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prod. IMMORTAL

lyrics:
i’ve had too many drinks this year
i don’t wanna alcohol or beer
i’m a good kid so pls stay away
fuck boy tryna steal my place 
two more shots i promise i’ll be gone
no more suicide this month
i guess you’ll get ur friends just to bug me
they’re not getting their amount of dopamine 

no way in hell i’m going out like that
ignoring my mental i’m such a rugrat
well babe idc if u wanna see me
no amount of serotonin can fix me

JOYBOY
TRYNA PLAY MY HOMIE
I GOT TWO SHOTS ON ME
BEDROOM TO THE BALCONY
HOW MANY MORE DO U WANT FROM ME?
WELL IN THE END ITS JUST BLASPHEMY
CARRIED AWAY AT THERAPY ONLY ESCAPE IS SKATING
U SAID YOULL LOVE ME BUT YOULL BREAK ME

I HEARD WHAT U SAID BUT NOW IM PAST IT
GET A LOAD OF HER SHES TALKING BULLSHIT
PLS EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT SHES SUCH A BITCH
GO TAKE UR MEDS IF UR FEELING SAD PRICK
i ignore my mental 
take a look into my eyes and u can tell it’s simple
i’m a “lost cause” no im not 
oh i’m mental
i just wanna fuck u all night in the rental
give ur legs a break put in some work with ur temple

serotonin

prod. heyzbee & acey
feat. @yungcray

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

this my last song that i’ll ever write about you
it’s nothing personal, i just finally have withdrew
a lot has happened recently, i actually got a tattoo
i’m finally done with my past i even changed my shampoo
like a lonely dove
i’m actually out of love
it took me all these months
now i’m finally done
flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change 

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

pull me down 
straight to the ground
you can hear me scream 
as my heart starts to pound
i never thought 
my heart would rot 
now i just think 
will this ever stop 

yungcray:
girl ur presence really kept me alive, it’s been 2 months and I just feel fine, never thought I’d let go of this life, I’ve gripped on  so hard it’s time I dropped the knife, it’s time I healed my wounds, cuz its passing, passing by, and I can’t even move but I think is cuz I’m high, I looked up in the sky no the stars did not align, it was never meant to be simply  a chapter passing by, 

now my life’s so changed I’m going full throttle they not even catching up, all my life in this pain, I open a bottle I know this gon pick me up, I wish I had new ways to drown out the feelings, but I’m just so fucking stuck, i will find a way I will find a way

(2x)
i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change

dove (feat. yungcray)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

i sold my soul 
to a girl i know 
if she hurts me now 
it’ll me break me whole 

(and i’m okay with possibilities 
so i just sit back in tranquility)

she’ll crush my skull 
with a force unknown 
while my blood rush out 
on to the white rose 
i want to talk to you more
down to my core
my life i have sworn 
left on the shore 
don’t separate from me 
i’m still on the recovery 
i know that i’m an oddity 
but god i get anxiety 
i know that i am tiring 
you do not need to lie to me 
there’s something wrong i know i see 
there’s something with my wiring 

yeah, my soul is corrupt 
i think i’ve had enough
cuz my hearts in a rut 
my heart has tons of these cuts 
that just burn like the sun 
and the scream at me, shush

i sold my soul 
to a girl i know 
if she hurts me now 
it’ll me break me whole 
she’ll crush my skull 
with a force unknown 
while my blood rush out 
on to the white rose

soul

produced by irby

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/730dX6ZvJA8qBrO6UiulaD?si=ef44f45c9d884b09

lyrics:
(harm, harm, harm, harm)

Am I right or not?
Nothing has changed for us
U something I can’t afford
So I’ll just leave for now
Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy

(Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy)

Am I right?
I see no purpose in this life
I think I‘ll add another to my arm
Can‘t commit I am always just this far
Burned my hands as I got way too close
Now I can’t touch any without harm

harm

lyrics ⬇️
when autumns around the corner i feel much worse
cuz i like the birds
and you held my worth
i think that the time against me holds up a curse
where i can’t discern 
what did i learn

dont let me back in
i wont get anything done
cuz
up in my head i been doing enough
youre making me lust when i really want love
and your breaking my trust when im off of the drugs

so i dont wanna do this
oh i hate to shove
but just gotta do it
i gotta give it up

how could i be losing my touch
i dont wanna prove that life been rough
but everything ends when it blows into dust
and i tried to find a friend just to gimme what i want

(Casperrr)

u cursed on me a spell
or sumthing like that 
just like icarus fell
im falling with no catch
ño one hold me tight 
or keep me sight 
at least when im at the verge
of~ commiting suicide 

im sorry u rotted me to the core
just something i can't ignore 
the visual display was nasty 
and all i can see is  gore 
if u'd see it thanr u'd be bored 
i wish dat u'd change but u can't anymopre

tragic
slicing all my arteries 
bleeding out
spilling, fallin of the kitchen sink
coping now 
with what u wanted me to be 
wanted me for urself
that's why u tried to kill me 

\

artery w/casperrr (blocktane)

lyrics

nowadays this room dont feel like a home
you call it poison i call it an antidote
i hate to see your scars unfold
and you think youre all alone

but im here for you my love
you just sit there while i smoke in my yard
ill try to keep it together while im falling apart
early this fall

i hope i dont stay this way
she had the nerve to tell me that ive changed
everything has lost its color
you can see it
even my fucking eyes turned grey
you made my fucking whole life change
from the first day i saw your face
you know you have my favorite face
you know that id do anything for you
now im on the road
but the citys dark
i think i should really be sleeping
said youd call me if you need me
but i dont think you really mean it
i been waiting for a long time
just for some type of some way
to help you
i love you
always

nowadays this room dont feel like a home
youre calling it poison i call it an antidote
ill wait until youre finally home
and you think youre all alone
but im here for you
drunk outside smoking with you
try to keep it together while im falling apart
early this fall

imhereforyou (jacob vallen)

lyrics ⬇️
i wont ever let up
i see silhouettes of us
i hope that you dont ever forget what

what i did to gain your trust you cant double back no love
no more lust my eyes i can see thru your lies off the drugs
yea its no surprise they ducked me
i dont want them to fight me
let me down lightly 
or i wont get up

i wont ever let up
i see silhouettes of us
i hope that you dont ever forget what 

why i left you when i did
I had nothing i could give
don’t expect any forgiveness 
i just ask to live
outta nowhere i just dipped
well thats not true there was a list
of what not to do and
honestly you did all them
so I’ll substitute the feeling of our love once again
no matter what i choose 
whether right or wrong ill sin
and thats a given i dont wanna be the bad guy
gotta give up a couple things and realize

i wont ever let up
i see silhouettes of us
i hope that you dont ever forget what

what (soloft)

i made it through another year
i’m walking up the steps, the path is never clear
im 20 now
and there’s no way around
most things are not the way they seem
this year felt no different to me
think i am stuck at 13

the photos that i kept 
knowing i haven’t changed since i last checked 
each december aches my chest
expectations to add to the stress
i’ll admit im a coward at my best
let me go and disconnect 
hold on til june i long to see the daisy’s bloom
petal bed to help me rest

twenty

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is your not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractures homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

prod. irby

light up
why pick up the page
when rest is what i crave?
i never learned how to wait
this is life 1
and my arms are feeling weak again
i forget to breathe above the water
i'm so used to
holding my breath
it could be me
i can't tolerate my truth still
trapped in my head
in my head
in an atmosphere so poison
i'm a half a heart away
so i replay my choices 
i wish that i never made
now i gotta grow up, move on
i know i'm blessed i feel like i'm enchanted with fortune
put in the work i deserve what
happens to me
i think it's for the best
it'll go the way that it's meant to

and you said
“it was for the best”
i digress,
it hurt when you left
i can’t bare 
thinkin bout u and him 
i’m so scared
of hurting myself 
my head
my arms
have felt so numb
for you 
for you 
it’s okay 
though babe
don’t stay
if you don’t want to 
i want you 
what to the fuck did you just say about me
i been a mess since 09, i’m wobbly 
but im still runnin this shit
like i’m jango and you jus a clanker 
lil bitch get up off me 
i drop a 30 and go play some hockey
maybe throw hands with a crackhead on wall street 
maybe throw hands with a gang i been beefin since i was a kid when they pressuring tommy
told em see me on the street yea i’m rockin 
told em see me in the ring yea i’m rocky
told em see me when they walkin the streets
with their baby, their momma, their homies, their honey 
smoke him and film the whole thing like icarly 
kill a whole army 
for you 
for you

life1 ft. sendflowrs (irby)

lyrics

i just need one text back
i just want a sign so i know im on the right track
i just wanna make you laugh
cuz how could i ever be happy if you’re sad
she told me get home safe
i’ll hit you when im back
she know im too high for this drive home
i’m better off just tryna drive with my eyes closed
every single song a gem it’s like i mine gold
in taking hits right out the pen and feel my mind fold over

i’m slurring words on this beat but i’ll redo it when im sober
i got my drink on the rocks but im so high they look like boulders
she too familiar with crying i told her lean up on my shoulder
it gets worse every night but i feel better when i hold her
if i don’t fear death how the fuck i’m so scared of growing older
she said baby lay you’re head back let the blunt smolder
i spilled slime all on my jeans uh huh
end of the week and im off of this hybrid imma tweak uh huh
girl the suns bouta set
i realize you’re upset
but what’s one night, to an eternity without you and i
when i turn ghost you’re the only thing keeping me alive yea
you’re keeping me alive yea
look i been up half the night
this drink been freezing my mouth who put that bitch on ice
she said she like me cuz im cute but im nice
you hate i manufactured armor round my heart like a knight
i used to white pill in the morning wash it down with some sprite
swear all this shit feels unimportant when i’m thinking bout my life
slow down hero you playing with you’re life
im tryna leave a part of me here im recording every night
it’s a slippery slope cuz i found myself here again
slimey creatures crawl up on my bed
and fill my brain with pictures of sin
it’s a parasite
so can you stay the night
fighting for my life
i fear for my life
watch your beautiful face pass me by

i just need one text back
i just want a sign so i know im on the right track
i just wanna make you laugh
cuz how could i ever be happy if you’re sad
she told me get home safe
i’ll hit you when im back
she know im too high for this drive home
i’m better off just tryna drive with my eyes closed
every single song a gem it’s like i mine gold
in taking hits right out the pen and feel my mind fold over

serotonin

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