about a girl (pfffttt obviously)
nov 3

you are the one
that i adore
love me
or not

can we be friends?
no we cannot
i’ll be alone

dramatic ass

you are the one that i adore

there came a time when she hugged me goodnight
we stood there for a couple seconds
but i swore it was minutes
we stared in to each others’ eyes
and she softly said, “you’re amazing”
and at that point 
I knew I was defeated

i was beaten by a whisper
taken through the pain
it doesn’t feel much clearer
since you’ve gone away
it feels no different woah oh
in my brain
i was beaten by a whisper 
i miss her
every night and day

A month has past since we’ve split
and I still miss her
obviously
To go from everything to nothing 
in a day
Truly changes the way someone 
thinks, feels, and understands
love

i was beaten by a whisper
taken through the pain
it doesn’t feel much clearer
since Ive been away
it feels no different woah oh
in my brain
i was beaten by a whisper 
i miss her
now and always

this is how i cope :)

Beaten by a Whisper (pretty bad but fuck all)

Sneak peak of first single comin yo way, pls ignore basically all parts of this song bc I'll be honest it sucks, it's 11:30 rn. Best to listen to this: when you can barely hear it. will be posting complete song soon so enjoy for now ig (:

Frienzy Demo (first take)

Girl I know (demo)

It started with a glance
I'm at the back of class
wondering what I'm gonna say
You've probably moved on 
but I'm still dreaming of the day where I can make you finally happy

And I know that your heart is torn in two
but I still plan to say to you

It's Christmas so have a happy birthday
you're so special
because it's not coincidental
that you were born the day that mother Mary had her son
you always be the only one 
I love

You're probably dating some
guy with major guns
I'm straight, but he's hotter than me
I think it's for the best we never talk again
cos life has been so crazy
living without you baby

And I know, that you're heart is torn in two
but I still plan to say to you

It's Christmas so have a happy birthday you're so special 
because it's not coincidental 
that you were born the day that mother Mary had her son 
youll always be the only one

I know, who could make me happy
when the skies were grey
It's been so long but it's your special day

I haven't seen you ever since the day you left and made me cry
but months have passed and there's snow outside

(key change) D# to F

It's Christmas so have a happy birthday you're so special 
because it's not coincidental 
that you were born the day that mother Mary had her son 
youll always be the only one

Happy Christmas
Merry Birthday
love

Merry Birthday (one take)

Paris (short)

the queen of england

bathroom (acoustic)

when i first met you 
my heart stopped
i’m just kidding, that was a dramatic thought
you were overwhelming, breathtaking, you blew me away 
this passion inside your soul
led me into a daze

i’m so sorry
the deep made you cry
it kills me inside to see those tears in your eyes
maybe we’ll meet again some day
oh this is cliché

well since i’ve met you 
im acting so strange
but i can’t help it
i’m nervously changed oh oh
cos it’s been two years since i’ve seen you
but you’re in my head
 i’ve been dreaming 
of all my regrets

oh i’m still sorry 
for all of the lies
i couldn’t handle all the fear in my mind
i hope that you meet a good man some day
oh this is cliché

i see you’re happy 
while i’m all alone
i can’t complain
i did this on my own
cos you’ve been so perfect in all ways 
even from the start
you’re not too blame that you don’t
love me at all

cos i’m so sorry
for wasting your time
i sound so desperate but believe me i’m fine
maybe you'll find a true love someday
oh this is cliche

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