This is fire but sounds like youre on a massage chair in some parts

@lilskeleskrt
@shikixo
@prodjolst

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7JmvG2WpDXACoqr3TYyZGs?si=7c1f9362ebd04fee

lyrics:
cut my wrists i got blood on my ksubis
i think i loved you way before you knew me
you're like a razor how you cut right through me
i fuckin hate it you break and you bruise me
and honestly idk how i got so sick 
i don't wanna die 
took a line im feeling broken 
kill me with your silence while im dying out in SoHo
honestly 
i'm tired of staring at ur photos

im sorry
its not your fault love
i don't feel hardly anything anymore
lately now i just feel torn
my apologies 
i fell in love too fast so honestly
you could leave if you want don't hold on to me 
i'm too much im damaged im hardly me 

martyr me so i forget my past 
happy eyes with a knife in my back
when it snows i only see you 
i cannot take all the pressure that i've been put through
to move on is to let go 
its hard to do when you tear up my mental 
and im fkn sorry
its all my fault and i dew the line blurry

AURAS X SHIKI X SKELE - to move on is to let go (prod. jolst)

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

Spotify

nobody give af [+heydium]

Play along just let me be it's fine I'm nothing special 
When you hear my songs don't check on me go check on someone you care about 
I had seventy dollars left by Nebraska sweetheart what are you scared of
I'm the only nightmare in your dreams that promised I won't kill ya 

I'm a long pull on a cigarette that gets caught in your throat 
I'm a tumbleweed in a parking lot that has nowhere to blow 
I'm a burning memento of everything you said you'd do but don't 
I'm a dog that has no place to rest and I'm growling at your door 

So just play along just let me be it's fine I'm nothing special 
When you hear my songs don't check on me go check on someone you care about 
I had twenty dollars left by Nevada sweetheart what are you scared of 
I'm the only person in your dreams you vowed to never care about

spotify

don't check on me (p. idly blare)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @torvamia 
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

single off of new idealism ep

lyrics

indicate
indicate to me girl that u r right hereee
i’ve been off guide me bae i need u to steer
lights are dim, there’s no ones home, i’ve forgotten all my fears
coz when i see ur face i tend to dry away the tears

nothing else, you is all that’s been on what’s my mind 
i just want u to see that u are what is mine 
i’m sorry i’m who i am and that’s like most the time
i just want u baby can u believe me this time

i just want u baby can u believe me this time
i hope u know that what i show is not what’s inside 
a lot for me to ask but can u ignore all the signs 
i don’t think like they do and i guess with this i’m ripe

and i know
times not moving slow
but with this speed i’m okaaaaaay
reverting back to old ways
but this time i have u 
purple change to blue
nightmares turned to dark days
and hiding out in cold space
until i found u 

still tryna find a way to move 
but i found a source of light and well u might get me thru
u keep forcing me to 
and that’s the honest truth
i’m gonna leave this room my
whole life i was consumed by
something, i never knew why
but now i think there’s 2 sides
and now i’ll live a new life
it’s really do or die

sorry for who i am

sorry for who i am (idealism)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyypjXVYiA8

give me a drink while i put out the fire
baby loosen your grip on me now
when your lover comes back he can fix up the fence
and he'll pay for the rent on the house 

but i'm gone i'm leaving 
i'll never come back
if you wanted me here i would stay 
but i ain't got a dollar to give you no more
just a drinking problem and a name

i could get up on stage watch 'em all sing my songs
but if you're not there i just don't care 
where'd you go hell if i know maybe back to colorado
with your shepherd dog and sweet mountain air

but i'm gone i'm leaving 
i'll never come back
if you wanted me there i would go 
but you got a new man and he makes a hundred grand 
and he'll give you the things that i don't 

just give me a drink while i put out this fire
baby loosen your grip on me now
when your lover comes back he's fixing up your fence
and he'll pay for the rent 

but i'm gone i'm leaving i'll never come back
if you wanted me here i would stay
but i ain't got a dollar to give you no more
just a drinking problem and a name 
but i'm gone i'm leaving i'll never come back
if you wanted me there i would go
but you got a new man and he makes a hundred grand
and he'll give you the things that i don't

drinking problem

drinking problem (p. jake angel)

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head
while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself 
you're too good at making me feel like i don't 
deserve a thing from anyone

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself
you're too good at making me feel like i 
don't deserve a thing from anyone 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense

i passed your exit and killed myself

i passed your exit and killed myself (p. acey)

if i had to go to war for this i would
and if i had to wait a decade i would as well
i miss the way you try on a brand new dress
or kiss my face and rub my back
i wanna take you around the whole damn world
so everybody can see you

baby you can take the pain away
every day i'm not with you i regret everything
i had a teacher growing up that taught me good communication
i'm really praying for us to work i'll wait until i'm in a grave
i promise i won't run away from this even if you make me
yeah and you made me
i hate every day of my life before i met you
give me my protein pills i'll put my helmet on 'cause

if i had to go to war for this i would yeah
and if i had to wait a decade i would as well
you don't know how long it takes to forgive myself 
why'd i make you think i needed someone else i don't 
deep down i was scared of the thought you're the one
but you've always been the one i feel it 

i got a problem where i wind up burning all of my bridges
that's why when i was leaving home i bought a one-way ticket 
i had a teacher growing up who said the sky is the limit
i bet if she could see me now that she'd be proud as a bitch because
i did everything i said i would do
i don't think i meant an i love you 'til i said it to you
and i'd be lying if i said that i had nothing to lose
but i would give it all away for just a second with you
i did everything i said i would do
i don't think i meant an i love you 'til i said it to you
and i'd be lying if i said that i had nothing to lose
but i would give it all away for just a second with you

ufo mythology in american history

go to war

go to war w/ kennedyxoxo (p. daniel paris)

music video/show recap:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IhrC5Zs0gc

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
and i did it all myself but 
i still think this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i'm sick of promises 
they never seem that fervent 
how come i lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

i hope you reach me 
i am starting to question everything 
did you love me for who i am or 
did you love me just 'cause i was there
i never meant to make you unhappy 
it just happened 
this world is against me 
could you give me a chance 
give me a chance 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it all myself but 
i swear that this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i hate your promises 
they never seem that fervent to me
lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

yeah i'm back on i'm back on that drink again 
when i am she be all in my head 
i am not hungry for money i'm past it 
she just can't get past it it seems 
she don't like no consequence 
when i die bury me at my wedding 
she would look better if she wore a black dress 
make sure you put sunflowers up on my casket 
they're my momma's favorite 
sorry that i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing  
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing again 
i'm my mother's favorite (consequence)
sorry i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it to myself but
i swear this whiskey helped me a bit 
yeah yeah

i lost my voice at my show w/ acey

Lyrics:
just do my best to just try and forget you
im not the best but i'm trying my best to
not think about it, the times that we shared
shit fucking kills me, i know you don't care

you with someone new and i hope that he good
treat you the way that i know that you should
expect from a dude that be grown in the hood
his playlist seem chill but i'm packing the kush

i'm just living life like a motherfucking game
i wont ever fucking feel i'm whole, i'm just destined be insane
i won't ever fucking feel like i will ever be okay
i just drown deep in this bottle and i hope that you okay

i could never spill my guts until the day you went away
i just hope i suffocate in my sheets in which i lay
i just hope i find the substance make this pain just go away
i know i'm never good, i hope you are, that's how it plays

(Spookybands)
baby i would drain my veins for you, i do what i like
i would love to drift away but i don't really want to die
and you're like everything i can't be, why do i even try
there's a chain across the gate again, you won't let me inside

now i'm just twisting the thought of the moment i found you
i think it was more of a chance
the more that i gave you, you gave up on things bout yourself
and this city just dont understand
i think maybe if you thirty and you don't have nobody we could do this all again
maybe then you would be happy and i would know how not to ruin it

mama hold me i'm empty, i feel so empty
and how the fuck can i forget you, if you don't let me
please don't you let me now
baby please don't let me
baby please don't let me

(hkfiftyone)
i hope that, i forget that
autumn evening, that we sat back
on the bench there, make a smoke stack
puffin menthol, we just blow back

Forget U

forget u w/ spookybands (prod idly blare)

music video:
https://youtu.be/FQv0_j-Gn40

sun up
shaky autumn yeah yeah
i felt my southern oregon blues in washington
and would you wanna 
make me promise myself to you
i wouldn't do it in your shoes but i digress
southern oregon blues 
darlin'
do you trust me enough to let me go

and by the grace of heaven and god it's nice to meet you
i hope i never have to feel this pain again
i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead 

she don't care about tomorrow no ma'am
you're the last glass i would pour my heart into
and i don't wanna 
be the one they gotta pour out a drink for
but it's been feelin' like my time for so fucking long
yeah 
and darling
do you trust me enough to let me go

and i hope for heaven's sake that i can see you again
i pray to god i never have to feel this way again
and i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead

yeah 
southern oregon blues

drinking problem (p. jake angel)

spookybands

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