My balls are nice and relaxed now listening to this. Thank you. ~:)

Lonely Unicorn

The Thing in my Head Smiled

24 3 2

"The thought remains haunting. This isn't me." 

Mastered by Isabel at Olo Mastering

Alho - Tulen mukaan

This song is dedicated to my love and admiration of the poop-smearing GOAT of rock music, the one and only, GG Allin.  The skilled musicianship of this musical recording is a flattering tribute to his stunning genius.  Recorded on a 4 track tape machine.

I Like GG Allin

https://open.spotify.com/album/07UBEe56bm6MnFHbEGcRRH?si=16h0XOFQSxGTSugzBBxxMw
https://youtu.be/lTfY8NxOgiE

The Conjuring (Now on Spotify)

csound source: https://github.com/tonpatt/compositions/tree/master/onde%2Bcric2

These are two studies realized in Csound in 1995 and revised in 2025. The first is a study on the timbral variations resulting from the interference of sounds with closely related frequencies; the second is a study on noise and the manipulation of sound through filters, delay, and feedback.

onde+cric2

The May 7th Sequence

et ton nom maintenant resonne, Madeleine

STANDING ALONE
Like putting down a lame horse
An act of kindness
No longer do I walk
In betrayal’s blindness
Can’t penetrate your walls
The bridge you burned
Tell me, Brother
When did your heart turn?

CHORUS
You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
No way home

Oooh-oooh-ooh, Oooh-oooh-ooh, Oooh-oooh-ooh

Through the years I cried
Waiting on your call
Through the tears I woke
Like catchin’ my fall
You made the decision
To close the door
Brother, I wish you well
But I’m not waiting anymore

Now, all that’s left to do
Is walking away
As much as it hurts my heart
Got no more to say
‘Cuz when you can’t look in the mirror
You’re bound to crack
Til you pick up the pieces
No comin’ back, ‘cuz

You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
No way home, yeah-ee-yeah

You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
You left me standing
Alone
No way home, no way home..


© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved



STANDING ALONE

Reconnect est un album de musique thérapeutique conçu pour apaiser le système nerveux, réduire la surcharge émotionnelle et restaurer l’équilibre intérieur.

Chaque morceau agit comme un espace de respiration : lent, profond, sécurisant.
Pensé pour accompagner la détente, la méditation, le travail émotionnel ou simplement le retour au calme après une journée intense.

Sans paroles, sans tension, Reconnect invite à ralentir, à écouter son corps, et à se retrouver là où tout se régule naturellement.

🎧 À écouter en séance de relaxation, avant le sommeil, ou dans tout moment où l’on ressent le besoin de se recentrer.

Reconnect

Respirer pour tenir

A healing ambient “cosmic lullaby” with a barely-there 60 BPM pulse (or no drums), built from airy pads and distant crystal chimes wrapped in huge, clean reverb. A soft, whispery female hum (wordless and very low in the mix) floats like a gentle reassurance in the night. The frequency bed blends 432Hz grounding calm, 528Hz heart-warming harmony, and a faint 963Hz halo shimmer—smooth and rounded, never sharp. Spacious, pure, and safe, it slowly fades in, holds a steady stillness, then fades out like starlight dissolving into quiet—inviting deep relaxation and peaceful sleep.

Heartbeat

I live in the uk and enjoy creating ambient soundscapes, these are based on various moods and thoughts that I have from reading horror and sci-fi books as well as cheesy 80's action & horror films.

I love the sci-fi stories by Neal Asher and the Cosmic Horor of H.P Lovecraft.

I also have a fondness of insects and arachnids.





The May 7th Sequence

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