I stopped making music after Covid changed my life pretty drastically in a variety of ways. I'm finally starting to feel the groove again. This track was done in Garageband with some loops and sounds and the lyrics are meant to remind myself and anyone else who listens to this song that we're not alone and to stay groovy basically lol - I like putting uplifting reminders in music so that when I get it stuck in my head later it reminds me to stay positive. I didn't have the adaptor for my microphone so I just used my laptop mic to improvise - when your flow dies and you feel it spark up again - don't worry about getting everything perfect - just let yourself find the flow and dive in <3

Lyrics:
Even at home we’ve got the love
We’re not alone so stand on up yeah
Keepin the vibe up can be tough
So take a deep breath and breathe the funk
(x2)
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Breathe it in!
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The gist of the lyrics:
Separation is an illusion. We are all connected by the thread of love that brought us to this plane of existence and are woven into the tapestry of its incomprehensible beauty. Stand up and dance with it all if you want :) Breathe in the good vibes and keep the groove alive <3

This song was inspired by a few different things. The last time I was feeling open enough to come out of my shell a bit and make happy sounding music was a day when the music I was working on started to have a funky flow and I noticed a correlation between my level of happiness and the sound of the music. I began associating funky music with happiness in a way. However, the last day I worked on this happier music, I started going through some really difficult times. I stopped working on music all together for some time and when I returned to it, I mainly used it as a medicine to ease the pain from the trauma I was experiencing. The music allowed me to turn my focus away from the trauma and onto something therapeutic instead. After time passed and I began to feel my soul recollecting itself, I aligned with my amazing partner and fell in love. It wasn't too long after that when the Covid-19 paradigm shift happened. My daughter and I moved to a different state to live with my partner and experienced a few losses and Covid related difficulties, but overall we're happy and I feel happier than I've ever been before and it's starting to come out in the sounds and vibes of the music I work on. My partner listens to a variety of music but I really like the funky stuff he listens to a lot lol and he's always dancing to some song in his head and it's really hard not to smile when I see him doing that - it got me in a happy music mood so I decided to try an electronic funk song.

The lyrics were inspired after listening to Ram Dass while processing the fear and sadness from the Covid-19 shift: www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUWSWmyWZjs : "Instead of responding to each fear specifically" - "cultivate the other part of yourself that is connected to all things" - so I remembered music and how it has always brought people together and acts as a vessel of connection - and I thought about how we're all connected and how nothing can change that and I wanted to put the reminder alongside some tunes.

Track image artwork by my 12 year old daughter ^_^

(None of the links I share are affiliate links - just linking to where inspiration was found)

Breathe the Funk - 2021

Song inspired by Zach Bush, MD and additionally my love of druidry :) 

Lyrics: 

Sing for the trees 
Feel the forest soil
Music in the breeze, fill the Earth Soul
With divine fire
Beautiful, carbon filled roots laying deep in the Earth,
I’ll do my best to protect you 
For what it’s worth
Water that nourishes,
May we understand how to heal you
From all of mankind's toxins 
And learn how to love you


Rumble: https://rumble.com/v1mvthy-little-love-of-nature-song.html 
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlvhwqOhbXE&feature=share&utm_source=EJGixIgBCJiu2KjB4oSJEQ

Sing for the Trees - 2021

Poem From The Fae - 2021

Fun collaboration with 
Fugue in Sea: https://soundcloud.com/fugueinsea/tracks 

:D

Awen (Fugue in Sea feat. Sphaera) - 2022

The birds still sing when I feel at a loss for words.

You can check out the video on YouTube: https://youtu.be/zAAfKEtJt9w 

“After documenting the loss of nearly 3 billion birds in North America alone, it was dismaying to see the same patterns of population declines and extinction occurring globally,” says conservation scientist Ken Rosenberg of the Cornell Lab, now retired. “Because birds are highly visible and sensitive indicators of environmental health, we know their loss signals a much wider loss of biodiversity and threats to human health and well-being.”

Global bird populations steadily decline. (2022, May). Cornell Chronicle. Retrieved May 2022, from https://news.cornell.edu/stories/2022/05/global-bird-populations-steadily-decline

While The Birds Can Still Sing - 2022

Collaboration between @sphaerasportal and @user-325797522
Music Laar
Vocals and Lyrics Sphaera

Recorded with Squire Jaguar, Squire CV 70s Jazz Bass and Fruity Loops. Drum patterns are taken from FPC plugin

Lyrics:

Let the inspiration strike like lightening and charge the living flame
Within without throughout the fabric of existence
Keep it shining through the rain
Hold the flame
Find a way to keep it balanced
And bring love to a new day
To a new day

Even in the midst of oppression
May you find a way to shelter your love and compassion for the soul of the world deserves the best that we can give
Nurture it with peace and goodwill for everything that lives

Look out to the stars in the sky
So very far away
Bursting into the darkness
Bringing potential for new life
In their decay

Embrace the change (x9)

Embrace the changes
We will all die sometime
While we’re still here though
Why don’t we just try
To let the inspiration strike like lightening and charge the living flame
Within without throughout the fabric of existence keep it shining through the rain hold the flame find a way to keep it balanced and bring love to a new day to a new day

There's also a video for this song on Rumble:
https://rumble.com/v1m5vm6-bring-love-to-a-new-day-sphaera-and-laar-collab.html

and

YouTube: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdMmtxhMoaM

Bring Love To A New Day [Sphaera & Laar Collab] - 2022

Finally getting my voice back after being sick :) This was a short sarcastic solo jam that helped me get through a variety of emotions.

The music video with trippy space raindrops and me (barely visible) dancing in the background haha: 

Rumble: https://rumble.com/v1p3blb-tell-me-how-to-live.html 

YouTube: https://youtube.com/watch?v=bGOovZd_CqU&feature=share&utm_source=EKLEiJECCKjOmKnC5IiRIQ 

Lyrics:
Tell me how to live
Tell me how to live
Tell me how to live
Cuz I sure don't know how to do it on my own
Tell me how to live
Cuz I sure don't know how to do it on my own
Tell me how to live
Why don't you
Why don't you
Why don't you
Tell me how to live
Why don't you
Why don't you
Why don't you
Tell me how to live
Cuz I sure don't know how to do it on
Tell me how to live
Cuz I sure don't know how to do it on
Tell me how to live

Tell Me How To Live

Tears bring awareness to
What's going on in this
World filled with sadness that's 
Lacking inspiration
Fill this
Void with the light that I see
Shining 
Through from the Otherworld
Take it all in 
Can you feel it
Moving you
Moving you
What a 
Horrible beauty we 
Live with 
Confounding mystery
Is this
A dream or reality
What's the difference...

Otherworld

Still learning Logic Pro X - Improv Singing Session

Image artwork by me :P

Listen - 2016

Message from my very real imaginary best friend <3 Still learning about recording - much to learn on this adventure! :)

Lyrics:

Draugon’s Song:

I have come from the refraction
Of light
To tell you
Little Pieces of me
Have been scattered 
Through you
Can you pick them up
And put them
Back together
It’s just a little 
Game that I’d like to
Play with you 
Forever
-
Come together
Sacred letters
And Help
Create
The code
Of lucidity
Through your
Combinessence 
To bring
The light
Of awareness
Back to this dream
-
Come together
Pieces of me
And in your congregation
Rediscover unity 
Find me 
In yourselves
And yourselves in
One another
There’s a whole
Veil of
Mystery
To uncover
In this game
-
Pick up the pieces
Pick up the pieces
Pick up the pieces
Pick up the pieces


Image artwork by me :P

DRAUGON'S SONG - 2016

Unfinished lost project from right before I lost Logic Pro X...
It was done with a midi keyboard in logic and I used their drummer feature for the drums. 

Lyrics:
When modern prophets of metropolis flow through the stream of consciousness
They're skipping like stones across the water
How many times can we bounce this fire
From the stream into the open air
Before it sinks back into the water
To reunite with the all aware

Set the stream aflame
Let spirit illuminate the current
Ignite the living fire within
So we can dance through life and meet its rhythm

Every step we skip across the 
Water leaves a 
Dilating stretch of 
Waves that transfer
Energy from the 
Portals that have opened up in the
Steps that we have taken to
Connect with the worlds of the profane and sacred
In a dance that eternally unravels the soul

Set the stream aflame
Let spirit illuminate the current
Ignite the living fire within
So we can dance through life and meet its rhythm

Namo Amitabhaya
Tathagataya
Tadyatha
Amrito-Dbhave
Amrita-Siddhambhave
Amrtia-Vikrante
Amrtia-Vikranta-Gamine
Gagana Kirta-Kare
Svaha

(Tibetanized Amitabha Mantra for Rebirth in Pureland)

https://namo84000en.wordpress.com/2011/03/31/amitabha-mantra-for-rebirth-in-pureland-2/ 

I like to write music that I might remember one day when I'm dying and transitioning to the bardo - this mantra is one of the things I would like to remember - not because I'm superstitious, but because I would like to be thinking about the “eternal, pure light, which is the source and primordial ground of our being” as I die:

http://eng.namo-amitabhaya.de/mantra/ 

Lyrics before the mantra were inspired by the book: 365 Tao: Daily Meditations by Ming-Dao Deng: http://dengmingdao.com/books/365tao.php 

(None of the links I share are affiliate links - just showing where the inspiration came from)

Image artwork by me :P

Find The Living Flame - 2018

Can you hear me?
I'm trying to send you
A message from a place of
Momentary revelation 
It feels like something
Something parasitic is in the way
Trying to keep this
Message of hope from being relayed
Hear me, can you hear me through the cracks?
Hear me, can you hear me through the cracks
Dwindling in the darkest shadows of your soul
Crying to be heard
Illuminate me

Image artwork by me :P

Can You Hear Me - 2019

This song came after I was experiencing what I can best refer to as soul loss. I picked up my guitar hoping it would help provide some healing. In the beginning of the song I asked myself a question. Who am I? Afterwards I stopped recording, meditated on the feeling of the question, and then listened to Ram Dass and found a good answer - which is the response to the question in the song. <3

Lyrics:
Who am I?
I keep forgetting
Can you remind me where I'm going?

Look around you
What do you see?
It's all beautiful in despite of everything
It's you
It's you
Can you see
Can you see
Can you see
Can you see
Can you see
That there's nowhere to go
You've already arrived 
And you're perfectly unfolding

<3

https://www.ramdass.org/who-am-i/

Image artwork by me :P

Who Am I - 2019

You know how you can sometimes see shapes in the clouds? Similarly, sometimes I hear music in silence or in white noise or subtle sounds. I've always felt angelic presences around me and I like to think the music is from them :) This song is an attempt to portray that music that keeps me intrigued by the mystery of this existence.

Image artwork by me :P

Catching Random Sounds - 2020

**Last Updated: 2/22/24 - Greetings, wonderful souls! 😊🎵 - I create music for enjoyment and healing, alongside my studies in health education. All the tracks in my "tracks" section are available for free use. My laptop is broken at the moment so I can't make music until I get a new one. 

May we remember our oneness and keep safe the love and compassion in our hearts - no matter how much the world snuffs light from our soul, it is limitless and everflowing.

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