Ptsd, age 13, i found this B, now im 19, not quite “free”, from this thing called “me”

Got diagnosed last year and cried myself to sleep everynight with this playing. I think im a little better but god help me.

I'm literally nothing without you, you made me feel human and whole and now I'm too much for you. I'm gone. I'm done forever I can't hold on to this world without you.

songs to cry to

Tokyo Time

Alicks. - Next To You

Bloom EP available everywhere Nov 18th on Almost Communist Records. 
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Enjoy.

Apple

Away From The Noise

Sampled @hazy-nights 

https://soundcloud.com/hazy-nights/this-is-the-last-song-ill-write-for-you



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Illoquence - Darling Won't You (ft. Hazy Nights)

w/ jshu - dont let me fall asleep

Special thanks to the bootleg boy (https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy) that featured this track on the Bootleg boy Volume 2 "GOODBYE".(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzeYuj86Nf0)
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so long (download on bandcamp)

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i can't take back the things i never did - single

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i can't take back the things i never did (w/ importmedia)

haven't released anything in forever

now on spotify

farewell

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it was never me.

BØJET - im so alone

original song: Lights & Motion - All the Way

all rights go to Lights & Motion

Lights & Motion - All the Way [eisu remix]

what did you expect
i've always been a little bit pretentious
is it stuck in your head
as the only thing i've ever been
this is not what i meant 
when i said it's repetitive
and hard to forget

but i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored 
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored all the time

what did you expect
i've always been a little introspective
i get stuck in my head
like it's the only place i've ever been
this is not gonna end without bottles of medicine
so i stay in my bed

because i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored without you in my life

bored

ＤＡＺＥ

tell me what to do
when i get home
all scratched and bruised
i’m licking all my wounds
anything to heal them soon

and i think
when i taste blood
inside my mouth
i feel alive

daylight, night time
what’s the difference now
it all blurs into colors
and words i can’t pronounce
i want to take a different route
but i don’t know how

Alicks. - Next To You

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