Name: a little fyi (feat. jeska & prod. masked man) by sryboy
Duration: 2 min 20 s
Description: cause if i gotta lotta hope i ain't tryna have my heart broke, ya feel?

Hey man, you want to make a collab, could be dope!

Hella unique style bro keep it up deadass itll pop 

IM NOT LIKIN THE SITUATION IM IN
I AIN’T HAPPY SO NIGGA WHY I PRETEND
I BE MOPING AND HOPING I FEEL DOPEMINE
I MEAN IM WORKING IM STILL BROKE
I MEAN I BE WORKING TO PAY TAXES
I MEAN I FEEL LIKE THROWING AWAY MY PASSIONS
I BE SMOKING THAT LOUD AND STILL CHOKE ON MY FEARS AND TEARS I CAN’T COPE.

i used to think that i was the one
now
im a waste of space as a son now
all these people watching my moves
what the hell am i possed to do?
try too be to be perfect
erasing everything that i write
my life inside a vacuum

look inside my chest and see the dark
look like someone stole my beating heart
my soul is a blackhole.
now im trying to take the steps to restart

i hate being alone
living in the shadows
i hate the distance yeah
i feel so cold
i hate this glass dome
that im living in
i’m sitting on the side
of the road.

i distanced myself from the homies
then i wonder why i feel so lonely
talking to my bedroom spirits
tryna wonder why i feel indifference
cause i used to have passion
nigga what the fuck happened
living like a deadman
nigga blame the assassin 
drowning in the quicksand
did it in a stylish fashion
metal round my wristbands
tryna wonder what the fuck was my mission?
so
seem like theres no future for me
thats what demon said.
seem like theres a ceiling right there
where i lay down my head
like why am i breathing, im better off just bleeding dead.
retreat and just leave me there
use my skull as an ashtray
niggas laughing when they put out they cigarettes
i don’t know 
fuck it idk

i feel stagnant i don’t like that
i lost passion. i don’t like that
i done gave up, and came right back
idk bout this time
i can’t fight back.

wall

Im glad this song turned out okay, because there were a lot of points while making this I thought it was gonna be completely awful

mixing this drove me crazy I almost gave up 3 times I made like 10 versions of the song

I hope you like it tho :)

ALSO THANK YOU FOR 150 SOUNDCLOUD FOLLOWERS <333333

listen on youtube:

https://youtu.be/1aKFogaSi10

listen on bandcamp:

https://citrusgastank.bandcamp.com/track/missing-what-was

missing what was

cause if i gotta lotta hope i ain't tryna have my heart broke, ya feel?

a little fyi (feat. jeska & prod. masked man)

I'm not really good at hello, but i'm even worse at goodbye.

goodbye, sweet love

I just try to keep my emotions to my self and hope the pain will fade away on its own. . .

Buried Feelings

in love with a ghost
ever since that moment, my soul remaining closed 
i do not self diagnose 
so i’m living through it, and i'm never losing hope

my spirit is at war, i haunt the battlefield 
i lie to you cuz i can’t express how sad i feel 
we living through the droughts, now there’s acid in the rain
i am a fallacy, like there’s plastic in my chain 

i walk with my head low, till i’m establishing my name 
continuing my journey as i’m laughing through the pain
stay inside when the sun rises till day light ends
feel inferior in the company of my friends 

so i must keep to myself, for the sake of my vision 
i refuse to reflect you, become another victim 
if heart is the home is, why i’m knocking they won’t let us in?
thriving off of sickness, should i take the medicine?

my memory is infinite, pretend to be so intimate 
i’m slipping and i’m falling you letting me? no sentiment?
no sentences can’t censor, the feelings i deceive through penmanship 
it’s said to be a pedigree, of everything i’ll never be 

and you were once ahead of me. 
that shit aged me a few years, since i was seventeen 
especially, when everything effecting me so heavily 
after what you said to me, its hard for me respond collectively 

and i’m looking at you now 
i realize my anxiety influences my doubts 
overtakes my over thinking 
i’m the captain of the ship that’s sinking 
and the words i speak don’t match the thoughts i’m thinking 

and if sleeps the cousin of death, then i guess i’m never blinking
oxygen is toxic, youre the poison that i’m drinking 
i believe in nothing, and that’s all that i believe in 
i fantasize a world with crisp air, take a second and breathe in

this world can’t offer nothing, so i’m leaving 
i can do what i believe in, that’s the mind state that i dream in 
my throat is scorched and all i have is fucking dirty water 
they ask me what next like my soul wasn’t slaughtered 

im locked in my room cuz i can sense a snipers breath
that’s pain i couldn’t stomach if i had a tighter chest 
my ability to speak has been forsaken and my eyes are next ￼
serpents slither by a puppy’s litter, that’s where vipers rest 

i am me, i don’t abide by common laws 
though i have yet to hear them all applause 
just slight appraisal in the wind
i’m praising till i win 
i’m the difference between saint and sin
can satan sin?

doing all that i can to skrt from where satan live 
if this notepad and computer is a canvas then i’m painting it
this song was born soliloquy, but it’s killing me 
time for them to hear it, perhaps they will be feeling me 

john wells was a mask, but now we are connected 
my mind is in conflict and is all guides the path he’s stepping 
i wish to escape this prison, i’m running out of options 
cuz me and john wells both got something in common 

we both seeking freedom from the world, that we were shown 
we both found regret in actions that we chose 
we both tired to fix the past that had been broke 
we both fell in love with a ghost

in love with a ghost

what is this warm feeling i have

prod. kaonashi (@kaonashibeats)

the night whispers to me outside my window
as a child it was haunting, now it is my kinfolk
personify the dreams that's bleeding from my pillow
my eyes have grown as red and black as back of a black widow

my spirit flows away in midnight winds
demonic flowers blossom, as i write my sins 
i wrote a couple raps just to entice my friends
5 years later, burning portrait i ignite the blitz

voices are much scarier at night 
i fortify and build a barrier to fight
maybe the sun will rise before the demons get to me 
i wont even outlive these kids that bleeding hennessy

nocturnal living, all the dreams i wont get to see
wonder what i’d look like if i was the man that i pretend to be 
i’m not authentic, my dream is not perfected 
i just reflect desires, lost myself amongst the wreckage 

shit, he not coming back
no he not coming back

midnight whispers

lyrics - 
Got my head in the clouds once again, again
And I’m not coming down my friend, my friend 

I spent my whole summer questioning my existence 
Late Nights on my own, skating in the distance 
Making art pretty tough when you tryna be consistent
Tryna find your voice when everybody is different 

Type of shit that’ll keep you up a night
Not psychedelic but my mind is gonna take a flight
Everyday you grow n you never more backwards 
It’s like a book somedays you reach a new chapter

Life’s a bitch sometime 
That’s why I get to feeling like shit sometime
But everything’s okay when she hits my line 
Been my best friend during these troubled times

I been going through some changes 
And I hope you understand if I make some rearranges
That type of energy can’t be around me 
That ignorance drown me
I look up in the sky n I’m grate god found me 

We a damaged generation 
But we making changes for the best
Fuck the norm it’s retaliation 
It’s a genocide on the wicked mind that decides anothers mans life should end in a homicide 

Free all the plugs in the system 
They got families that miss em
13th Amendment gotta end it 
Fuck politics I’m independent 

I keep myself to myself and the universe moves me 
All the things I want are coming right to me 
Keep your dreams in your heart and keep pursuing 
Even if you don’t know what you’re doing 

Love yourself before someone else 
Not my words I heard it somewhere else 
Try not keep your heart on the shelf
When it’s time to give it to somebody else.

(prod. Eric Godlow Beats)

(mix & mastered by Osedumen)

(when i say genocide i'm talking about the death of the ignorant mindset and opening your heart & mind)

a little fyi (feat. jeska & prod. masked man)

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