lyrics//
im sorry for everything i say
i want to hide my pain but you wont go away
i hate my fucking face i hate when i look in the mirror
every time i look around it feels like you're here
im sorry for everything i say
i want to hide my pain but you wont go away
i hate my fucking face i hate when i look in the mirror
every time i look around it feels like you're here
now im trying to fight but i dont care not at all
theres a hole in your heart and im afraid imma fall
yeah i tried and i tried ill bash my into a wall
im ignoring your calls no i wont pick up at all
pick up at all
i wont pick up at all
pick up at all
no i dont care at all
ill throw up im not enough
take whats yours but leave me some
leave me here with out no one
leave me here with out your touch
close my eyes and hope to dream till it feels better
see the blood all on your shirt i see the blood on your sweater
i know when youre no longer here i cant do better
i know when youre no longer here i cant do better
i see your face in my dreams
im stuck here looking next to me
i watched you fall
i watched you fall
i see your face in my dreams
im stuck here looking next to me
i watched you fall
i watched you fall

fall (soma & shrinemaiden)

shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1

lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & sapphire )

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1bkLq1El7Alhh05uTrIBCQ?si=yjNBH0WzT2y2GhO5SQRUGQ&dl_branch=1
song :> with friends :) awesome
@psych
@blackwinterwells
@prodsoma

chance w/ psych & blackwinterwells (soma)

@17seven1 @d3nego 💚🇧🇷

lyrics// 
could you look me in my eyes
could you tell me itll be alright
missing your face so much bc it makes me alright
when i wanted to die
you put your hand in mine
and you made me alright
alright, alright, alright
alright, alright, alright
give me one more chance i promise that itll just take time
give me one more chance i promise ill make it fine
could you look me in my eyes
could you tell me that its fine
would you tell me its alright
bc i dnt wanna cry again tonight
bc i swear its different
surreal this feeling
your heart is tearing 
but i care too much just to let it go

surreal (177p & nego)

perfect ending between you and me
@lieteller
@d3nego
lyrics//

lire//
tear me apart
tear me apart
tear me apart
tear me apart and put me back togehter

idiot//
my side
do you care or do i
white lies
you said it would be just fine
i wanted to tell you
your promise to keep me with you
i promise to tell you
you hate me, and ill hate you too
lire//
take one look at me, and tear me apart
and put me back, together
as someone you would prefer
as someone you would prefer
as someone better off 
as someone deserving



idiot//
why do i seem to change
change the truth
when i talk to you
you said i needed you, oh you
i can not seem to change
give us a perfect ending
why do you want me that way?
girl why do you want me that way?
i can not seem to change
give us a perfect ending
why do you want me that way?
girl why do you want me that way?

perfect ending w/ lire (nego)

spotify// https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CCMa80vV2DtwXSjCAay8v

happy birthday 2 me im  17 now :)
happiness between u n me
@prodsoma @kimzhel
lyrics//
(intro from i want to eat your pancreas)
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
swear its time and time again
said youll close ur eyes and hope 4 the best
you said hate me guess those feelings r dead
and everytime we talk it feels so different
i close my eyes and i hope to see 
one thousand times between you me
i close my eyes and hope to sleep
and its getting so hard with out u next to me
i close my eyes and i hope to be
everything tht u cld want from me
i close my eyes and hope to see
every thing how its suppose to be
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i needwhen will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
its all i need
its all i need
on my hands and knees
its all i need
(outro from i want to eat your pancreas)

all i need (soma + kimzhel)

@april211k @friendly
happy song :)
thx 4 2000 followers 
lyrics//
me:
ive tried everything to show u
all the words i said 
yeah you know its know its true
and you would use anything against me
all the nights we spent just u n me
i know i fucked up again
forgetting everything you said
and for the best
but youll never know
(and for the best but youll never know)
and its me n u 
but u cant seem 2 tell the truth
everything i meant to u
everything i said to u
one more chance is all i need
swear id make u happy
bc u feel like apart of me
and its getting hard to fall asleep

friendly:
yea yea
i jus miss the old u
seems like i dnt even fucking know u
u jus keep on playing w my heart
cuz u never wanna go back 2 the start

yea ur stuck n my head
i jus think about the things u said
i cant even forget bout the things that we had
dont know why im holding on
just wanna take a step & go back

me:
and its me n u 
but u cant seem 2 tell the truth
everything i meant to u
everything i said to u
one more chance is all i need
swear id make u happy
bc u feel like apart of me
and its getting hard to fall asleep

truth w/ friendly (april21)

@kyur0 @recyclexbin @lewisgoing
lyrics//
you said what i meant to you
i cant tell the truth
know its bad for you
i know that its getting hard
since we grew apart 
just know i love you the same
i make it so hard to change
i hope youd want me for me
i know its so bad i see
ill fix it ill beg on my knees
ill cry my self to sleep 
i know youre bad for me
yeah i know that its hard
i know i wouldnt get far
i know i wouldnt get far
yeah i know that its hard
i know i wouldnt get far
you said im stuck in your heart
yeah you said that its hard
i knew it right from the start
that night alone in my yard
you said what i meant to you
i cant tell the truth
know its bad for you
i know that its getting hard
since we grew apart 
just know i love you the same
i make it so hard to change
i hope youd want me for me
i know its so bad i see
ill fix it ill beg on my knees
ill cry my self to sleep 
i know youre bad for me

bad for me (kyuro, recyclebin & lewisgoing)

short song prod my good friend @ssh1be
lyrics//
last night
she asked me
how did we end like this?
for one time
i know im wrong but i wont admit
when you treat me like that
i know i did something too wrong to fix
when you treat me like that
i know i did something too wrong to forgive
i wanna forget u
i hope that its not true
i know that its not you
because youve done it again
last night
she asked me
how did we end like this?
for one time
i know im wrong but i wont admit
when you treat me like that
i know i did something too wrong to fix
when you treat me like that
i know i did something too wrong to forgive

one time (ssh1be)

shout out estonia n thx 4 the wait
prod n ft @artemys 
lyrics// 

idiot:
i hate the sober me
she want the best of me
like could u tell me pls
oh what u want from me
i hate the sober so i think i cn fix tht
she said she wanted me ill treat her like a dickhead :nerd:
i dont wna talk again like baby u cn keep it
ima run my money up and i spend it i dont need it
like i cant tell the truth
bc what i want from u
she want the real me
i cant show tht 2 u
bc then youll hate me
i jst wna love u
bc then youll hate me
ill play pretend 4 u

artemys:







idiot:
i hate the sober so i think i cn fix tht
she said she wanted me ill treat her like a dickhead :nerd:
i dont wna talk again like baby u cn keep it
ima run my money up and i spend it i dont need it
like i cant tell the truth
bc what i want from u
she want the real me
i cant show tht 2 u
bc then youll hate me
i jst wna love u
bc then youll hate me
ill play pretend 4 u
i hate the sober me
she want the best of me
like could u tell me pls
oh what u want from me

me w/ artemys

@ssh1be @rpnf
lyrics//
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end
everything that i said now im full of regrets
all the things that you told theyre me stuck in my head
and im losing all my memories, theyre fading again
i know im trying my best but u just wont understand
again
attached to it
we'll move on thru this
but youre the only thing that ever made sense
and its all for u
im going crazy by loving u
i know its wrong but its all i do
when i talk to u
what i did for u
you dont understand
my heart in your hand
could you break it again
its so hard to forget
all the things that you said
all the time that we spent
now youre leaving again
we'll forgive and forget
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end

losing track (nefa & ssh1be)

feel (cure)

u n me (gotchigo & yoake)

you'll never get to heaven - by this river
shout out london ontario, brian eno, and piano v3

stuck

call

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ihz582c57-E&pp=ygURY2hvdWNob3Ugc25vd2Ryb3A%3D

be okay

memories @idiot @mjkzy

bleed (lilac)

see w/ blackwinterwells (dandere & yandere)

different (soma + lov3ly)

heart (inno)

breathless (soma)

try w/ blackwinterwells (soma)

alright (odel & brknglss)

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2jEBRVSo90

dream (soma)

thank u for 600 followers 
i can’t keep living life with out u :(
@blackwinterwells @15elias @prodsoma

care w/ blackwinterwells & elias (soma)

like the way i always said that i hate ur guts
happy 16th birthday me 
@prodsoma
lyrics//
its okay ill never work things out
i really hate it when you fill me up with doubt
you always do this you just run your mouth
its okay i think ill do it my self
like the way i always said that i hate your guts 
i think im doing to much you said im doing enough 
and everything i could of done just to fall in love
and i cant do this no more im stuck here missing your touch
im afraid losing you because your my world
and im afraid of your words cuz they make me hurl 
you let me breathless
i think im done again
i think i lost my self but i dont think ill fix it
ill make u bleed because youll never
what you to mean to me is not what i need
and my heart slow it feels empty
and i wished you said youll never miss me
you dont fucking care you dont love me at all
i wish i picked up your call i wish i picked up that call
and everything i would say you said could fix it all
like the way i always said that i hate your guts 
i think im doing to much you said im doing enough 
and everything i could of done just to fall in love
and i cant do this no more im stuck here missing your touch
like the way i always said that i hate your guts 
i think im doing to much you said im doing enough 
and everything i could of done just to fall in love
and i cant do this no more im stuck here missing your touch
im stuck here missing your touch im stuck here missing your touch

touch (soma)

@prodsoma @mental @kidtrashpop
art by @killzure on twitter

story w/ mental & kid trash (soma)

wow a new song so strange
@prodsoma
spotify// https://open.spotify.com/track/3Xq9VZ4Pv4KsAEvoalpkPO?si=57c7e7146c9543ed
lyrics// 
im so uncertain 
i can’t seem to get it
i can’t seem to get it
i can’t seem to
try too hard
you make my whole world just fall apart
you make it so hard to forget the scars 
i wna do it for it for you 
i wont forget but it’s true
i knew i wouldn’t love you 
i know who talk to
but i don’t wna talk to you 
you split my heart right into two 
i wish you would just tell the truth
i see your face in my dreams 
so everyday i think of you
hiding my self i feel seen
because i fucked my health for you 
i can’t tell your story baby
i guess you won’t tell the truth 
i want to feel love from someone else
but my brain wanted you
it get so hard to move around you
i wna talk to you
i’m empty with out you
like girl you left me too soon
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright 
i know you wouldn’t crazy 
i’ve got a grip on your ways
you’re the sunshine in my life
you’re who makes it okay
and why and why and why
do you do you continue to lie
i’m outside on the floor
someone came onto my yard
i’m afraid to just restart
no i don’t want to play my part
i don’t wna look in your eyes
it’s makes it to be alive
you make it hard tryna die
to make sure your alright
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright
hold me close i lost my mind
i wont change my state of mind
come back home when you feel fine 
i wont try but that’s alright
i’ve been struggling but i finally won
i’ll wait i’ll wait here

close (soma)

@prodsoma

lyrics// 
 where i go where go do i restart
what i wanted to be will i go far
i won’t love you again when you broke heart
i don’t want her to stay in my life 
i don’t her to waste all my time
you make it harder for me to be alive
i don’t want to go why do i try
what do you see in me when i lie
when i lie
what do you see in me when i lie
what do you see in me when i lie
lie
i’ve been struggling but i finally won
i’ll wait i’ll wait here
i’ve been down the barrel of a gun
when i die would you shed a tear 
i’ve been struggling but i finally won
i’ll wait i’ll wait here
i’ve been down the barrel of a gun
when i die would you shed a tear 
i’ve been struggling i might give up
and when i see ur face it hurts so much
i wna talk but i’ve given up
i should of known you weren’t in love

finally won (soma)

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idiot

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