@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
know tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more

i acted out of love
i cannot help but to be with u
not looking back is hard
when all im thinking bout is just u
i hate to see u cry
i see it all the time
i see the pain when i look into ur pretty eyes
dont kno what 2 say
i like u too much
tell me honestly
is this just a crush?
i hate this feeling
of loving someone
that dont love me back,
my heart weighs a ton!!!!!

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
kno tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more!!!!!!!!1!

your fake smile (recyclebin + irby)

ft / prod: josua natanael @josuanatanaell
shoutout josua shoutout miharu shoutout u for listening
acapella 4 remixes: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1a9h4AaCSEE4aYx5byJWdwG4K7g09f7k2?usp=sharing

lyrics:
(me)
we got so much time so much time
plz try not 2 waste it
online all the time cause we dont wanna face it
stars like ur eyes n ive been gazing
yea ive been so down can u bring me back up
dont wanna slow down
i wish you'd pull me back up
out this ghost town 
find a place know we could find one
i dont know how
and thats my problem with love
wish you'd wait 4 me, always look at me from above

(josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(j-j-jacy)
i always think abt u when im at my lowest
try not to think abt me much before i blow it
time never thinks abt us it just keeps going
and i never said it out loud i wish i was broken
IF U CALL 4 ME ill be there
I DONT THINK i wanna be here
TAKE UR TIME n i wont be here
promise u wont miss me
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take ur time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes...

(jacy + josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too 
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(me)
ur so pretty
all the time its what im missing
just tell me ur alright
before i can feel fine
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take u r time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes <3

wishes

wishes w/ josua natanael

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

+ twizzy @012207
prod @012207, @1wasterr
mix @owtiss
this was supposed to be a birthday drop on wednesday but i couldnt drop it so here it is now!

@owtiss
it's all my fault
please don't ever wake me up
i think of u way too much
i just wanna feel ur touch

i rlly wanna be with u
please say u love me too
i don't know what is true
i don't know what to do
i'm crying in my room
i'll watch the flowers bloom
i have so much to prove
but not that much to lose

@012207
i've been stuck in a daydream 
pls do not wake me
fallin' from the sky, need somebody to save me
need someone to replace me

i've been thinking these thoughts,,
but idk how to say it :/
think about it a lot, my reality's caving
and my past is replaying, bad habits I'm craving

i'm crying in my room
the things u say make me confused
i'm getting over you
i can't take the painful truth :'(

bloom w/ baz (baz, wasterr)

i met another friendoooo hes very cool and fun
@artemys

dont ask for lyrics we dont know what we said lmao

sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1jvyqd-N3o

the sample!

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tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory
so tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory

get the feels when im next to u 
i js hope we can be together 
heart melts when im next to u 
js tell me one thing

wna kno whats on ur mind 
wna be with u tonight 
lmk if the feelings right 
i js wna be by ur side 

no plans now 
i js want u to stay out 
cuz ur my remedy now 
u shine js like a lighthouse 
in my head head 
everything u said said
tell what u wna do 
yea girl js make ur move

hook

memories ##2023debut (darui & grace)

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

original song: Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart a Break 
cover by @mangoramune on ig

ep soon

give ur heart a break flip

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

guiding light - angelicxmei x arid (sense x kuru x cure)

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