. 2 | prod Jean La Beats

IT GET UGLY *ROUGH DRAFT

Mere Notion (prod. 8een)

Keep your head up for the pain one time
Keep your head up for the damn long nights 
Keep your head up for the underrated blessings
Yeah they coming through


Keep your mother fucking head up
If they asking, tell em you straight
Feels like its been too long 
Goddamn I feel like I'm late
Asking for some patience 
I need some guidance
Will you provide me
I'm trying to live without the sinning
It's hard, especially when you love women
Maybe I shouldn't
How could I resist
I plead the fifth
Ain't no need to trip
I been about my shit
Got the crib 
In the city grew 
I grew up in
Got the pain
Full of stories
I ain't done
Got the change
Feel my energy
I've overcome
All that nonsense
And your beautiful mess
All that time 
And you was dishonest 

Lie to me
Tell me that I'm the one for you
Lie to me 
Tell me you loving me 


Keep your head up for the pain one time
Keep your head up for the damn long nights 
Keep your head up for the underrated blessings
Yeah they coming through

I'm just tryna make this profit
Get the grind up for me and some
They don't really love
They don't really love

They don't really love
They don't really love

They don't really love
They don't really love

It's hard to find perfect in perfection
Hard to love when you never got no affection 
Growing up rough, was it growing up
Money tree planted, money the root of evil
Look it what it done to my people
Run around with guns 
But nothing lethal
Shooting, and I'm shooting back
I come from where everything "come and go around"
Pour some in their cup
They don't do it back
Nikes on my feet
And they don't check up on me

They don't really love
They don't really love

They don't really love
They don't really love

They don't really love
They don't really love

What you know about them cold nights 
You don't know nothing 
Squeezing the fifth in my fist and 
nothing but prayers to hold to
Came a long way, to give it up for what
Counting up the money 
I ain't stunting 
It's just the hustle
I need the hustle 

Keep your head up for the pain one time
Keep your head up for the damn long nights 
Keep your head up for the underrated blessings
Yeah they coming through




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