Makes me feel happy music

worry

compression is aids on this / used random instrumental off youtube

smile

fye prod obama

perobug - remember + d0llywood1

litter

spies - dog tags, love my id

spies - boyfriend

greave - thank you ft spies

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

crown lake

old unfinished song

i wish i could've changed your mind for you
but that's probably too far
i played every wrong card
after march of this year i thought that maybe it'd get easier
but it only gets hard

so April n beyond
i changed the way i think about you and myself
before April n beyond
i never told anyone how i really felt

april n beyond

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

bittersweet

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

💌
produced by k4mi . @k4miinari1
interpolated cewer . @cewer

I DON'T SING THIS SHIT I MAKE IT HAPPEN
THAT BOY A CANCER
WE PULL UP AND WE TURN HIM TO A DANCER
bitch

maybe i didn't get the message
do you think you could pay attention to anything i say? would you throw it all away?
lately i'm forgetting to mention
do you think you could stop in heaven or is it too late? one more word for me to break ..

ya
i think i knew this shit
every time i get up to call it quits you pull me back in
you pull me back again ..

i just can't stand the distancesssssss
i said a lot of things that i did forget . can't lose another end
so tell me
is it all pretend

what's left to prove
i want me and you cuz it's in my dreams
it might be hard to believe but it's what you see

you can run and lose
but when things look up don't look down to your knees
take a left and do this right by choosing me

it's in a dream . it's in a dream
so take a left and do this right by choosing me
oh to do it over sweet tangerine
i wrote you in a dream

you're not choosing me
will you find somebody new to do the things i do
with nothing left to tell you
i'll be right by ur side cuz ur what i need . AND I WROTE U IN A DREAM <3

what's left to prove
i want me and you cuz it's in my dreams
it might be hard to believe but it's what you see

you can run and lose
but when things look up don't look down to your knees
take a left and do this right by choosing me

it's in a dream . it's in a dream
so take a left and do this right by choosing me
oh to do it over sweet tangerine
i wrote you in a dream

ya

spies - dog tags, love my id

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