Lyrics:

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

he didn't even know what he had been fighting for
in conditions no human could take anymore
he met many empty husks created thru a war
waged from hypocritic passages 
centuries old
yet still we push on
for a reason we had never known
more than a few situations he'd probably've died there

i don't wanna talk anymore
i'm not alive dear

won't u hold his hand
as he passes from this world for good
won't u
won't u ease his conscience
that his efforts were not in their vain
and meet his eyes as you say

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

come home to mama
come home to papa
come home to mama
come home to papa

soldier boy (ʎpoqou)

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

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Artists: Crizzy White & lil XipZ
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New song “Overdue” featuring Horosha
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Cause I finally walked by our spot 
And my heart didn’t even drop
I guess I finally moved on 
Yeah I finally moved on 
I can send that message 
Say go to hell
Or I could ask if you’re doing well
I can finally do that 
Without saying coming back 
I can finally do that
I can finally do that
I can finally do that 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

So I’m not gonna hesitate this time
I can see through all your easy lies 
I tried and tried but it wasn’t love
Yeah I’ve finally had enough 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

(Horosha)
Where memories should be 
there’s a gaping wound 
But now I’m finding out 
That there’s still things 
I can learn about myself 
(The things you run from, will set you free) 
So I sent that message through 
And I don’t regret it
Even though moving on
Will  be so damn hard
I’ll fight through all the pain
To be my own damn person
Cuz after everything
I’m still worthy of love

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

Cause as time passes I know I can’t change
All the memories will stay the same 
But I can do this one thing 
Sit there and let my phone ring 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 
And it said fuck you
And everything you do 
You tore me apart 
When you had nothing to lose 
Now it’s just me 
And I finally see 
That everything happens for a reason
What’s meant to be  

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago & Horosha
Master by kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

Everybody's Everything (Prod Splashgvng & Dutchrevs)
Key B minor
Bpm 180

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Everybody's Everything

prod. moneo


seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

and all of these days they crash
2 years has come to pass
and im still missing u
AND IM STILL MISSING YOU

my friends always ask
why im stuck in the past
and maybe im a fool
ill try and forget that

i wont change for you
and youll always know that
so while i play cool
theres a lot i would take back

seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

i'm glad you're doing okay

mix.@Ztope
shout out @cyzun <3



prod.sorrow bringer

lyrics

swno-

All his friends tend to leave so He turn to a ghost
Pail skin pain deep in his
Soul heart broke and he’s rotting 
Like mold washed up on the 
Coast body cold yeah he’s been 
dead But he’s wishing for more
Body ache and he’s lossing this 
War yeah he’s hiding all his
pain in the inside yeah he
Left all the pain by his 
Bedside
by is bedside yuh everyone in 
his life turned a blind eye


Cyzun-

I’ve been through a lot 
Yeah you wouldn’t know
Take another shot 
Hide the pain it won’t show 
It will not stop 
So I lay on the road 
I don’t wanna talk 
So I’m muting my phone
I should go now
Isolate in my room I don’t go out
Soul empty as hell like a ghost town 
Staying up hella late like a night owl
All these thoughts running throughout my head
I don’t have no friends cause they leave in the end
Hate my brain wanna fill it with lead
Leave me alone cause I’m already dead

daunted w/ cyzun (sorrow bringer)

prod. dercept x als
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lyrics

mxlatonin:
can u show me how to smile when i feel like this
tell me how tf i’m crying when i should love this shit
everyday i felt like dying but i’m over it
and every time i thought u lied, i knew that shit

i've been stuck inside
why can't you text me
i know you're on the line
why can't you hear me
out
i've been living a lie 
i’m not happy
but i don't wanna die
i know that's hard to see
x2

popularreject:
can you tell me how to smile
when i feel like this
tell me why tf i’m crying 
when i should love this shit
yeah girl i fall for u
give it all to u 
just to burn the bridge in the end
late night calls w u
stay on paused w u
just to get up outta my head
got u on speed dial
and meanwhile 
u left me on read
i hate me 
and i hate
that shit that i said
and i’m not the best 
but ur on to better
ur head on his chest
while ur wearing my sweater
it doesn’t get better, i promise
and i’ve been a mess, if i’m honest
i’m better off dead but i think i’m beyond this
all of these meds just make me feel so nauseous
okay

mxlatonin:
i've been stuck inside
why can't you text me
i know you're on the line
why can't you hear me
out
i've been living a lie 
i’m not happy
but i don't wanna die
i know that's hard to see
x2

text me w/ popularreject

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