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Instrumental produced by: Shadowkey

Weak

Instrumental Produced by: Flip
Co-written by: Anthony Gutierrez
Mixed by: Spencer Tucker
Mastered: by Spencer Tucker


I don't say "dick head," I swear. 


Lyrics:
wandering wind whistled past his face//
and the sun greeted skin with a warm embrace//
the day was young, tensions ran low but//
he couldn't find the sign that pointed home//
friends to his left and his fam to his right//
the fork in the road made him turn 'round to hide//
something inside him made him turn to fight//
lost to himself but he kept his ties tight,//
envy rains down from the clouds//
cause, they are all so free to roam//
lack a single care in the world//
when casting shadows on his road//
they leave no trail where they choose to tread//
then halt just to watch ahead//
as autumn leaves were flung from home with their last dying breath//

time will not cease, and the soul will never die//
keep chasing the moon, which has lit up your skies//
if lost and forgotten, or even led astray//
you know you will find peace//
in your own decayed ways//

weighted by the words, while the others take flight//
there was ink to his left and a pen to his right, so then he chose to write//
about what cut him down on that cool autumn night//
never made a sound, so he could never fight that//
his journey in life has descended to rest//
been getting caught wondering what is the best//
they dance in the wind//
but he has been pinned//
he called out for help, but the others have left//
floated away, gliding down to their quest//
stuck to a wall//
just watching it all//
dried out, decayed now, he stumbles to talk//
he fumbles to walk//
he lost all his words, he don't know what to say//
hearing the whispers, they're lacking a name//
ignored their words, cause he fears he's insane//
(but, is he really insane?)

time will not cease, and the soul will never die//
keep chasing the moon, which has lit up your skies//
if lost and forgotten, or even led astray//
you know you will find peace//
in your own decayed ways//

he gave up on fighting the voices inside him//
they told him to run back to where he's been hiding//
to return to where he has once felt so bold//
scared out of his wits, he will follow his soul//
tree's are so lifeless, but he took the time out to visit//
what once had some beauty, they spoke out, he listened//
their roots had real meaning, he took it to heart//
he just wished that he'd followed their lines from the start//
told him to listen to what others say//
ideas will clash, but the end game's the same//
(the end game's the same, the end game's the same, now)
their heart has been screaming for more than a minute//
it's just as you felt, they've been reaching their limit, but//
(reaching their limit, been reaching their limit, but)

time will not cease, and the soul will never die//
keep chasing the moon, which has lit up your skies//
if lost and forgotten, or even led astray//
you know you will find peace//
in your own decayed ways//

you learn and you live to reveal all the secret opinions//
of all of the things they are too scared to mention//
you've heightened your senses, so try to help them figure out//
they aren't alone, you are here to speak out//
you have been given the gift of the written//
your words have been taken, so you won't feel scripted//
it burns like a burden, but trust us, its worth it//
just recite these words in the back of the mind//
and then we promise that in time you'll find//
those who are gifted with what is a similar mind//
well, they will be just fine//

time will not cease, and the soul will never die//
keep chasing the moon, which has lit up your skies//
if lost and forgotten, or even led astray//
you know you will find peace//
in your own decayed ways//

Finding Your Way [Instrumental Prod. By Flip]

[COVER] Afraid - The Neighbourhood

Instrumental by: @samwhitakermusic

Sam's music has been a major inspiration to me, so I hope I did him justice <3 hope you like it, fam!

LYRICS:

dark days take the blame//
I'm burning up in the flame//
stayed the same//
you know I don't//
feel a single thing and I'm questioning//
if I am still sane//

help me up, don't knock me down//
I can't find my solid ground//
every time I stand on my two feet...//

I'm blind, I'm questioning//
if I should fight and stand up one more time//
can't read between the lines, would you please help me see the light//
should I fall, or should I stand tall?//
should I try to fight on or should I let this life...//

heavy thoughts always broke me down//
even if my mind was found,//
they eat at me when you're around//
I didn't speak, now I scream loud//

does not matter if you help me through this//
I always seem to fall down, so screw it//

I'm blind, I'm questioning//
if I should fight and stand up one more time//
can't read between the lines, would you please help me see the light//
should I fall, or should I stand tall?//
should I try to fight on or should I let this life...//

I'm sick and tired of the games you play//
change the rules but the outcome's the same//
you think you fight for what I think is right//
but you ain't me, I live a different life//

break me out these walls//
always feel I'm wrong//
trapped inside it all//
makes me feel so small//

I wanted more//
(want so much)//
than you could have given//
(want so much)//
I wanted more//
(want so much)//
than you would refill, and//

I'm blind, I'm questioning//
if I should fight and stand up one more time//
can't read between the lines, would you please help me see the light//
should I fall, or should I stand tall?//
should I try to fight on or should I let this life...//

go, oh, don't go//
should I this life//
go//

Let This Life Go [Instrumental Prod. By Sam Whitaker]

LYRICS:

no matter how hard I tried//
you know your words were sewn//
straight into my mind//
your voice won't leave me alone//
now you won't find out//
you drove me right to the ground//
I'm lost, I won't be found//
I'm drowned out by the sounds of how//

you lied to me, then went to run//
behind my back to have some fun//
but now the tables, they have turned//
I hope to god that you have learned//

I'm, a mess, there ain't none left//
and I'm hearing that you're wanting me back, but don't hold your breath//

no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//

fabricated the lie//
"I love you until I die"//
but I guess that went awry//
I paid the signs no mind//
always holding me back//
you never cut me the slack//
I needed where I was at//
so you know that//

I will run away//
cause, feelings don't change//

you lied to me, then went to run//
behind my back to have some fun//
but now the tables they have turned//
I hope to god that you have learned//

I'm a mess, there ain't none left//
and I'm hearing that you're wanting me back,  but don't hold your breath//

no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//

you know those days are dead and gone//
now all I see is you did me wrong//
what we called love, there ain't none left//
if you think we're getting back together, wouldn't hold my breath//

no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//
no, don't hold your breath//

Hold Your Breath [Ft. Owen Norris & Thomas Hames]

LYRICS:

so lemme talk to y'all real quick//
its been a minute, since I was able to do this//
been so goddamn depressed, but fuck it, I got through it//
took a little break from my life, and I was wanting to quit//
but I must admit that//
I am used to singing from my heart, but now I'm back here with a message,//
gotta give it to the people who are searching for a blessing//
from this fucked up world, where we don't believe in heaven//
gifts ain't given from above, there is only life lessons//

listen up, listen up//
and say less, say less, hoe//
ain't no love, ain't no love//
but let me feel myself first, like//

ay, break it down like a cigarillo//
blast it loud, smoke it loud, blow it out your window//
start with small talk, then throw a couple innuendos//
give me a couple minutes, then I'll play her like a Nintendo//
feeling like we're near the end though//
all these fuck boys watching while we're scoring in the end zone//
everyone be asking where the fuck I bought my backbone//
but I ain't saying shit, you can read it off my headstone//

say it loud, we can make it out//
say it loud, ain't no faking now//
say it loud, cause word gets around//
talking all that shit, fuck you mean that you could work it out?//
(x2)

say it loud, say it loud//
say it loud, say it loud//
say it loud, say it loud//
talking all that shit, fuck you mean that we could work it out?//
(x2)

hold up, work it out, fuck you mean bih?//
when shit heads south, you know that I'll up and leave it//
fuck emotions, it don't matter if you feel this//
ain't no love potion, the only thing matters is the real shit//
real quick, no tricks, tell me what you think//
that shit's classic, only truth is in the drink//
fill it to the brim when your brain is on the brink//
an excuse to pull on through, say that shit is helping you think//

but truth be told, i feel it//
smoke and drink, sniff the high, no ceilings//
get more lit than you have been in a minute//
so you can finish your business//
cause being sober won't keep your visions//
so vivid//
but you're pushed past your limits/
the room has started spinning//
and your ears have started ringing, now you//
put yourself on guard, but you know nothing will happen//
and your head's been stuck on hard, like it OD'ed on Cialis, huh//

say it loud, we can make it out//
say it loud, ain't no faking now//
say it loud, cause word gets around//
talking all that shit, fuck you mean that you could work it out?//
(x2)

you wanna scream it out, I know you do//
you wanna say it loud, I'm feeling you//
so say it loud, yo don't give up now//
don't wait around y'all, let's get it now//
(x2)

bruh, you been dabbing out your mind//
you been staring at the sky//
you been losing track of time//
you can't speak another line, so//
let me speak for ya//

I know, you know, I know, you know, that I//

that I only want the best for ya//
you been tripping harder than if you was Stevie Wonder, so I need you to//
lower your temperature//
you been getting heated, man you know that shit ain't needed now//

cause all you gotta say is,//
and you better say it loud,//
you better mean it when you say this shit,//
fuck em all, let em hear the sound//

say it loud, we can make it out//
say it loud, ain't no faking now//
say it loud, cause word gets around//
talking all that shit, fuck you mean that you could work it out?//

say it loud//
say it loud//
say it loud//
talking all that shit, fuck you mean that we could work it out?//
(x2)

Say It Loud [Instrumental Prod. By VID Productions]

Mixed By: Spencer Tucker
Mastered By: Spencer Tucker
Instrumental By: Spencer Tucker

LYRICS:

break it down, make it loud//
we roll out//
hit the town, make a crowd//
we know how to//
take ya crown, turn around, then ball out//
how I ball out? bitch, you gon' find out//
(shots) going round after round//
might get hit with that ammo, but won't get shot down, now//
(drank), thought that I drowned//
but it don't mean a thing, and I'm standing my ground,//

started making music, met with some hate, now//
flow becoming stupid, don't ever play now//
talk all you wanna, but I wont ever stay down//
I became a hunter, and you all just some prey now//

and uh, y'all better pray now//
fixing for a feast and y'all are marked down with a discount//
everybody climbing but they're trying with their necks out//
find a silver lining, then be lying like you blessed, wow//

like we blessed now// (x2)

hear no see no evil//
but you talking that shit, yup I'm calling it fecal,//
gag on the smell of it, verging on lethal//
you still tryna swallow it, calling it deep throat//
you know//
I ain't no sequel//
don't fuck with these hoes, yo shout-out to Leo//
still though,//
I hope that she know//
I have moved on and I fuck other people//

started making music, met with some hate, now//
flow becoming stupid, don't ever play now//
talk all you wanna, but I wont ever stay down//
I became a hunter, and you all just some prey now//

and uh, y'all better pray now//
fixing for a feast and y'all are marked down with a discount//
everybody climbing but they're trying with their necks out//
find a silver lining, then be lying like you blessed, wow//

like we blessed now//(x6)

I mean what I talk//
fuck what they be saying,//
I get heard around the block//
so you know that I'll keep playing//
ain't no fiending for a thot//
they always end up hating//
but ain't no way I'ma stop//
ain't no way I'ma stop//
made the instrumental, ain't no stealing ain't no chop//
ain't no sentimental, I'm a beast call me a god//
and at the least I ain't no fraud//
do not treat me like I'm flawed, my//
flow experimental, sure as hell ain't no facade//

started making music, met with some hate, now//
flow becoming stupid, don't ever play now//
talk all you wanna, but I wont ever stay down//
I became a hunter, and you all just some prey now//

and uh, y'all better pray now//
fixing for a feast and y'all are marked down with a discount//
everybody climbing but they're trying with their necks out//
find a silver lining, then be lying like you blessed, wow//

like we blessed now//(x6)

Blessed Now

Mixed By: Spencer Tucker
Mastered By: Spencer Tucker
Instrumental By: Spencer Tucker

I Took A Pill In Ibiza - Reimagined Cover - Spencer Tucker & Gabriella Lavelle

First release of 2018, more to come soon. 

Soon available on iTunes and Google Play.

Listen on Spotify: https://goo.gl/EPnpX1
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    For as long as I can remember, I have struggled with depression. So much so, that it forced me to take a break from music, work, college, family, basically my entire life. After a year or so, I wrote and composed this song, titled "The Death Of Me," and I hold it's meaning close to my heart. I Hope you guys enjoy!

LYRICS:

I'ma be all over the place...//
Yeah//

Look out, I'm up too late, I//
Lack what I need and I drown in the wake//
I know now, It ain't up to fate, yeah//
It's up to me, don't get in the way, uh//

I play god just to feel like I'm up//
But my souls non-existent, I'm down on my luck//
And I hope that I blow up//
I'm sick of just watching, enough is enough//

The fallout keeps me awake//
I drown out what I can't take, and//
I am the one I blame//
But I'm on my way, yeah, I'm on my way out//

Yeah, I'm on my way out//

Watch out, I'm bruised up from falling//
Cause I wake up, I gave up//
I'm done now, the fall was so calming//
But it's fake love, I gotta wake up//

I'm broke up and buried low//
I owned up to what I know//
But It ain't me, and I can't sleep now//

The fallout keeps me awake//
I drown out what I can't take, and//
I am the one I blame//
But I'm on my way, yeah, I'm on my way out//

Yeah, I'm on my way out//

Fall in love too easily, I//
Hope you got the decency to//
Tell me what you're feeling now//

(Feeling now)//

I pray to God you're hearing me, cause//
I scream out to blow off steam, and//
I wanna feel but I'm all out now//

The fallout keeps me awake//
I drown out what I can't take, and//
I am the one I blame//
But I'm on my way, yeah, I'm on my way out//
(x2)

(But I'm all out)//
(But I'm all out)//
Yeah, I'm on my way out//
(But I'm all out)//
(But I'm all out)//
Yeah, I'm on my way out//

The Death Of Me

An aspiring artist born in Ontario, Canada, currently living in Bradenton, Florida. 

Any musicians wanting to get together for music, slide me a message on soundcloud. I'm always down to make some music with other talented artists.

Spencer Tucker

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