video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

https://open.spotify.com/track/06LFlnTQoygiPq6j4tFnZS?si=ffc61cf5c70d4906

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me
https://soundcloud.com/sglily
https://soundcloud.com/opal707

Touched + Sg lily (opal)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

03.CBA
Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

Today i pulled off my first smile
In a really long time
And these mistakes i can't unwind
But fuck it i don't even mind
She asked if something's wrong, I said "i'm fine"
Why would you care if i wasn't?
Recently it's hard for me to try
But imma keep you my promise

Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

She said i'm so cold

CBA (with3r)

08.Sinking
I'm so tired of you talking
Every day gets worse I'm being honest
I stepped inside the mall and i went all in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When I walk, walk, walk in
So fucked up can't understand you when you're talking
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

No matter what happens
I got you
Whatever that you heard
It's not true
Wherever life takes me
I'll bring you
Whatever I'm doing
It's for you

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

Sinking (with3r + sg37)

06.Lethargic
They said they met me, was i really there?
Wake up every day i couldn't tell you how i really feel
I walk around in brands you didn't know exist
When i stepped up on the stage they started taking pics

Fuck knows what they're doing over there
Shit's fucked...

They said they met me, was i really there?
Wake up every day i couldn't tell you how i really feel
I walk around in brands you didn't know exist
When i stepped up on the stage they started taking pics
I'm acting cool on IG but i'm faking it
I'm a nerd i'm in the game, don't care how late it is
I wanted to be someone now i'm hating it
Man I've been inside the club while you wait to get in

I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started
I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started

I wish i was asleep
While you're wishing you were me
I wish i was asleep
While you're wishing you were me

These kids are looking up to me but i'm a mess
And the days are passing by like it was never meant
I'm missing everything i left behind, I miss myself
And i'd do anything to get you back, I miss my friend
I'm acting cool on IG but i'm faking it
I'm a nerd i'm in the game, don't care how late it is
I wanted to be someone now i'm hating it
Man I've been inside the club while you wait to get in

I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started
I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started

Lethargic (with3r + sg37)

02.Wisher
I don't think it's working
My mind's spinning in circles
I keep talking to myself
Yeah how'd you make me feel this worthless?
I'm not running round the city anymore, yeah i stopped searching
Been aiming for the stars but i guess nobody is perfect
And for the ones i disappointed, Sorry
Valentino and Givenchy on me
Gin and NOCCO all night to morning
I've been working all by my lonely

Need you to hold me together

I'm cashing out on shit you can't afford
Yeah i can't tell the difference anymore
He said he wanna live my life, wish i had yours
She said she wanted to link up when im on tour
I got some money in from STIM i stacked it taller
I had to spend it on Y3 cause im a baller
Yeah she hit me up all day, want me to call her
I had to block her on IG cause she's a stalker

Hold me together

Need you to hold me together

Wisher (with3r)

01.DJ
Today i learned what it's like to feel real pain
Turned my life upside down nothing's the same
Walkin round turnt up im off too much i can't see straight
Headphones in the club i don't agree with the DJ

It's what it is
I can't reminisce
Gotta take a second and just realize they're all counterfeit
I heard you talking bout me crazy im like "Who is this?"
I had to cut off all these lames and i've been better since

Trust issues but i try to keep it real
Y3 shoes when she asked me what i wear
I loved you but now i don't know how to feel
You're poison, you're killing me, im liking it

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Hold me and fake a smile
We're running out of time

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Let go and say goodbye
Let's leave it all behind

DJ (with3r)

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Crow +bigdog30k

I'm tired [eera]

You Changed Me For The Better [with3r]

Spira Me & With3r - Existing & Lingering
Vinyl & CD releasing via Fullmetalrecords 19:00 CET

Sombre [with3r]

End [with3r, bigdog30k]

Malady [with3r]

Torn feat. Drayden [with3r]

Voice [with3r]

Act Again feat. Buffalobang [with3r, sg37, bigdog30k]

Wholesome Torment [with3r]

I Tried My Luck [with3r]

I Have Given Up [with3r]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kingfrancis75 & https://soundcloud.com/xangang-tm

spotify

overtime (prod. devstacks & xangang)

production by https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/with3rx

GLASS CURTAINS SIDE B

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

prod. https://soundcloud.com/duane-jackson-1 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sglily

business @sglilyy Gamerboomin

https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
https://soundcloud.com/opal707
https://soundcloud.com/sg37

swear (ft. uknoxoxo) [opal/sg37]

flowers (sg37)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod. https://soundcloud.com/eera0

Held your hand tight then i woke up
I swear it's different since you showed up
I saw you pass by, it was too much

Held your hand tight then i woke up
I kept a secret, never spoke up
I saw you pass by, it was too much
I saw you pass by...

I'm still in touch with you 
And i still got some love for you
Swear i'll make up my mind so soon
It's like white lies deep in truth, make me choose

Can't lose you
Cause i still got some love for you
Swear i'll make up my mind 'bout you
So empty I envy you & see you through

Try to keep it real & try to keep a smile on my face
I'm trynna seal the deal, I'm trynna make some money today
She wanna meet me in the city but im out in DK
She's all alone, she need some love yeah imma send it your way

All these people talking 'bout me I don't care it's OK
BNO we gonna make it, can't go back it's too late
Swear these people talking down but still can't keep up the pace
I'm thinking numbers, thinking imma make some money today

Pass by +uknoxoxo (Eera)

prod https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

Miracle Freestyle

this is not gonna work
i can already tell you this is not gonna work
and it's sad cus i really like you

she's an angel that just caused a scene
she's a miracle thats into me
and i swear i saw you in my sleep
in a dream inside a dream

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

she said "can't be around someone like you"
she said "just put together 2 and 2"
i know, did not expect true love so soon
i love the way you dance, the way you move

she gets mad at me so easily
i cant blame her been awhile since i was feelin me
trynna fuck up my routine
i got business to attend, wake up get dressed and leave

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

Miracle (Ddertbag)

Find Myself

@eera0
https://open.spotify.com/album/0vnRLydsA3nfYG2J9jC1tr?si=gi3twQ1-QpqwNsOm8oODnw

idc (eera)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
contact: spiraa175@gmail.com

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