your lyrics are so heartbreakingly beautiful

Stoned To The Bone 4

lyrics:

Time will tell
Who deserves
Another start
A beating heart
A pulse in them
A second life
Pure of sin
Too many times
I dont win
I refuse to play again
I refuse to lose again
I won’t talk to be ignored again

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

Yea I will wait I will gather up whatevers left
Its mostly hate I tried beating out of my damaged chest
Its too hard to change now
24 years of pain now
I tried to calm down
But I think we work best when berserk

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

38interlude (eric Godlow)

Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

lyrics:

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Late deploy
Im in the trees again
But its the real thing this time
I cannot try again
They hold a vantage point
They hit my closest friend
And They would have hit my heart too
If I had forgot the vest
But When we die
Where does the conscience go
Like if I were to die too
Would i return to home
Like Would I be wrapped in peace
And Would I be next to you
And Would u be something to see
Or could I touch you too my baby
I think my favourite night 
Is The kind that’s meant to fade
The ones we take for granted now
The ones that slip away
I pray tomorrows good enough to be a yesterday
Cause half the faces I remember never look the same

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell
 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Its Quiet , Too Quiet (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

They describe a creature in the face of horror
This ugly violent mess that’s bigger than a meteor
We fear the sound the name the smell we fear the thought the face more
U spent a lot of time afraid of something never seen before
Tenderils poke out of the floor
In this cold and broken down Toronto apartment uh
I could be the one that turn it to a home
Camouflage won’t help when they can smell you
If they didn’t tell u that they tryna leave without you
I was deep in the woods when I found you
I looked down at ur body and I mourned u

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

Particles Floating Thru Space (eric Godlow)

lyrics:


I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Did I hit a nerve 
U dont call me back no more but u had hit me first
Till im out of words
I would write u letters back until im out of verbs 
I been stacking money up like I just got the CERB
I could see the future undecided thru my very own brain
Every time its always something horrible I hate this game
Maybe we attack where they’re bound to break
Right between the best of the fleet they’ve made
Least to expect one to come they’re way
U could smell his breath fore he sees your face
Terrified
Fear left them paralyzed
Friend its just not your day

I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
U don’t really die if u in first place 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Everything eventually must die
Its easier to understand when its not your life
Uh
You cant even look me in my eyes
It won’t make it easier just hold ur head high
Up
Way up in the New York City sky
Im inside a plane to somewhere else the same night 
Uh
Sorry I called u up hope u dont mind
Ill just keep on trying till u pick up

Next Stop , The Moon! (eric Godlow)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEeIyTieiIg

You're not my stone to turn I tried 
There's just this feeling in my bones 
I'd burn a thousand lights out 
You still wouldn't find a way back home 
I hate myself too much to hate your guts 
It's a shame I know 
And Dallas never worked out 
Alabaster stains across my skull 

You're not my stone to turn I tried 
There's just this feeling in my bones 
I'd burn a thousand lights out 
You still wouldn't ever come back home 
I hate myself too much to hate your guts 
It's a shame I know 
Use me up I'm fraying out 
I'm at the end of my rope 

I left something down in Arizona 
I'm twisted up 
I drained my veins in front of Pentecostals 
You ain't much, no 
I can't tell you now what you remind of 
I'm sick of vague homegrown remedies and useless proverbs 

You're not my stone to turn I tried 
There's just this feeling in my bones 
I'd burn a thousand lights out 
You still wouldn't find a way back home 
And I hate myself too much to hate your guts 
It's a shame I know 
And Dallas never worked out 
Alabaster stains across my skull

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stone to turn (p. jacob vallen)

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

Production & Vocals By ℒund 
Song Title - Weep
Lyrics
____________
two slit wrists
with a scythe
to fucked up 
had to leave this life
(x2)

its no joke 
to low
i can’t cope
smoke dope
for the pain
1 glock 1 shot
point it straight 
at my brain
do not resuscitate 
told u dont hesitate 
i put a end to 
the voice in my head
nobody ever listen
what i said

i don’t really fuck with the rest 
young kid flex
put the blade to ya neck
1 more step bitch
you loose your head
no one remember 
the shit that u did

bury bodies
stack em 4-wide   
why they bitch busy 
hit my phone line
i been getting money 
off my own time
you should stop biting 
and stick with 
your own rhymes

shorty you looking so thick
baby come grind on this dick
let me take u back to my hotel
lay u down fuck u good 
till that pussy swell

i made myself what i am
i turned myself into the man
i made this dough in my hand
but still you don’t understand
dont understand

it takes
dedication & some discipline 
talent, drugs and experience
but tbh living life I’m sick of it
even if moneys still coming in
even tho people still bump my shit
fuck the world
death sound luxurious    
look in my eyes
if you don’t think I’m serious
thats why…

Weep

BROKEN.

Lil Aaron - Last Time I Checked (feat. Goody Grace)

Verse 1

I don't want to leave, Want to stay and see
Don't believe in me, I'm falling down
Right down to my knees, Begging asking please
But they take me out, I'm Leaving

Going off the edge, I'm Falling
Going into a cell, I'm Ballin
Fucking up I try to lie and say sorry
2 years in the prison it haunt me

You said you'd be there
to my face you lied to me
and I can't even show you what you done to

Hook

Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)
Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)


Verse 2

Calling up my name and said I'm sinning
Stuck inside 4 walls and steady wonder what I'm missing
Time I serve to see it as a mission
Life been passing by but I don't even feel I'm living

Sentence been calling out
putting that life in my past now
Hate when they pat me down
Locked in the cell it becoming my house now

2 knives try to put em in my chest
Why it feel like it's real, so stressed
Nightmares from the bottom, never rest
and they tell me that I'm blessed but I'm not at my best

Said murder she wrote
Said murder she stole
Said murder shit taking me down
Said murder she wrote
Murder she wrote for real


Hook

Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)
Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)


Verse 3

Looking so red, my face
Looking so shocked, that day
Sent us in for 2 whole years
I can't even see, all tears

Good bye to my family, I'm off in a second, no I am not living right
I see that they stressing, this might be a blessing, but I am not seeing light
They say that they love me, but will they come visit if I do not hit em up
Life I been missing, a journey, a mission, I cannot keep giving up

off the edge

off the edge [prod. kado]

Produced by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

Go ahead cut my wrist
I bet you'll have yourself some red wine
Nothing is ever what it seems
Like you better in my dreams
Can't shake off this feeling
I'm living in a nightmare
I said I'm living in a nightmare
I can't wake up from this
Your spell pulls me under quick
Tell me that you love me
Always does the trick
I swear you're such a fucking bitch

Dumb
How could I be so fucking dumb
Make me numb
From the drugs
They only make me wanna run
from my problems
x2

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

nightmare!

@ouseiceland
@digiyams
@kyotospeak
@hkfiftyone2
Coming to all platforms this Friday, September 4th <3

Lyrics:

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

Ouse-
yeah yeah
And my heart's so cold feel it freezing
yeah yeah
I just wanted you to know you're the reason
yeah yeah
Turn my heart to stone I'm so faded
yeah yeah
now my only way to smile is getting wasted

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

I've Been So Numb Since You Left Me ft. Ouse (prod. Kyotospeak)

Spotify link <3

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

stone to turn (p. jacob vallen)

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