GHOSTS ARE ALONE

Say It To My Face

yea-uh-heah-eah-eah-eah, yuh

i can feel the cold air blowin
and the leaves are bouta turn
and all i can do inside
is just burn and burn and burn

got me thinking back to last fall
driving round geeked out on blow

driving down to NYC
when we fighted (yea FIGHTED, fight me)
and it snowed

for the 1st time
i died inside  
wen i slammed the door on u

i never said goodbye
but i cried all the way down to

new jersey
where i watched my grandpa
dying on the couch

sipped hydrocodone w him
n i still feel that shit now

n i crave it
n i crave it
high for days off my first gram

now i pound that bag in half an hour
n i still cant feel shit
damn, god damn

u fuck me up
it never stops
gets worse and worse
til im in a hearse

just ship me off
i miss your touch
my soul is lost
when im not in your bed
 i toss & turn
i never learn
n even if i did
he’d still be in the urn

i cant get u back
since u been gone, shits wack
n im wastin time
n the weeks keep
stacking up

just wanna back shit up
i wanna go back in time
cant remember the last time
i felt remotely fine

feel like im buried alive
cant dig myself out
and now im giving up
bouta stop giving a fuck

if i live or not

cuz this aint living
i been giving
pieces of myself away
everyday

autumn (prod helium)

eyes

stream it here:)<3: https://open.spotify.com/album/1ZUe4yNwYbfAioYUeWiHb6?si=gzno-ed3RkuIDdrZcpFTmg

video: https://youtu.be/yS8kGlP1Eo4?si=A34IRzBI-F2eo0SI

its been a while, a lot has happened between my last song and now. ive been struggling to stay consistent as well as finding a direction with my music in general and i havent really been satisfied with the results. I want to attempt to let go of the boundaries ive set for myself and release the music i make even if i feel like its not up to the standard i set for myself. i keep promising that ill come back every time i post a song and hopefully this time i will actually keep my word. i hope you guys enjoy this one! coming to spotify in a few days. thank you for everyone who stuck around, i really appreciate you all!!

Say It To My Face

Spunbelle

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