you're not sad again, are you 🥺 splashgvang

you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

Cover of crash by shizukesa and yokai dreams

crash (cover)

It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

lyrics:

all alone 
please stop calling up my phone 
i’ve  been on my own
now my heart is cold 

you broke all my trust, 
now it hurts to think of us 
a picture frame covered in dust ,
was it love or was it lust 

now i sleep way too much 
dreaming of you, missing your touch
now i’m off these drugs 
the only things that keeps me numb 


not what you want not what you need
i’m not enough for anything 
you stabbed my heart left me to bleed 
now there’s a hole where you used to be


shoutout twilightblue and draven for everything. love y’all

all alone (twilightblue)

Right There (Prod  @splashgvng )
Key E minor
Bpm 160

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Right There

production and composition by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x briz
artwork by: briz
lyrics: 

popualrreject:
…
I’ve been tryin
…
And to be real baby 
I’ve been lyin 
…
So tell me why 
You’re cryin…
I’ve been tryin 
…
Losing you
…
I’ve lost myself in this destruction
I find loveliness in nothin 
Losing you 
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire 

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject: 
I’VE BEEN TRYIN 
…
AND TO BE REAL BABY 
I’VE BEEN LYIN
…
I TEND TO SMOKE UNTIL IM PARANOID 
I ALWAYS SEE YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE PLACES THAT I CAN’T AVOID
… 
BUT I’M NOT THAT ANNOYED 
I WENT THROUGH MY HELL 
AND NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY “ATTABOY”
YOU DIDN’T KEEP THAT IN MIND 
LATELY I BEEN OUTTA LINE 
TELL ME IS IT HARD TO FIND 
ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP BUT IM TIRED 
SO HARD TO EAT WHEN I’M HIGH LIKE THIS
AND HONESTLY I’M NOT BUILT FOR THIS
BUT I’LL STILL STOP AND ADMIRE 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOU-uuuuu

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject:
I DON’T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE 
TEARS FALLING OUT YOUR FACE
ROTTING OUT 
THE FLOOR BOARDS 
DON’T KNOW WHY YOU SAID 
WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE 
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHIN 
NOT A THING THAT I’M GOOD FOR
…
It’s time to kick this shit in overdrive 
Feel like a computer and my system needs an override 
…
Hold me close at night 
Please just hold me close tonight 
And if I were to die glimpse of a flashing life
All I’d see before my eyes is 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire

it's so hard to sleep but I'm tired +briz (p. wisssery)

(prodbylxcid)

i don't need two hands 
driving in this whip without you still feels lonely
i wanna make 100 grand 
i wanna get you Cartier rings and rollie
your a bad b i'll do it for you 
and i swear that im all my grind just for you 
i only got one life 
so i booked this table for two

your the diamond on my earth yh
your the pearl of my sea 
lets climb all these mountains with you by my side 
im been driving in Calvin's all day that's vibe 

you got my back and i got your back too 
rolls Royce Cullinan stars in the roof 
green eyes i swear i fell in love with them 
your not a 9 girl, your a straight 10 

you call me up and ill be there in 5 
look at my watch and i'm stood there on time 
you looking gorgeous you looking all mine 
Cartier rings and rollie 
i need the Benz need to ball like im Kobe
cut all my friends off
no movement they're frozen 
im in the lead like im cheating im doping 
i need to look back and saver the moment 

your the diamond on my earth yh
your the pearl of my sea 
lets climb all these mountains with you by my side 
I'm been driving in Calvin's all day that's vibe 

i don't need two hands 
driving in this whip without you still feels lonely
i wanna make 100 grand 
i wanna get you Cartier rings and rollie
your a bad b i'll do it for you 
and i swear that im all my grind just for you 
i only got one life 
so i booked this table for two

i push the beta shit up of my chest 
ive been grinding week days week ends and the next
grinding for the cash 
cause i just want bad 
wanna buy you a diamond ring and a Prada bag

driving in this whip without you still feels lonely

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed by: popularreject
lyrics:

I hate
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 

If you like sunshine 
Then don’t go outside 
Cuz it’s still rainin 
It’s rainin 
That ain’t changin 

New day I won’t wake up
Different color makeup 
You say we should breakup 
I’m sick of the fake love
I been takin fake drugs 
You tell me to wake up

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 
…

I hate 
The way I stuff 
I’m too far gone and I need to change but
Good morning Pennsylvania 

On the ledge in my head dont tempt me 
All alone there ain’t no one with me 
I’m the villain of this story 
But I’ll be Superman to this city 

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania

Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa

Goodmorning Pennsylvania (prod. king theta)

Cryostasis

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

scythe (yunny goldz)

wish has been sleeping to this song on repeat and has now got handcuffs tattoo’d on him, resulting in this song being @ 800 plays before it even dropped, i love u wish

this is pretty much thisjealousyisgonnakillme part 2 
prod by tennis player (not andy murray)

lyrics:

hold me i can’t breathe,
put your hands around my throat,
i’m apologising for the things that i’ve done wrong,
got her makeup on my sleeve,
when she cries she don’t let go,
the pain in her eyes is enough to stain my soul

i’m forever ever gonna be chasing this dream,
people wanna talk but never say it to me, it won’t last
it won’t last, yeah 
and i’m thinking bout my friends when i’m tryna get to sleep,
4am thoughts, jealousy on repeat, 
i thought they said that time would stop this

but i guess, things come to those who wait
(and i’m a little impatient, handcuffs now i’m crying at the station)
and you left your smokes when you walked that day 
(fuck you bitch i’m gonna take em, stand up baby it’s a celebration)

everything that you said was a lie,
everything, everything was a lie
thing you said, thing you said yeah yeah yeah yeah
was just a lie

and i guess, i’ll just stay
your lack of empathy, it blows me away
that’s ps i love you, tell you everyday
those brown eyes always put me in my grave

and my mum always said i’ve got a heart of gold
i promise you baby i won’t ever let go,
and i’ll just flip this car on its side, 
when they find us my love, 
still got my hand on your thigh 

everything, that u told me was a lie
everything, that you told me was a lie
everything, everything yeah yeah yeah 
was just a lie

Right There

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