video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

https://open.spotify.com/track/06LFlnTQoygiPq6j4tFnZS?si=ffc61cf5c70d4906

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me
https://soundcloud.com/sglily
https://soundcloud.com/opal707

Touched + Sg lily (opal)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

03.CBA
Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

Today i pulled off my first smile
In a really long time
And these mistakes i can't unwind
But fuck it i don't even mind
She asked if something's wrong, I said "i'm fine"
Why would you care if i wasn't?
Recently it's hard for me to try
But imma keep you my promise

Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

She said i'm so cold

CBA (with3r)

08.Sinking
I'm so tired of you talking
Every day gets worse I'm being honest
I stepped inside the mall and i went all in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When I walk, walk, walk in
So fucked up can't understand you when you're talking
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

No matter what happens
I got you
Whatever that you heard
It's not true
Wherever life takes me
I'll bring you
Whatever I'm doing
It's for you

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

Sinking (with3r + sg37)

02.Wisher
I don't think it's working
My mind's spinning in circles
I keep talking to myself
Yeah how'd you make me feel this worthless?
I'm not running round the city anymore, yeah i stopped searching
Been aiming for the stars but i guess nobody is perfect
And for the ones i disappointed, Sorry
Valentino and Givenchy on me
Gin and NOCCO all night to morning
I've been working all by my lonely

Need you to hold me together

I'm cashing out on shit you can't afford
Yeah i can't tell the difference anymore
He said he wanna live my life, wish i had yours
She said she wanted to link up when im on tour
I got some money in from STIM i stacked it taller
I had to spend it on Y3 cause im a baller
Yeah she hit me up all day, want me to call her
I had to block her on IG cause she's a stalker

Hold me together

Need you to hold me together

Wisher (with3r)

01.DJ
Today i learned what it's like to feel real pain
Turned my life upside down nothing's the same
Walkin round turnt up im off too much i can't see straight
Headphones in the club i don't agree with the DJ

It's what it is
I can't reminisce
Gotta take a second and just realize they're all counterfeit
I heard you talking bout me crazy im like "Who is this?"
I had to cut off all these lames and i've been better since

Trust issues but i try to keep it real
Y3 shoes when she asked me what i wear
I loved you but now i don't know how to feel
You're poison, you're killing me, im liking it

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Hold me and fake a smile
We're running out of time

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Let go and say goodbye
Let's leave it all behind

DJ (with3r)

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

Break my fingers / i'll hold your hand (prod. with3r)

Rotting (prod. with3r)

Mold/Höst (with3r)

I'm Just As Lost As Everyone Else (with3r)

Crooked Path Lamento (with3r, spira me)

So Empty (with3r)

Forever Longing (with3r)

Ångest (with3r, bigdog30k)

Trauma Intro

Prod. Spira

Spira me: 
Why do you want to see me suffer?
Turn me into nothing
Nothing but a problem
You just want to see me suffer
Turn me into nothing
From something to nothing

Break me down
Torn apart
Can see now
Life gets hard
Bring me down with you
Treat me like you want me too
Feed me all your made up truths
Treat me like you want it too
I don't do the shit I used to do
Bring me down with you

Buffalobang:
I promise that I'm working
On not being a burden
And I can't go on hurting
I'm hurting for no purpose
No purpose
No purpose
If I can't see the purpose
Then is it really worth it?
Really worth it
Really worth it

I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it

Suffer

Prod. Spira

Spira me:
Lost my mind
This time it's urgent
In your memories I'll dissolve
Tainted mirror shows a burden
Serenading for their love

Revolting
Ran it down into nothing
(nothing)
(nothing)
Stopped counting
Days since I walked out that
Door
Nothing ever felt like this before
Nothing ever felt like this before

Buffalobang:
Intuition
I can't trust a single thing I feel
My condition
Growing still
My skin starting to peel
This darkened memories are haunting
Where the heart is
Home is where the haunt is

Dissolving In Your Memories

Prod. Spira

Buffalobang:
I didn't think that it would matter that much
I must be dumb I couldn't fathom how much
It meant to you
It meant to you
I know you think that I suck
Yeah you're right
I really got it messed up this time
That's all I do
That's all I do

The quiet consumes me
I should have let you in
I wanted it so badly
I wanted you so badly

Spira me:
About to break apart
Nothing ever works out when you want it all
Reality caught up to me and played its part
Felt all kinds of emotions talking to a wall
I guess I failed, at least I tried
On a continuous decline
Went out my way to break my mind
I thought that you would change my life

The Quiet Consumes Me

Everything, Everywhere Ends (prod. Eera + with3r)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kingfrancis75 & https://soundcloud.com/xangang-tm

spotify

overtime (prod. devstacks & xangang)

production by https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/with3rx

GLASS CURTAINS SIDE B

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

prod. https://soundcloud.com/duane-jackson-1 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sglily

business @sglilyy Gamerboomin

prod. https://soundcloud.com/opal707
feat. https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo

I got u, tell me anything u want
I dont trust u, ever since we fell apart
Yeah u hate me, i hate the way i broke ur heart
I know urs better than i know my own

I got u whenever u need my love
She dont trust me eversince i blew it all
Yeah u hate me, i hate the way i broke ur heart
I know urs better than i know my own

Spring summertime bby rockin calvin klein
She want me to meet, baby i dont go outside
Its a waste of time, money always on my mind
Im on farfetch, buy u anything u like

(Prada nylon pants), sleeping thru the daytime
Yeah i know im stuck but babygirl just wait in line
Im with opal talking business facetime
Yeah i know i suck but babygirl it takes a while

I dont know what ur on about
Said she want me man i dont know how?
Run away baby, lost n found
Do i even know u?
Have i ever known u?
Singing bout the old u..
(fragile and confused)
Just be honest, tell the truth

ukno:
Didnt know me back then, Funny how u back now
I be in the back, in the trap smoking thrax now
I dont wanna come down dont ask me if im flying now
Take a gun out baby shoot my heart  out
Its ok i feel fine now
I dont wanna lie down unless its time to die now
Im so farfetched, im so hopeless
U dont know this, only if i show it

farfetch (ft. uknoxoxo) [opal]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

i couldnt care whatever its about
but could i care for you?
she always ask me who im singing bout
im sorry its not you..
i only care when my bro feeling down
youre wishing it was you
im getting tired, shouldnt fell in love
just like you never do

I know youre tired (of trying)
so loved, admired (but silent)
you try to hide it (dont worry)
but just cant let go
her heart to rest on <3
she holds my love close
im in the central (centan) 
you blow up my phone..

nothing new, nothing special, i dont wanna know
in my DM's talk bout nothing shit is getting old
they wanna know where i be and where im bout to go
running round in NK like its my secondhome
she said she wanna see me, i said no you dont..
i dont wanna dissapoint yeah i gotta glow
waiting forever for you just to hit my phone
waiting forever for you just to take it slow

secondhome [opal+sg37]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/iwtkp4ever

girl i see how hard you try
i wont see you for awhile
i know it takes alot inside
just to walk away from life

i know im not the best but baby im learning
i just wanna know what made you so perfect
it's been awhile yeah baby im certain (i dont know if i deserve you)
maybe i should curve you
stuck up in my head but baby i would never hurt you
wish id never met you
all i do upsets you
i know you think im cold the way im working really tests you

yeah i know it takes alot
please just wipe away that frown
yeah baby youre my only one
ill treat you like the only one
a summoner and her guardian
(dries van noten cardigan)
running round the area, making money imma get you some.

your friends dont like me its alright
im not for everyone to like
i forgot what made you mine
i just work to make you smile

summoner [bizarius]

https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
https://soundcloud.com/opal707
https://soundcloud.com/sg37

swear (ft. uknoxoxo) [opal/sg37]

flowers (sg37)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod. https://soundcloud.com/eera0

Held your hand tight then i woke up
I swear it's different since you showed up
I saw you pass by, it was too much

Held your hand tight then i woke up
I kept a secret, never spoke up
I saw you pass by, it was too much
I saw you pass by...

I'm still in touch with you 
And i still got some love for you
Swear i'll make up my mind so soon
It's like white lies deep in truth, make me choose

Can't lose you
Cause i still got some love for you
Swear i'll make up my mind 'bout you
So empty I envy you & see you through

Try to keep it real & try to keep a smile on my face
I'm trynna seal the deal, I'm trynna make some money today
She wanna meet me in the city but im out in DK
She's all alone, she need some love yeah imma send it your way

All these people talking 'bout me I don't care it's OK
BNO we gonna make it, can't go back it's too late
Swear these people talking down but still can't keep up the pace
I'm thinking numbers, thinking imma make some money today

Pass by +uknoxoxo (Eera)

prod https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

Miracle Freestyle

this is not gonna work
i can already tell you this is not gonna work
and it's sad cus i really like you

she's an angel that just caused a scene
she's a miracle thats into me
and i swear i saw you in my sleep
in a dream inside a dream

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

she said "can't be around someone like you"
she said "just put together 2 and 2"
i know, did not expect true love so soon
i love the way you dance, the way you move

she gets mad at me so easily
i cant blame her been awhile since i was feelin me
trynna fuck up my routine
i got business to attend, wake up get dressed and leave

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

Miracle (Ddertbag)

All For You ft. Sg lily

Find Myself

@eera0
https://open.spotify.com/album/0vnRLydsA3nfYG2J9jC1tr?si=gi3twQ1-QpqwNsOm8oODnw

idc (eera)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

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