on his head like a durag

ben?

everytime i try to fly

it usually doesn't rain

so sorry for what you became but who can be blamed?

piano cover of "shut up" by stormzy.........................lmfoa

if that makes me a backup dancer

where'd you go? i miss u  so......
seems like its been forever that u've been gone

where did you go

i dig a hole,
clamber sweat, 
tears. i think it’s grave,
dead heart
pull earth apart 
with my claws, 
the sift, the dirt, pain 
under my nails
keeps me alive;
keeps me  breathing. 
oh sweet 
pain
i scream for you 
ripped thru
with just few words
breathe through the lies 
tears and blood
soaking choking bleeding 
down my throat i emote 
i dont think
you understand

i dig a hole

if i cant make you feel alive
murder me just let me die
you struggle like that, i cant do much
we have time we're not in a rush 

if i cant make you feel at home
strangle me then break my bones
all of my roses bloom for you 
my blood will get us through

if i cant make you

u said our love had colours yet they disappeared 
i ripped my soul to save your heart; "its gone" i feared
i tried to swim across the ocean to stop you from drowning

(the waves come and go, i sing of you but you will never know
u took the sun away. the skies are always gray.)

why did i stab my heart when its already bleeding
i want to wake up from the dream that has no meaning
the sunrise will guide me to a place where love has no cost
the land is far away now im the one whos lost


(: @hereafter :)

but you will never know ☺

i have been closed for years because of shame and this harms him and my self so now i  tell truth about the love i share in my ancient heart. 
freeing the woman in me from being owned

freeing from being owned

and the last time before leaving
will be written on my hands
from the first dream they all wrote
broken hearts are unknown land
stains of faith poking against the chest
different worlds where truth is crime
where another dreams can rest
there is no such thing as time

there is no such thing as time

i perceived myself as a dimensionless and ineffably abstract point. i felt that inside this point the whole was contained in an entirely nonspatial manner 
it was a total reversal of the ordinary human sensation. not only did the self no longer have the impression of being contained, or localized in the body; not only did it acquire the perception of the incorporeity of its own body, but it felt the body within itself, feeling everything sup specie interioritas.

lepidolite tears

he sits in the dark 
he sees what i cant see
he is in the lights
he is what i cant be
he talks in my head
he keeps mind stalking me
he digs into my heart
he feels what i cant feel
he's present in my art
i dont think that hes real 

@snowyhills

i dont think that hes real

razor wire scissors, my feelings make me shiver
looking through a mirror, i dont see u in the picture
forgotten not forgiven, im always secret living
i got crystal castles and i see you hanging with the rats
come with me and i'll make you walk inside my dreams
you wake up and im gone doing everything wrong
punch you in the lungs, singing favourite songs

u sink into my mind... i always hear u clear
and u think i hide cos im full of fear
u think u own me and that makes me disappear
cant deny u didnt know the end was near
when im sad and cry u pretend you're here
but for u my poison i wont shed a tear
cant deny u didnt know the end was near
but for u my poison i wont shed a tear

:+)  @franswhite

frans white - secret living ft. sproocht

look at this as a mass of hydraulically complicated thoughts

meowkola

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