Takes a while for the drop, maybe shorten that intro a bit. Great mix but yer, i agree with Shens above. Your really good try just being you 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

- lyrics-

"you will become irritable, you will become edgy,

you won't be able to sleep. You begin to lose all

the positive effects of the medication, and because 

it has a short half life, you will need to increase it, 

and you'll need to take it more frequently."

|| toxe|| 

I ain’t choose no drugs some fuckin drugs chose me 

Poppin off on benzos since I turned 13 

That was the first time the doctors they told me 

I would live my life with this anxiety yeah 

I ain’t choose no drugs some ducking drugs chose me 

Dropping green pills in my fifth of cheap whiskey 

I been getting high si I don’t feel sobriety 

I know it sounds so simple but it’s how it should be 


I ain’t choose no drugs some fuckin drugs chose me 

Xanax rollin gas I’m poppin ecstasy 

Sniffing on some cocaine waitin on some lean 

been dyin since the day I fuckin turned 13 

Depression in my life everyday that I’m seen 

To be with people comfortably is hard for me 

Im the victim and assailant i might die next week 

That’s why I’m on these prescriptions fuckin daily


Get high w me babe 

Smoke on me weed bae 

Sniff up my cocaine 

Inhale my nitrous 

Lost in your room 

What else should we do 

I think I should do you 

You should do me 

———

I ain’t choose no drugs some ducking drugs chose me 

Dropping green pills in my fifth of cheap whiskey 

I been getting high si I don’t feel sobriety 

I know it sounds so simple but it’s how it should be 

I ain’t choose no drugs some fuckin drugs chose me 

Poppin off on benzos since I turned 13 

That was the first time the doctors they told me 

I would live my life with this anxiety yeah

|| sadashi ||

I need some time I've been back on my own

and she needed time cos she's breaking the mold

anxiety hit when im calling her phone

the drugs do the work but can't help me no more

I'm not the one to go tell you i miss you

but I've been at one with the pills on my dresser

tell me you need me cos i see the vision

I'm outta line I wont come back in business

I wanna love you but baby cant love it

i want some time but i swear i cant fuck it up

i swear i cant fuck it up

i swear i cant fuck it up

anxiety (◞‸◟；) /w sadashi prod puhf

"evening" | sad x emotional guardin guitar type beat | lofi x emo trap

HOW TO DISSOLVE INTERNALLY

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prod. @prodbytheswitch
mix & master @dreamkite
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Lyrics:
ive been isolating
i dont go outsideee
keepin to my self
just know im doin fine
ive been traveling
throughout my foggy mind
tell me whatchu see
when u look in my eyes

swear to god im stuck inside a stasis
every move i make got me feelin like this a matrix
every person that i meet just feels so fuckin basic
no relation to the brainless ima fiend for some creation
so i make songs in my basement
smoking heavy for inspiration
thas why im always so faded
always sparkin call me Raiden
but i keep fuckin dreamin
im all out so now im fiendin
keep destroyin my own lungs
just to make sure that im breathin
am i breathin
am i tweakin
i cant tell anymore

this all feels so new
i cant put it into words
maybe ill finally understand
when im 6feet in the dirt
pop a perc n calm it down
n enjoy this time on this earth

see the blessin in the curse
smell the roses // hear the birds
make mistakes along the way
but you gotta live so u learn
ive been tryin hard to learn
but got a tendency to forget
my heads up in the clouds
another day dreamin again

ive been isolating
i dont go outsideee
keepin to my self
just know im doin fine
ive been traveling
throughout my foggy mind
tell me whatchu see
when u look in my eyes

roses & birds

roses&birds (@prodswitch)

lyrics
--------
she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again
i swear the weather on the coast all depends
on where we are but it’s still home in the end

i felt hopeful for once
you’ve got all of my trust
you have no clue what you’ve done
we were drowning in love
i lost myself in us
i don’t know where to go
and who to call when things get like this

my car ran outta gas
you said you could pick me up
but i feel like an asshole
offered you some cash you declined
it didn’t matter
i was full of glee and you were full of laughter
laughter and after
we went home and watched shit
turned on the tv, kickin’ back we were exhausted
flipped through channels three to thirty six while eating chex mix
couldn’t find a thing so we resorted back to netflix
till we passed out
and then i got up off of the couch
i picked you up in my arms & wiped the drool from your mouth
both half asleep but i still stumbled silently through the house
until i came upon a path that i’ve never known about
and then i saw some lights in my reflection of doubt
my conscience beheading north while my heart trips to the south
and honestly i’m feelin’ torn in which direction i route
because i believe in everything we’re building around

hope again

Mix/Master: me 
Art: @chelsssxoxo_0 on instagram

~lyrics~ 

Lost in my mind 

Lost in this world 

All of these lies 

Fixate my hurt 

Resist the urge 

To exit this world 

To exit this earth

Put me in dirt

Escape with no sound 

Escape from this town 

It’s all been a dream 

And this earth spinning round 

But it’s all that I know

To question my life 

It’s hasn’t been long 

since I took a try 

since I took a try 

Reset my life and just give me one try

I swear that I’ll make it just give me some time 

I promise I’ll go back and make right my lies 

Just please let me live through this night 

One last night

Lost in my mind 

Lost in this world 

All of these lies 

Fixate my hurt 

Resist the urge 

To exit this world 

To exit this earth

Put me in dirt

Escape with no sound 

Escape from this town 

It’s all been a dream 

And this earth spinning round 

But it’s all that I know

To question my life 

It’s hasn’t been long 

since I took a try 

since I took a try

Exit prod. Haruhi

Lonely (Ft.Empra)

~lyrics~

You took all I had 

Ran away with my head and left me dead

Words were in the messages you left unread

And I’m just tryna process all the shit you said 

Yeah 

All the shit you said 

Playin with my head but but I ain’t never play back 

I Bet you prolly think about me when your sad 

I bet you wish you hadn’t done it all so bad 

So bad so sad 

Always left me in the dark 

To you I was a task

Now I’m in my room 

eatin clomps n poppin tabs 

geeking off a adderall 

n grindin up stats 

Not Warcraft my body need a higher cap 

Sniff a bit too much I think I’m 

Bout to have a heart attack 

don’t think I’m gonna last no

I don’t think I’m gonna last 

overdoses from the white, suicide attempts

yea I been ready to die my time coming fast

I gave myself up to the substances they won me back 

Kinda miss you but it’s cool I got 30 Xanax 

You took all I had 

Ran away with my head and left me dead

Words were in the messages you left unread

And I’m just tryna process all the shit you said 

Yeah 

All the shit you said 

Playin with my head but but I ain’t never play back 

I Bet you prolly think about me when your sad 

I bet you wish you hadn’t done it all so bad 

You did it all so bad 

Made a mess of me, but it’s still you that’s lookin sad 

Fallin in the trap she laid im bound to pass

I’ll make it out the mud all by Myself that’s facts yea 

You did it all so bad 

You did it all so bad 

You did it all so sad
 
Hope you don’t feel so bad

who won? prod nejdos

prod. @druidmann
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lyrics:
 im tryna make it
but i keep gettin faded
n i know that she hates it
why cant i explain it
 iss like im sedated
whenever im jaded
when im bein creative
my minds breaking the matrix

i cant think unless im all alone
(all alone)
im sorry but thas just how this shit goes
(how it goes)
i run around in circle all day long
(all day long)
put all my fucking thoughts on this song
(on this song)

choke on the smoke
straight to the dome
i gotta go now
got what i need
im tryna leave
get out of this ghostown
all that i know
is im finna grow
dont tell me to slow down


take it day by day
move through all the grey
pray for clearer skies
hope for brighter days x2

im tryna make it
but i keep gettin faded
n i know that she hates it
why cant i explain it
 iss like im sedated
whenever im jaded
when im bein creative
my minds breaking the matrix

i cannot think unless im all alone
(all alone)
im sorry but thas just how this shit goes
(how it goes)
i run around in circle all day long
(all day long)
put all my fucking thoughts on this song
(on this song)

Lonely (Ft.Empra)

Sadashi

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