glued to this spot
thinking about opportunities
i been missing them
and the worlds been missing me

drink until I pass out
wake up do nothing
repeat

sun comes up just to mock me

i been wasting time

i don't want to die

but I will not try

been looking FOR that meaning all my life

sometimes I get sad

when I'm alone it gets bad

last night I thought of ripping my heart out
watch it bleed out
make the pain mean sumn now

8 inch bladee vertical
up and down

1-800-CANT-STOP-ME-NOW

if my friends leave me behind

i couldn't take it

sand through my hands 
they leave

before I tell them

that I love them

when she left me

she said she love me

who are you kidding

i just to want to fade away

asking God for his grace

where am I goin

where will I stay

i been wasting time

i don't want to die

but I will not try

been looking FOR that meaning all my life

sometimes I get sad

when I'm alone it gets bad

last night I thought of ripping my heart out
watch it bleed out
make the pain mean sumn now

8 inch bladee vertical
up and down

1-800-CANT-STOP-ME-NOW

can't stop me now

can't stop me now

Fuck Life (prod. apothic)

Temper

prod me
mastered by @nadirwhy

we get a little crazy sometimes

--

@squidemoji

i dont feel safe
i dont wanna be awake
whats going on with u

did i fuck everything up again
how can u say its the end
im still in love with u

i was happy
u might find it hard to believe
i gave myself to u
everything u said meant everything to me

think im gonna throw up
my whole lifes a no-op
i dont wanna show up
i just wanna drug up

@nadirwhy

yea i messd up 
pls dont tell me again 
yea she hates me
but she keeps talkn bout me to her frnds
i get kept up
tryna look thru a different lens 
i just cnt except the fact that she dont wan be my friend

2 much medicine 
i thnk i fuckd up my head
i wana live a better life 
but stay poppn percocet
i touch down in GA
i pop out at saks 
dont hit my phone bby i dnt thnk im comn back

whys it gota be this way?
bby tell me can i just stay?
pls dnt make me go awy
i would do anythng no matter how cliché

i dont feel safe here w/ nadir

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/squidemoji
Partial Pic Cred: https://instagram.com/nettle_1126?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Lyrics:

Lay my head down to sleep
Take chemicals to make it easy
I hope they miss me
This world doesn't fit me
I wanna leave this world
do you get me
course you don't
I don't even make sense to me
In my dreams I'm old pushin 60
But I wake up then I pop a 60
I've been scared since I was 16

Live for what and for who
Are you kidding me?
Life's an auction 
The devil's out bidding me
I miss the way that
She kissed my teeth
I don't know what I want
I don't like that
I'm sick and tired of 
talking bout the past
Everybody got advice
But they don't know jack
Look forward then I look back
It's all black

I'll sing you a lullaby
Before I leave you
Please let me know 
The next time I can see you
I love the way that I get to tease you

But I haven't even met you

Imma pray to God
So he can test you
Everybody with me
And they best you
Those years with you
Those were the best two
Now I'm stuck in my head
Like it's super glue

If you wanna end me
I would let you
I'm still with nobody 
No guess who
I wish I had a daughter
I could dress blue
But she only exist in my dreams
While I snooze

Ask how I'm doin
I'm like fuck you
You don't really care
Do you?
It's just something 
You feel like you gotta do
So fuck you

Decapodiformes Lullaby (prod. squidy)

remove my skin (wintertears)

vocals by me + @820

prod @45avast

remix by @sif666

opium archives

torn (sif remix)

torn w/ nosgov (sif remix)

https://soundcloud.com/squidemoji/break-out but unhinged

~~

art by my beloved
co-mastered with @bvrdencr
prod me

break out!! (btfo ver.)

re: squidy

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