My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything’s okay
When I want it to end
I know that I’ll be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna
My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything's okay 
When I want it to end
I know that ill be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna

Tom cruise top gun maverick
Cruisin round the city bitch I’m feelin like a savage
Hangin out the window gripping on a Mac 11 (grrt)
Petal to the medal rev the engine then I gas it (skrt skrt)

I’m in this bitch wit the gang
2 triple 0s in the bank wit my name
Butterfly doors they open they swang
Livin my life I cannot complain

This shit is crazy
I’m feelin so lazy
I don’t wanna start again (Don't wanna start again)

Somebody come save me
My flow is amazing
I spit from the heart again (Spit from the heart again)

Wanna go back to the day I was broke and my car wouldn’t start again
The weight of the world crashing down on my shoulders it’s feelin so hard again

My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything’s okay
When I want it to end
I know that I’ll be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna
My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything's okay 
When I want it to end
I know that ill be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna

I’m in the back of the Bentley
I’m switching lanes I ain’t friendly
Spraying these bullets expending
All of this anger I’m venting

Shoot out the roof roof roof roof roof (ahhh) (grrt)
Bitch I am a dog, when a bitch go bark 
Better clean up my poop (grrt)

Hoping one day I’ll be 10 feet
Under the ground resting peacefully
And all of these drugs they are tempting
But deep down they’ll all leave me empty

Shoot out the roof roof roof roof roof (grrt)
Gonna blow this bitch down so you better move out 
I’m the big bad wolf (grrt)

My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything’s okay
When I want it to end
I know that I’ll be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna
My head is under water again
But I still breath because I wanna pretend
That everything's okay 
When I want it to end
I know that ill be okay
I just wanna forget
I just wanna

(I just wanna
I just wanna forget)

I Just Wanna Pretend

This is my life
Come along for the ride
I’ll show you inside of my mind
It’s dark as the night
And my heart hurts inside
But my eyes shine so bright 

I know just how you feel about me now
So I try to drown my feeling right on out
Deep in my thoughts is where I get lost and I can’t get out
All of my demons on my back tryna bring me down

This is my life
Come along for the ride
I’ll show you inside of my mind
It’s dark as the night
And my heart hurts inside
But my eyes shine so bright 

I know you just wanna see me crack a smile
But I’m way to god damn numb i can’t get it out
Just cannot seem to turn my frown right upside down
I cannot wait to turn my life around

This is my life
Come along for the ride
I’ll show you inside of my mind
It’s dark as the night
And my heart hurts inside
But my eyes shine so bright

come along for the ride

All my life 
I’ve been traumatized 
I cant get out of my head
I cant get out of my mind

Oh well
I might go to hell

Devil on my shoulder telling me I’ll be alright 
But then he stabs me in the back with a real sharpe knife

Oh well
Only time can tell

And I said Hey
What are you doing today?
Do you wanna fly on a spaceship in our brains

And I said Hey
What are you doing today?
Do you wanna fill our lung with smoke and numb the pain

Hey
Hey

Cause I’m a 1000 miles away from the home that I know
And I still haven’t found a single soul that I love

I don’t know 
If I was meant for love

Don’t wanna be the only one that is alone 
I need someone to love me I need someone to hold

I don’t know
If I was mean for love

Hey
What are you gonna say
If everything you’ve done today
Seems to go your way

And I said Hey
What are you doing today?
Do you wanna fly on a spaceship in our brains

And I said Hey
What are you doing today?
Do you wanna fill our lung with smoke and numb the pain

Hey 
What have you done today
Cause everything has gone your way
You’ll be on the way

Spaceship In Our Brains

I fucked around and got lit
We fucked around and I hit
Then later on you called quits
Then later on we both split

Cause you weren’t fuckin with me no more
And I can’t lie to you that broke my heart to the core

As I lie in my bed
Memories in my head 
But the tears that I shed
Come falling down instead 

I know
I I’ve seen it all before
You walked right out the door
I could of gave you more

But the lessons we learn
Are the ones that hurt
Gotta get back to work
And show the world what your worth

I’m a rockstar baby
I feel so crazy
I might fly you out to LA and have me a baby
I go crazy for the liquor 
My cup is filled with henesy
I got all of the necessities 
Melodies for remedies 
x2

Made my way into the game now
Only one way up and it’s fame now
Chasin a bag you can see how
Chasin your dreams is a way out

I will not live life a lie
You aint fucking wit me goodbye
I’ve been cutting off all of my ties
Gettin money till the day that I die

I’ve been too damn high in the sky 
Smokin on weed I’ve been faded all night
I’ve been outta touch with reality and time
I cant even tell if I’m dead or alive

Visions getting blurry and I think I’m goin blind
Ears are getting heavy think I hear somebody cry
My minds is playing tricks but everything is alright 
Playing Melodie’s in my head so I know I’ll be fine

I’m a rockstar baby
I feel so crazy
I might fly you out to LA and have me a baby
I go crazy for the liquor 
My cup is filled with henesy
I got all of the necessities 
Melodies for remedies 
x2

Melodies For Remedies

Bangin on the walls of my head
Bury me in red
I don’t think I’ll ever love again 
This is the end
This is the end

Red rose on my grave 
When it’s my time to go I know I’ll be brave
I wanna see the sunlight on my face
Bury me in a bright beautiful place

Cause bleeding out
I don’t link I’ll ever get my shit together now
And if I did
Would you allow
Would you forbid
To be around 

There’s a lot of things that I can’t seem to let go
And I know one day I gotta let myself grow
Tried to run away from you but I move to slow
You swept me off my feet and lift me up like a ufo

Bury me
Want to be
6 feet deep
Red on me

Bangin on the walls of my head
Bury me in red
I don’t think I’ll ever love again 
This is the end
This is the end

Red rose on my grave 
When it’s my time to go I know I’ll be brave
I wanna see the sunlight on my face
Bury me in a bright beautiful place

I feel in doubt 
You can regret me
You can replace me
You can walk out

I feel it now
You cant upset me
You can’t forget me
You can’t back out

Bangin on the walls of my head
Bury me in red
I don’t think I’ll ever love again 
This is the end
This is the end

Red rose on my grave 
When it’s my time to go I know I’ll be brave
I wanna see the sunlight on my face
Bury me in a bright beautiful place

It’s a long way up from here
But if I go will they sense my fear
Nowhere to go, nowhere to steer
It’s only up from here

I believe there a happy ending to everyone’s story
So let me be and fly away and do what was meant for me
I wanna believe that the worlds will collide 
And you’ll see the darkness that we hide
But you’ll never know
(Woah)
(Woah)
(Woah)
It’s only up from here
(Woah)
(Woah)

It’s a long way up from here
But if I go will they sense my fear
Nowhere to go, nowhere to steer
It’s only up from here

it’s only up from here

Will I stay or will I go?
I guess the world will never know
The darkness eats away my room
And all that left is silence and gloom

Are we living for tomorrow?
I pray to god I hope we are
Are you drowning in your sorrow?
If you are this song is ours

Will I burnout or fade away?
Someone save me from my selfish ways
These are the things that I can’t change
I love the way it numbs the pain

Are we living for tomorrow?
I pray to god I hope we are
Are you drowning in your sorrow?
If you are this song is ours

Living For Tomorrow

I wanna feel alive
But I feel so dead inside
My body’s so alive
But my soul is dead Inside 

I know you feel like you have nothing left to hold on too
So close your eyes then open wide
I’ll show you what you’ve left behind
It’s a brand new world it’s a brand new place
A beautiful life in a euphoric state
The grass is green I cannot explain
The feeling of life is it real or fake

I wanna feel alive
But I feel so dead inside
My body’s so alive
But my soul is dead Inside 

I couldn’t live with myself
My life in shambles and my minds in a swirl
I cant explain it see it for yourself
A brand new world

I wanna feel alive
But I feel so dead inside
My body’s so alive
But my soul is dead Inside

Alive (feat. joaquin)

If I lose it all today
Would you be there anyway
You never really cared about me
I’m on my knees begging please just stay
Fuck what you gotta say
Im gonna do it anyway
I’m gonna live my life so free
Like a bird you cannot cage

Makin my way out of the darkness
Movin in silence feeling heartless 
The weight of the world got me exhausted 
Got me spinnin so fast I feel so nauseous 
And I know I can’t help but fallin love
The touch of your skin is like a drug
The fear in  my eyes should of said it all
And It feels so good but I know it’s wrong

I cannot change the way I’ve been feeling
Broken spirit and dreams
I’ve been healing

If I lose it all today
Would you be there anyway
You never really cared about me
I’m on my knees begging please just stay
Fuck what you gotta say
Im gonna do it anyway
I’m gonna live my life so free
Like a bird you cannot cage

You got me tripping out of my mind
I just wanna see you one more time
Oh god this feeling it just feels so right
You got my drugged up every day and night 
Got stumblein fumblin out the door
Got me feenin for a little bit more
I’ve been praying to the god to the lord
You took my life away and now it is yours

I cannot change the way I’ve been healing
You are the reason that I’m still feeling

If I lose it all today
Would you be there anyway
You never really cared about me
I’m on my knees begging please just stay
Fuck what you gotta say
Im gonna do it anyway
I’m gonna live my life so free
Like a bird you cannot cage

FREE (feat. joaquin)

I’m feelin okay
Yeah
Tonight
And throughout the whole day

I’m drifting away
Yeah
From you
Will everything be okay?

Im carried away 
Yeah
Tonight 
Why’d you take me away?

Open up your arms to me
Yeah
And I’ll show you what it is that i need 
(What it is that I need)

Even though the skies are grey
Yeah
I will be right by your side to brighten up your day
(Yeah to brighten up your day)

(Yeah)
(Yeah)

I’m feelin alright 
Yeah
Today
And thought the whole night 

I’m flying so high
Yeah
Cause you 
make me feel electrified 

My chin is held high
Yeah
Today
Because I’m still alive

Open up your arms to me
Yeah
And I’ll show you what it is that i need 
(What it is that I need)

Even though the skies are grey
Yeah
I will be right by your side to brighten up your day
(Yeah to brighten up your day)

Open up your arms to me
Yeah
And I’ll show you what it is that i need 
(What it is that I need)

Even though the skies are grey
Yeah
I will be right by your side to brighten up your day
(Yeah to brighten up your day)

Open up your arms to me
Yeah
And I’ll show you what it is that i need 
(What it is that I need)

Even though the skies are grey
Yeah
I will be right by your side to brighten up your day
(Mhmm to brighten up your day)

Grey Skies

2000 is the year I was born
Got it tatted on me that’s the money I make
All of my life I’ve been chained to the ground
I’ve been chained to the cage and I cannot escape

Back in the day
I was makin a way
Stackin the Pattie’s 
Like the king of BK

Damn this shit go harder like bottles of water I’m makin her wet
I said damn this go harder I dive in the water like a navy vet

Click clack blam
Don’t need a xan 
Only smoke weed got a blunt in my hand
Click clack blam
Need Uncle Sam 
Rollin in dirt wit a gun in my hand

All of my life I’ve been reaching for the end zone 
When I was a young boy playing Nintendo 
Now I singing on tracks rappin on tempo
If you need a lambo what is your Venmo 
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn 
Damn
Damn uh
I’m goin ham
Ham
Ham
Ham
Ham

I cannot hear Jack shit through these headphones
Feel like I’m in a different world like Elmo 
If we got a problem bitch you better let me 
Imma be there in a minute uno momento
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Yeah uh
I gotta go
Go
Go
Go
Go

2000 is the year I was born and theres still a lot of people that i got to impress
I don’t give a fuck if you livin your life doin things right I ain’t shootin you a text

I wish you the best
And I hope that your blessed
And I pray that you earn every dollar that you get

Woah I feel like Peter Parker when he’s swinging up into a web
I’m sayin woah I feel like petter griffin when he’s always makin fun of Meg 

Click clack boom
This is your doom
You cannot see when you walk in the room
Click clack boom
We are all doomed
There is no option no you cannot choose

Numbin all the pain wit the only know Novocain 
I will never change and that’s word on my enemies 
Livin like a king and It feels so heavenly
Never change my ways they don’t know my identity 
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn uh
I’m goin ham
Ham
Ham
Ham
Ham

Hopin on a plane to a brand new domain
I ain’t gonna stay so you better not call me
Breaking out these chains so you cannot control me
I’ll be on my way to a brand new domain
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah uh
I gotta go
Go
Go
Go
Go

2000

All of my life I’ve been chasin dreams
And all this time everybody’s chasin me
I can’t decide weither I’ll let it be
Another time for another tragedy 

When I was a kid I had a loving heart
But all of this shit I e done has made it hard
Harder to love and I can feel it now
Been praying to god why is it raining hell?

I don’t know why I’m always telling lies 
I guess the truth is just to hard to find
I don’t know when I’ll lose my life
But if I go it’s been a hell of a ride

Mysterious man is only wearing black
You can’t see his face he’s just a silloette 
He’s comin for you you better watch your back
Once the clocks run out there ain’t no turning back 

Fallin to peices like I always do
He knows my weakness and I know his too
A million reasons keep me from falling through 
Tried to pick up the pieces every day somethings new

I don’t know why I’m always telling lies 
I guess the truth is just to hard to find
I don’t know when I’ll lose my life
But if I go it’s been a hell of a ride
I don’t know why I’m always telling lies 
I guess the truth is just to hard to find
I don’t know when I’ll lose my life
But if I go it’s been a hell of a ride

The Lonesome Outlaw

I’ve been troubled in my heart
I’ve been lookin for a brand new start
I’ve been running through the dark 
Cause I still haven’t found my spark
Burning inside like a fireball
I’ve been breaking down my walls
Building me up just to watch me fall
Oh I hate the way I’m flawed

Yeah I hate the way I’m flawed

Searching for something that I don’t think I ever will find
All this time I’ve spent but everything will be alright 
I want it all
My heart is cold as a stone

As I toss and turn in the middle of the night
I just can’t seem to close my eyes
The thought of it hurts of a better life
It just doesn’t sit right inside 
Why even waste my fuckin time
Doin something I don’t even like
Why is it such a fuckin crime
To be the person that’s behind my eyes

Searching for something that I don’t think that I’ll ever find
All this time I’ve spent but everything will be alright 
I want it all
My heart is cold as a stone

I want it all
My heart is cold as a stone

Cold As A Stone

Wasting my time with these thoughts in my mind
Everywhere I go it eats me alive
People lost there way and don’t treat you kind
Nobody knows what kind of pain that I hide

But I’m no longer hopless 
I’m still young and I’m chosen
All of these tears that I shed don’t mean I’m broken
As I’m writing this song I might sound like a poet but I’m 
Lost in a world full of sorrow so damn potent 

Vocals
I, I been wasting time

Don’t waste time
Don’t waste time
It’s your breakthrough 
It’s your breakthrough 
It’s your breakthrough

The Breakthrough

And you bring me to my knees
Again
All the times that I could beg you please
In vain
All the times that I felt insecure
For you
And I leave my burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside, I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you
All the times that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone
But I'm on the outside, I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you
All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside, and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

Ugly Like Me ( Outside-Staind cover)

Cold nights
And hot summer days
All the time 
We let the campfire blaze
Time move on
In the blink of an eye
So I’m writing this song 
On the 1st of July 

And the  memories memories memories 
They’ve been paving the way
They’ve been telling me telling me telling me 
I’ll be on my own way

My heads able the water
But I’m sinking way to fast
One day I’ll make it outta here
And this life will be in the past 

Bought a new guitar 
So I can fill this empty void
I know it sounds a bit bizarre 
It’s the only thing that helps me avoid
All of the emotions that lie deep inside 
Drying up the tears I cried
Say I’m happy but I know I lied
At least I can say that I tried

And the  memories memories memories 
They’ve been paving the way
They’ve been telling me telling me telling me 
I’ll be on my own way

My heads able the water
But I’m sinking way to fast
One day I’ll make it outta here
And this life will be in the past

Memories/In The Past

I had a feeling from the start that this was coming 
Should of know right from the start that you were running
All that’s left inside my mind is what’s left behind 
I can feel it all and living in my mind

It’s obvious that you weren’t meant for me
So why’d you waste my time then watch me bleed
I admit I get a little bit attached 
I understand that’s the reason why we crashed

But in life we live and we learn
Take it for what it is worth

I had a feeling from the start that this was coming 
Should of know right from the start that you were running
All that left inside my mind is the thought of you 
I can feel it all it’s eating me straight through 

Tried to live tried to forgive but it’s still hurting 
Been betrayed too many times it’s just not worth it
You pulled me in then acted like you cared
Then pushed away and left me floating in the air

But in life we live and we learn
Take it for what it is worth

I had a feeling from the start that this was coming 
Should of know right from the start that you were running
All that’s left inside my mind is what’s left behind
I can feel it all and living in my mind

From The Start

SREYM

God doesn’t give you what you want.
He gives you what you need.

SREYM

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