crack x lil zombye (prod. gassmoker)

i go on a trip 2 da moon
i do weird stuff inside balloons
nITROUsyueyus OXideEEWE

shoutout k1llobyte

moon trip (prod. k1llobyte)

afterglow,
thank you for listening

i put my truth, soul, pain and emotion into my music.
most of you can relate to what i say

poetry:

what4 (prod. spockie)

this jus a lil song wont be on the ep

spoken words:

i need you to tell me what you see in me
i fall apart way to fucking easily

oxy in my nose i can barely breathe
do you wanna spend ur time gettin high with me?

lonely night, getting high by myself
i dont really care anymore
waiting for the day i die
but i dont wanna wait anymore

im doing drugs so i can maintain, part of the reason that i cant handle this damn pain, (rip x)
i just popped another one not talking champange
i can try but i know that i cant change

rainy like the weather
know that i deserve better
float up like a feather
tell me does it even matter

fell in love with pill pleasure

i need you to tell me what you see in me
i fall apart way to fucking easily

oxy in my nose i can barely breathe
do you wanna spend ur time gettin high with me?

lonely night, getting high by myself
i dont really care anymore
waiting for the day i die
but i dont wanna wait anymore

OXY DREAMS NO SLEEP (prod. sayasfnrl)

afterglow,
thank you for listening

i put my truth, soul, pain and emotion into my music.
most of you can relate to what i say.

literation:

yeah, in school they call me junkie
i dont even know they name
i been steady geekin oxy
time to put them in they place
i dont see me ever falling
but i can see that they pray
i dont want to see you callin 
when im up and getting paid

broer en fuck die hele kanker zooi
im not afraid
talking all that shit bout me
go say it in face
broer en fuck die hele kanker school
ze zijn te fake, uh
ik was aan het slapen maar nu ben ik weer awake

how can i be scared of death when i already know my fate
do this for the pain so i cant give a fuck about the fame
i know whats at stake, but i be getting higher by the day

how can i be scared of death when its my only option
i can always be your friend but proceed with caution
remember seeing sillouetes, hear the devil
talkin
filled my body up wit toxins

yeah, in school they call me junkie
i dont even know they name
i been steady geekin oxy
time to put them in they place
i dont see me ever falling
but i can see that they pray
i dont want to see you callin 
when im up and getting paid

broer en fuck die hele kanker zooi
im not afraid
talking all that shit bout me
go say it in face
broer en fuck die hele kanker school
ze zijn te fake, uh
ik was aan het slapen maar nu ben ik weer awake

junkie (prod. k1llobyte)

afterglow,
thank you for listening

i put my truth, soul, pain and emotion into my music.
most of you can relate to what i say.

words:

aye, im walking down the same street, been here many times
slowing down my heartbeat
i will never be satisfied 
i just went ahead and filled my cup up with lies
money on my mind
oxy on my mind

it you didnt mean it why u said it then
if the truth aint what you speak, never speak again
i dont dream when i sleep, i dream at daytime
i dont pray, because i know, we gon be fine

fell into the deep, cant believe i made it out
taking xanax in the morning, wasnt waking up at all
but now i see whats more important cannot let myself fall
but i still pop my pills, chasing dragons still

shawty asked me why im always high
damn near told you a hunnid times
i cant cope, without a high
dirty sprite, and the sun feel nice

im falling asleep

aye, im walking down the same street, been here many times
slowing down my heartbeat
i will never be satisfied 
i just went ahead and filled my cup up with lies
money on my mind
oxy on my mind

it you didnt mean it why u said it then
if the truth aint what you speak, never speak again
i dont dream when i sleep, i dream at daytime
i dont pray, because i know, we gon be fine

same street (prod. mercyymyles)

mirror (prod. kizutsuku)

aint nothin like some drug love

words:

she dont really love me she just wanna take my drugs,
told her i dont mind it, crush the oxy up for us
spend a hunnid on the pills, i dont give a fuck
spockie, triple seven, i aint running out of luck

im off 5 pills at the function, i can barely function
i got drug problems
and i dont wanna solve em
i dont wanna live, but i cant die
so i got no other option

i havent been sober im too weak,
i havent been sober for weeks,
mm
my momma wonder when im gonna get clean
but i dont wanna lie, i dont think ill ever be

she dont really love me she just wanna take my drugs,
told her i dont mind it, crush the oxy up for us
spend a hunnid on the pills, i dont give a fuck
spockie, triple seven, i aint running out of luck
2x

NO LOVE JUST DRUGS (prod. jeunekash) *FIENDC0RE20420*

she wont listen to this lol

put the devil in my veins
i feel him ache me from the inside
yeah, i hate me, from the inside
pharmacy, im seeing cross eyed

call junkie, like, u got oxy?
fall asleep, pray that i wake up

now its too late to make up
i dont recognize her through the makeup

and she said that the drugs changed, me
but her love the thing that changed, me
cuz after that my heart been cold
we all need a hand to hold

i wish it was that easy but it isnt
i get lost in prescriptions
cause they hide the true way that im feeling
yea, cuz i dont wanna feel it

i wanna be, dead
but i cant tell my momma that
cuz she did her best to raise me
and i try my best to erase me?

put the devil in my veins
i feel him ache me from the inside
yeah, i hate me, from the inside
pharmacy, im seeing cross eyed

call junkie, like, u got oxy?
fall asleep, pray that i wake up

now its too late to make up
i dont recognize her through the makeup

WE BOTH RAN AWAY FROM OUR PROBLEMS (prod. jeunekash) *FIENDC0RE20420*

out on all platforms, old song <3

percocet love, im a fiend at heart
shawty think i love her, only love her when on drugs
we just like a pill, break apart
i dont wanna feel, i dont wanna love

i dont wanna worry, bout nothin but myself
i jus keep my head up
but these thought make it too extra
i jus smoke my weed so i dont stress, bruh
take away my breath
i dont have the strength

cant do nothin except just tell the truth
this shit my pain, that u listen to
walk around my city geeked as hell, off forbidden fruits
almost went to hell, had to cut my use

but i just lie like us junkies do
i need my fix, i aint talkin tool
who you think that you talkin to?
everything i did i cant undo

percocet love, im a fiend at heart
shawty think i love her, only love her when on drugs
we just like a pill, break apart
i dont wanna feel, i dont wanna love

i dont wanna worry, bout nothin but myself
i jus keep my head up
but these thought make it too extra
i jus smoke my weed so i dont stress, bruh
take away my breath
i dont have the strength

fiend at heart (prod. spockie)

i love kanbuu beats frfrfrfrfrfr

said we soulmates, i kant sell my soul now
i love perkies, cause they always bring me down
i keep running away from all my problems
keep going like that, imma hit the bottom

end of me, in my sorrows bitch i drown
always fuck myself up when theres nobody around
it take time, in the end, im gon blossom
i was fiending for the 'contin, so i bought some

fighting addiction, why i always seem to lose?
just texted the plug, without thinking, i just do
i told my momma that i aint afraid to die
she wanna see me win, dont wanna see her cry

i aint needy, i just need you by my side
should i stay sober or get high? i cant decide
shawty krazy she be looking up my sign
but im krazy too so i really dont mind

my brother told me calm down, but i cant im off a pill
they told me rap about other shit, but drugs know how i feel
aint healthy, it aint good, but atleast i know its real
well i actually dont, cause i dont test em
taking percs, its like i aint in the present
fighting demons, im fighting depression
dont wanna lose, but they seem so omnipresent

cover taken from varya <3

run away / addiction (prod. kanbuu)

why every song i make hurt to say

dont know what to say, to make u happy
only time im happy, when the milligram 20
first time i did drugs, i did that shit cause it was trendy
now that shit just make me empty

truth hurt more so imma keep quiet 
tell you the truth, i dont wanna be a liar
dont even wanna live nomore, that shit it make me tired
dont even wanna live nomore, thats why im getting higher

you make me feel a little better bout myself 
but not as much as the drugs do
they tell me quit it, cause its fucking up my health
but about that i cant seem to give a fuck too

she tell me open up, i dont know where to begin
i gave you my heart and i dont let nobody in
hate my conscious, i wanna stop thinking
i just make sure were both winning

drugs geven me vlinders
ze zeggen spockie, doe het minder
maar drugs geven me vlinders
ik kan niet kiezen zeg je eerlijk

drugs geven me vlinders
ze zeggen spockie, doe het minder
maar drugs geven me vlinders
ik kan niet kiezen zeg je eerlijk

cover from varya <3

20mg (prod. kanbuu & ognaggets)

happy new years

yea, they telling me to get it together
but i dont give a fuck, imma change up like the weather
know i shouldnt do it, but the perky make me better
i aint good at talking, imma send you love letter
2x

told my counselor i love popping perkies
i just pray that they wont hurt me
keep to myself, so nobody can hurt me
but im only making it worse
every little step out of the dirt
stack my money up, bountiful, cause i deserve
said i wouldnt do it, but i guess im cursed
everybody second to me, always in first

drowning out my feelings, im pouring
you kall me up, make me feel lil important
life without drugs to me seem a lil boring
shouldve never done it, cause i kant stop adoring

yea, they telling me to get it together
but i dont give a fuck, imma change up like the weather
know i shouldnt do it, but the perky make me better
i aint good at talking, imma send you love letter
2x

love letter (prod. by20)

show me that its worth it
show me that your perfect
i just took another percocet, now i feel perfect
let the devil take my soul, he dont know that i cursed it
i heard that your brother died, thats cause he deserved it

u kant kill my pride, u can try to hurt it
you should pick a side, before i reverse it
try to take whats mine, leave you in the dirt bitch
you can try to lie, but its never perfect

only time its perfect when im off the X
my first love were the benzos but i kant go back to that
im running around in circles, thinking bout what to do next
kause i dont wanna die, but im taking little steps

talkin to my mic, cause i aint that good at texting
i want money when i sleep thats why im manifesting
kall up my manager like when we cashing the cheque in
outside getting high but aint no way you’ll katch me lacking

baby never leave
you aint gonna leave
never, never let you leave
girl ur stuck with me and
you aint gonna leave
never gonna leave
girl i’ll never let you leave

perfect (prod. kanbuu & fallenluv)

one 2 many, aint enough till i OD
double twenty, eyes closing slowly
high when i bleed, im coping
go back to hell its cozy
got pills in a bottle as trophy
(got pills in a bottle as trophy)

one 2 many, aint enough till i OD
medicine, killing me slowly
like thats not what i want
bitch, give me my fucking blunt
i gave you the chance to run
i gave you the chance

RUN (prod.kizutsuku)

why this shit go so hard? cause im the best artist alive duhhh

got so high i barely talk
oxy on the tabletop
tell my girl i love her lots

girl you got me starstruck
she bite me like some bed bugs
money gotta get it up
money gotta, ayy yeah

feel like getting high, im feeling grumpy
so im smoking on this cali, smelling funky
percocet poppin, i feel lucky
sippin on this lean, i feel like lucki, wow

if im gonna die i wasn’t blessed
777, 000, till im on my death bed
its just me, and my team, till the end
triple oxy, im walking around, like the living dead

hate the fact im always doubting, everything
hate the fact im always doubting, everything

got so high i barely talk
oxy on the tabletop
tell my girl i love her lots

girl you got me starstruck
she bite me like some bed bugs
money gotta get it up
money gotta, ayy yeah
2x

obsessions (prod. chrxme)

this shit fire too wtf

i work better when theres pressure 
if her love wont make me sober, will there be a happy after?
already see the vision, your opion doesnt matter
i keep looking forward, but i aint ever looking past her

you can tell im high
i aint never stopping till im satisfied
i aint never stopping till the cash is mine

tell my girl i love her but i still cant decide
facing all my demons but they wear a disguise
i just pour a pint of it and live my live
i just wanna see u girl im mesmerized

im addicted to the pleasure
if i feel a little shitty maybe drugs gon make it better
i know my mindset wrong, but to me its an whatever
itch untill the bones, and im floating like a feather

she love me for me
hate my love for drugs
she love me for me
hate my love for drugs

i work better when theres pressure 
if her love wont make me sober, will there be a happy after?
already see the vision, your opion doesnt matter
i keep looking forward, but i aint ever looking past her
2x

she love me for me
hate my love for drugs
she love me for me
hate my love for drugs
she love me for me
hate my love for drugs

pressure/pleasure (prod. kanbuu)

natterman = best lean

im gon mix up the lean like its nesquik
man i used to be a sad boy, now im past it
girl im fucking on your body with a passion
i see all these ghosts in my mansion

bitch im geeked up off a pill
forget how2feel
yea you better keep it real
‘fore yo ass get killed
can you be the one i trust?
baby can we build?
being with you is a must
or else i dont feel

bitch im geeked up off these drugs
it’ll never be enough
wake up in the morning and get sucked
yeah, that shit real love

im gon mix up the lean like its nesquik
man i used to be a sad boy, now im past it
girl im fucking on your body with a passion
i see all these ghosts in my mansion
2x

cover from varya <3

nesquik (prod. mavvi)

i couldve studied today lol

tell my momma im back home, i wasnt lost but in my zone
bought a triple blister oxy, only brought 2 back 2 home
tell me what u want from me, ill even let u take my soul
i was chilling in the deep, so i aint scared of downfalls

i know that its my fault
i surround myself with demons and go out at nightfall
ready when the vice call
imma give it my all
bitch im really fucking geeked up you can check my eyeballs, 

they told me not to do the drugs, now they do me instead 
they acting like they love me, while they really want me dead
dont give a fuck i just popped me a ‘cet

really geeked up, so never upset 
im really on drugs, but never on cap
try to stay up, so never in debt
cant kms, so i relapse, damn

they tell me that this shit aint made for me
but why would i go and believe anything you say to me?
i just speak my mind, whatever pop up, i just say on beats
im a gremlin, reach my limit, go and pop another bean

varya my cover god <3

back home (prod. shvde)

happy happy happy

i need me a perc just 4 my temper
call me on my phone, but i wont answer
tell me that its wrong, its whatever

every new song i get better
smoking on that pressure
every time i move its for the better
2x

bitch, i move the way i want
i dont really give a fuck, i might risk it all
i aint finna sleep i got adderall (20)
shit not free, i paid blood

you said oui, i said non
i'm getting high 4 fun
i'm sinking, i'm hopping off
i'm getting high 4 fun

i need me a perc just 4 my temper
call me on my phone, but i wont answer
tell me that its wrong, its whatever

every new song i get better
smoking on that pressure
every time i move its for the better

cover <3 varya

4MYTEMPER (prod. mavvi) *FIENDC0RE20420*

i like this song

she said "you dont wanna see me good"
but i do this shit for us
even if i said i did
i didn't give a fuck

triple 7, 
but the cup i double up
i stay with my brothers
cause i never been a slut!

no bap, all the cash i spent on drugs
tryna get it back
i needa stop, spending, all the cash i get
babygirl i said i love you
and i meant that.

i'm the best she ever had, but a red flag
i took a L, but it didn't even setback
look at the pussy like a blunt, i just tap that
but i dont really give a fuck, i just ash that

made my own bed, ill die in it
said i was tryin, i aint fighing it
close to the edge, feel like diving in.


she said "you dont wanna see me good"
but i do this shit for us
even if i said i did
i didn't give a fuck

triple 7, 
but the cup i double up
i stay with my brothers
cause i never been a slut!

no bap, all the cash i spent on drugs
tryna get it back
i needa stop, spending, all the cash i get
babygirl i said i love you
and i meant that.

NEVERBEENASLUT (prod. taylor morgan)

love kanbuu love

wait4me, im fallin forward
ecstacy, im feelin golden

till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me

girl i wanna see you,
like im on a binge
i just need me more and more

imma fuck her like a demon
fuck you like a demon
im tryna make you my whore

dont go away,
i need you around
cause nobody act the same way

im just tryna numb the pain
oxycodone in my brain
i can barely feel my face

wait4me, im fallin forward
ecstacy, im feelin golden

till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me
till it all comes rain on me

rain on me (prod. kanbuu)

DRUG INFESTED MUSIK

JUST KEEP IT GOING SPOCKIE, U JUST GOTTA WALK
WAY 2 MANY DRUGS IN ME, I CAN BARELY TALK
I KNOW U CARE BOUT ME, PUT IT IN THE VAULT
DONT LOOK BACK, U WONT NOTICE IF U FALL

TRYNA GET HIGH EVERY DAMN DAY NOW
EUROPEAN OXY, KANT SLOW DOWN
SPEAKING FROM MY HEART, WHILE ITS BLEEDING OUT
USED TO PRAY FOR THE LIFE IN MY REACH RIGHT NOW

RUN AWAY FASTER THAN THEY CHASE YOU DOWN
KEEP GOING UP MAKE SURE YOU NEVER DROWN

HOW COULD I FROWN
WHEN THERES PERCS AROUND
AND THE MOLLY BROWN
WHY WOULD I CRY
I COULD RUN AWAY
AND LEAVE WITH A SMILE

JUST KEEP IT GOING SPOCKIE, U JUST GOTTA WALK
WAY 2 MANY DRUGS IN ME, I CAN BARELY TALK
I KNOW U CARE BOUT ME, PUT IT IN THE VAULT
DONT LOOK BACK, U WONT NOTICE IF U FALL

TRYNA GET HIGH EVERY DAMN DAY NOW
EUROPEAN OXY, KANT SLOW DOWN
SPEAKING FROM MY HEART, WHILE ITS BLEEDING OUT
USED TO PRAY FOR THE LIFE IN MY REACH RIGHT NOW

run pt. 2 (prod. martton x yoyostayy)

REAL FIEND MUSIC 

ELYSIAN FIELDS SOON

one day:

ill make it work one day
patience the key
im getting geeked all day
i know she hate the see

im feelin stuck in my ways
is this who i wanna be?
ill make it work one day
dont care how much i bleed

fucked up,
back on the medicine
stuck in nirvana

let it go, dont you wanna?
sober up or your a goner
this the life we chose
and im finna die with honour

yeah all in, i cant lose my passion
yeah i know, oxy turn me to a dead man
if im all in, anything could happen
from the netherlands to rich junkie heaven

WAIT4ME:

yeah, im on different drugs
but its barely, barely not enough
living my fantasy its barely not enough
i pray the crown on my head dont fall off

wait4me love
i know your impactient, need to wait4me love
when ur not around, i fill my cup wit mud
persian pie smile, i get higher than a monk

they tell me i aint dumb, but i fall back in my vices
giving drugs my soul, i know they'll come back and bite it
summer still cold, babygirl can you light it?
terror im bold, drugs get me excited, and i dont wanna fight it

i dont feel like dying too soon
actions speak louder, but you dont gotta assume
audi R8 that bitch go zoom!
i dont got it yet, ill manifest until i do

thank you <3

one day / WAIT4ME (prod. mvvi)

new video : https://youtu.be/c5lwo_OxY14
maybe i drop a project soon or sum

still got passion i kant lose it
giving it my all, and put my soul into the music
everyday im getting booted
steady on the drugs, my baby scared of the abusing

tell me to get sober, why bother?
always in my bubble like im livin underwater
know she rid the pain too, i never seem to kall her
i dont kare bout me, so why do you bother?

its like i only got a voice with the oxy in me
its like i dont got a choice, but its all on me

it dont make no sense
it make no-
if you katch me back on xans
i done gave it all up
keep it movin, lil steps
model walk
triple seven till my death
risk it all

yeah i been on my shit, just evolve
tiny little star, tryna shine tru the fog
talkin to the moon, monologue
40mg of oxy close to love

UNDERWATER [MV ON YOUTUBE] (prod. baikoglory)

this shit sad man

dont know where to go
i dont ever see me, growing old
i dont wanna oxy, comatose
i dont wanna fuck it up some more
but, lets go

call the plug, tell him i need a score
give my thanks, and lose control
the devil won, i dont care nomore
no more, i dont feel nomore

i dont wanna listen anymore, la di da da
40mgs to the skull, im a monster
i know that its wrong, but im loving the slaughter

yeah, slowly ending it all
i heal my pain with chemical
its my lil' world that perfect
ill kill you if you try to hurt it

im not tryna break your heart on purpose
im so fucked, thinking drugs is worth it
i know you deserve better than this
so go get it then hoe

monster* (prod. extend0, manyfaces, damirxtra)

why this song so fun tho

i just wake up, get high, stand on my bussiness
smoking me a blunt, cause i need sum to fidget
yeah i love myself, but get lost in addiction
lose my hope? gotta focus on the mission

yeah, and im grinding everyday
still dont give a fuck if i get zero plays
and i dont give a fuck bout nun that you say
it gon work one day, im not just gonna pray

its my happy little place
drugs make me krazy, but also keep me sane
im just finding my way
i keep tryna get sober for my bae

so why the fuck im taking drugs anyway?
how the fuck im getting geeked up out my face, still
i was like 14 when i took my first pill

i love my babygirl, im just tryna build
she prolly think the drugs'll take me out of her world
but i wont let em do it to her cause she my girl
but i got high while making this song

so i guess im wrong
maybe i could never leave the drugs alone
or maybe i need new friends on my phone
but id rather get high and make a new song

tranquility (prod. wikee x juicyboy16k)

i made 2 songs in 4 hours and this one of em, im still so in love with making music

heal my soul, say its okay
nowadays i look at drugs a different way
oxyco, codeine, what i ate
i'm high for a week, and its just past eight

they tellin me to come down i love it here in space
they tellin me to calm down i look geeked up out my face
they prolly used to pray, that this rapping shit a phase
but i wont ever let it go until i get my cake

if its a struggle everyday, pop a pill with it
you should prolly do sum else, but i dont feel like it 
put my feelings on the shelf, i wont look at it
i aint really nun better than a dope addict

i woke up poured a eight, i wake up smoke a eight
and i aint even ate, im prolly gon decay
i need a barrel of the codeine, DK
the plug keep tryna tax you, he like EA

if patience is the key, then time is just the gate
she tryna be my only but the drugs up in my face
i cant feel a damn thing, but im okay
i got high as hell and it hit up with yansae

heal my soul, say its okay
nowadays i look at drugs a different way
oxyco, codeine, what i ate
i'm high for a week, and its just past eight

they tellin me to come down i love it here in space
they tellin me to calm down i look geeked up out my face
they prolly used to pray, that this rapping shit a phase
but i wont ever let it go until i get my cake

patience (prod. manyice4)

i love music ep w baikoglory soon if i start thinking <3

lyriciism:"

the sun is back, shining through the wool
drugs dont make me heartless, but they sure dont help too
i just switch it up and make u wonder how i move
swear i used to fuck with them, but they dont want the moon

see a demon in they heart, i stay away from you
you dont only break a heart, all the future trust too
seeing as im on drugs again, might make the wrong move
but i just be so focused, i dont even think about you

its just both of us in this sick world
im gon spend it all on drugs, wont get no big pearls
might need a big gun, heard they tryna get killed
how can you say im wrong in this sick world

you remind me of my ex girl, 
i cant say that shit
pop another pill get to fucking on my bitch <3
know im better sober but its pretty hard to quit
when ur feeling just like this

dissapear
its a lot wrong, but theres nun for me to fear
put it in a song, everything i did
just so i dont forget
its a lot of memory loss, xanax binge

its a lot i lost in, its a lot
its a lot i lost to love
its a lot i lost to drugs
its a lot i lost to trust

memory (prod. whylunar)

imagine never listening to spockie music again

hold on, let me talk my shit, huh
i keep a stick, you keep a stick, wont let it hit, huh
you popping pills the only reason that you lit, huh
im popping pills cause i look at it like a gift, huh

fuck up as it get, huh
it made me krazy but i love the way it did, huh
you make a wrong move, brains getting split, huh
i pop a perc and get to fucking on my bitch
she not my bitch, but still my bitch, huh

yeah, real as it get, huh
i'm a junkie ill spent 10k on that shit, huh
you proud you got a pound and made that shit flip, huh
while im out here getting high off every brick, huh

yeah, fuck it
meant to be sober? fuck it
its my ego why'd i let you stand above it?
bitch im tweaking, oxycontin in my blood
while im working at the office

yeah, smoking ciggarets, slowly climbing to my death
all these drugs inside my body, just to give my mind a rest
i dont give a fuck about it, swear that this is all i have
i know thats fucking sad, its just the life i get

its all the choices that i made that put me on this path
broke up with my bitch cause all the drugs i did just made her sad
then she went and took some mephredome, she krazy in the head
fuck it tho, im off a oxy now and feelin krazy blessed

im high all the time apologize if i forget
all the drugs u taking just gon make you more depressed
the drugs inside my body make me feel like im the man
make me feel like im the goat, and the reason im gon win

TALKMYSHIT (prod. aria1k) *FIENDCORE20420*

if u think i'd care, i wouldn't be here still

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