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with @providence144 
prod. luvnote & owleeng

lyrics
nothing ever goes my way
but you know i want to stay 
nothing ever goes my way
goes my way ( goes my )

(nothing ever goes my way)
(but you know i want to stay)
(i just need a friend to stay)

in my head
in my head again
in my head

in the night time 
i got no sight
wanderin all alone dont kno what's right 
i can't feel nun
is it all fine
is it alright 
is it alright?

all these thoughts yeah they're racin thru my head now
move on all alone idk how
pop a pill on my own wanna feel sumn
ima feel sumn

in the nighttime 
I got no sight
wanderin all alone dont kno what's right
i can't feel nun 
is it all fine
is it alright
is it alright

I'm in my head now
I'm in my head again
you're in my head I
you're in my head

all fine &providence144

produced by my awesome friend @viiolett

~lyrics

make me wanna see things that i couldn't have before
yea i mix that sandwich with a tramadol
yea i know its wrong but it can be like before
keep watch from a distance as i win it all
imma make it all mine watch me win it all 
i don't know what changed but i don't feel i'm home
i don't know what changed but i feel like im alone
i feel like its you who keeps praying on my downfall
(praying on my downfall)
i can't seem to move on
and i want to go home
i can't play like this no more
and i want to move on
and you know that i'm not strong at all
please just let me move on

downfall (prod. violet)

always feel it in my chest 
and the way you roll your eyes 
please just know i tried my best

keep trying

prodced @sheg1 @pools2001
mixed by sheg
encouraged by @momky

all this shit im goin thru i guess it could be worse
they keep tellin me i should go back to how it was
staring at my wall wishing i was someone else
im sick of the guilt i never feel no happiness

i feel sick and im upset
always feel it in my chest
and the way you roll your eyes
please just know i try my best
tried my best for quite some time
im not doin it again
im gon fucking lose it all
if i lose you once again

but i guess it could be worse
you can tell that im not worth
i feel sick and i need warmth
and i cry cause now it hurts

im not even all that mean i just like to follow words
thats something im tryna change
time to use some other words
even when im bound to change 
you still come and shock my world
i swear that im gonna change
ill find something that is worth
but i guess that until then 
im gon try my best again
i dont wanna waste your time 
but can you please call again 
i just wanna hear your voice 
but i dont wanna cry again

sick n upset (prod. sheg&pools)

produced by @sheg1
additional prod me

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i've been thinking about you
wish my memory was true
all i ever thought i knew
i've been fooled 
thats what you do
but im not that mad at you  
you're so pretty its so cruel
its like in those story books 
thought i won but hell went loose

(what are your real feelings?)
(feelings?)
(what do you feel!)
hell went loose
(happiness?)
(sadness?)
(jealousy?)
(anger)
hell went loose
(love?)
-

hell went loose (prod. sheg)

produced by @sheg1

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i just wanna stop stressing but its really hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when i'm not
i don't wanna meet up cause i really cannot talk
if u wanna see me i'm smoking camels down the block

how am i gonnna stop stressing 
i keep sayin ur a blessing
i don't know what u see in me 
and it feels so depressing
im not sleeping
im not moving
im so tired ill keep losing
im not eating
and im doing shit that i shouldnt be doing

wanna be like you
wanna feel like you 
wanna love like you
i don't know what to do

im a fool for you
i will change for you
save my skin for you
because i love you

no matter what you do

i will fall for you

im a fool for you

im a fool for you

and i would die for you

i just wanna stop stressing but its really fucking hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when im not
i don't wanna meet up cause cannot fucking talk
if u wanna see me im smoking camels down the block

update: erm she broke up wit me

me (prod. sheg)

little song that me and @lacrusca did quite a while ago but we kinda forgot to post it
produced by melik

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n i know tht u like me but i cant get over you
feeling that u will go away will that be over soon
i just keep thinkin bout my problems
bout the two of us
bout the two of us

i've been thinkin bout the way we are
it breaks down then we fall then we build it up
off the alcohol you know that we drink it all
im so scared and afraid and i feel so small
it breaks me apart
dont know what to do just to not wake up
pick me up then put me down
lock me in and lock me out
gotta turn it all around 
just the two of us

two of us @nuro (prod. melik)

extracted from deer park's @odyxxey radio set
@springdayss x @deerpark1

~
am încercat
de atâtea ori 
am picat
cât de mult aș vrea

am încercat (prod. deer park)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHKaEV4Phr4
produced by @sheg1


Nu mai cred că te cunosc
Mă gândesc la tot ce-a fost
Chiar credeam că m-ai ales
Dar acum am înțeles
Ți-am dat totul înmulțit la doi
N-am cerut-o înapoi

înmulțit la doi (prod. sheg)

@tusk1
@sheg1

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and tried so hard
you still broke my guard
im so deeply scarred
watch it fall apart

i could never talk
i can barely walk
i just break apart

tuskin:

i just break apart
i went too far
then we broke apart
i went too

i went too deep
know that some thing's not for me
do you know what all this means?
i head straight to lunacy

i fall apart
i know it hurts sometimes 
i can't feel what's right

yeah i fall apart
i know it hurts
i'm sorry that i made it worse

i always make it worse
i break apart and fall and curse
its either that or i don't know
im sorry but i cant let go

springday

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