artwork : https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

trying out new stuff
prod mixed mastered by me

vocal stems if u wanna remix or play around : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1paHBHOYevN6fCKcdb0oQBQYF1KAyjj1J?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
I'm so lost
I've been trapped in this box i call my room for so long now
And I give up
But I don't really wanna let you go cause i promise that i

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

And I won't die
And I won't cry
Why can't you trust me once
I promise it's not a lie
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I made it worse
Please tell me what to do
I told you it was my bad
Fuck
I just lost my mind right now
But i hope it will all be fine
I'm sorry I hit you so hard
Why is my life a fucking mess
It's better just for you to leave
Open that door and bring that dress
I promise I'll be fine by myself cause I

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Hopefully i die tonight

I can't do that
Cause I promise
That I will be
A better man for you

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

I feel my heart is getting dry
I look for help and I'm getting tired

hopefully i die tonight

prison break prod. ramandhika, sendeljer

TELL ME! w/ suisei & Db Mandala (throwaway)

threesotki Everywhere

riski inrahim - TAI prod fatrorry

Mardial - Hamid Hamid Cabang Bayi

(is it you Rorry?)
Do you even care if I sleep alone at night?
20 minutes 20 seconds
Baby I don't feel right, I don't feel right (ah, ah, yeah)
Kita berdua bukan dari sini
Jadi sayang, ayo pergi
I feel (i feel)
I feel like there's no end
A hundred thousand years for sure
Heads full of stress, my room's a mess
All this stress, but you're the best (best)
That's a guess (a guess)
All I can say to her is yes (huh)
Yes princess
Dokter (dokter!)
Tak dapat jadikan diriku sober (sober!)
Mata terlalu indah bagai desember
Sayang tolong aku, 'cause in my mind in my heart
It's all you
Think I'm falling up, hopin' I won't get down
Jatuh ke atas, jiwaku terlepas
Ku mulai cemas, semua pilihanku
Selalu membawaku kembali ke hadapanmu
Ahh, falling like from heaven
Seraphim, I will be missing you
Someone tell me what I feel, what I feel
Hopin' that I'm not wrong, hopin' that I'm not wrong
(Dan, dan, dan sayang)
(dan, dan, dan, dan say-)
For you I trash
For you I trashed my
(For you i trash, trash, trash, trash) (huh)
For you I trashed my, ku buang egoku dan lainnya
I don't care what it takes, ku hanya ingin kita berdua
Dan jika tak berhasil
Pil dan darahku lah jawabannya
I should be the one that you loves
If that shit real, then it will bleed and let it bleed
Dan sepanjang hariku (aaahh)
Everything starts reminding me of you, uhh
Dan tentang sakitku yang dulu (huh, huh, huh)
Not really much I can tell you
Dan sayang, ku takkan memohon
Jika kau ingin pergi
Ku takkan menahanmu
Tapi jangan lupakanku
You texted me, have a goodnight
If it's a goodnight, then I would having you by my side
I won't tell you how I feel
Jujur, ku terlalu takut
Tiap kali ku terjatuh, ku kan jatuh dalam pelukmu
Kau, perlahan hancurkan aku, tolong jangan hancurkan aku
I'm cutting myself to a million pieces
If you gone, I might delete my releases
You need to listen to my soul more
I think that shit realer than my speeches
Please don't waste my time, baby, I been workin' on my visas
And if I falls too deep
I'll be destroying myself first before she does
(i- i-is it you Rorry?)

Sayang (prod. Fat Rorry)

banyak smoke 999x

gw terlalu panas buat dalam ruangan
sampe gw bisa bikin banyak kepulan
jangan coba elo ngaku api depan gua
jangan pernah lo nyoba jgn pernah lo coba

emang napa gw gini
lo ga suka mending pergi
angkat lo punya kaki
jangan pernah injek lagi

jangan 4x gw najis sama lo
jangan 4x gw jiji sama orang bego

prison break prod. ramandhika, sendeljer

Db Mandala

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