tysm @cld for hopping on <3

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

now its all gone its down the drain
feels like just yesterday
u were right next to me
n now i cant ever be the same
problems all on my plate
u were the half of me

and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

@cld
cant take it back, now its way too late
all of this time, just for a waste
you said what you said, no there's no forgiveness
so tired of push and pull, can we stop all this
i'm, so, sick and discouraged from
this, hole, that i've seemed to fall into
you, told me nothing would ever change,
and now i'm here left alone

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

lost our trust +cld (jewelryboy)

instagram.com/0mayflower

tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory
so tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory

get the feels when im next to u 
i js hope we can be together 
heart melts when im next to u 
js tell me one thing

wna kno whats on ur mind 
wna be with u tonight 
lmk if the feelings right 
i js wna be by ur side 

no plans now 
i js want u to stay out 
cuz ur my remedy now 
u shine js like a lighthouse 
in my head head 
everything u said said
tell what u wna do 
yea girl js make ur move

hook

memories ##2023debut (darui & grace)

+ @domerrz <3
prod @012207, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

Spotify

meadow +web (snorkatje)

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
https://www.instagram.com/inno1k/

@domerrz
@owtiss
@resolve1k

[@domerrz]
I think I'm out my mind
my heart beats out my chest
feelings I cannot hide
some of my worst regrets
I cant pick a side
breakdown shattered my mind
n I cant pick up the pieces 
I think I lost all reason

[@owtiss]
i think that i lost my mind
i’ll give up toss me aside
beat myself up all the time
throw me down i'm not alright
i got in ur way 
nothing will ever be changed
i loved u all the same
all these people never change

spotify

regret w/ owtiss (inno)

lab w my new buddy @1sloan he's very funny hahaha

go follow his collective @00clique they're all super cool and fun

don't ask lyrics we freestyled

sampled this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wwv9gqzDIU8

lyrix

i still dont like it when u fw me
cant fall asleep i need promethazine
its partially bcuz i overthink
i hope u like it cuz ur stuck w mee

call me up sometime
(bb just be mine)
promise bb we'll thrive
(lets just go for a ride)

im such a troubled man
can u please forgive me
im sry
i couldnt put it together again

and there aint no quick fix
i guess thats what happens when you break ur girls feelings
im kinda missing
missing you

the sample!

honestly? +1sloan

venthan - flowers ✿ (ven10)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

#stain produced by @lovefelt
@terastic
@kurse11
@v2nthan
@owtiss

tera + kurse11 + venthan + owtiss - forever 💫 (lovefelt)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

spotify ^_^

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

valberry on all plats 
spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/3quePo1RuRSScq6arq6K9F?si=kjZXPsw0TUeXqvdUf_0DVg

first pluggnb attempt ! 

🍓 mixed and mastered by me

 
🍓 prod by @lovecrysis , thank u sm !!
@4rrant
@1altr
@1vacy

🍓 thank u @aakioo for the cover art 

 
🍓 socials and stuff :
- ig : https://instagram.com/valberri3
- twitter : https://twitter.com/valvalalal 
- discord server (join and be friends ^_^) : https://discord.gg/KBmkfxP2dp
- tag me on ig @ valberri3 if u post this on ur story ty ily
- discord : valberrie

🍓 disclaimer ! - i do not condone calling people names, bringing down others for their music, appearance and financial status. this is not directed towards anyone, nor is anything said in it real and is just a silly song with no deep meaning to it.

🍓 lyrics :

(@sty1as expressing disgust)

you know they said that we’d be alright 
but it’s only for u and I
baby would u back up my lies 
cuz I know I would day and night 
baby would u come thru 
you know I’d do anything for u 
ur ex girl mad and that ain’t neeew 
she said she don’t like the view 

how u been and what’s been up 
I swear im in love 
I’ve been chillin everyday 
These racks they stacking up 

all these bitches stay on my dick 
talking like @kuriositylol u “fuck and you’d dip”
beg me in my dms no i wont let u hit 
keep running ur mouth and i don’t give a shit 
oh yeah 

(ib : @aakioo and @sty1as)
talking like me like yuh let’s get it 
saying all that shit but u don’t even want it 
pull up to my block and then u say that u spin it 
still live w ur momma lets not get into it 

feel like @aftrrs, in my element 
keep talking bout me we know ur irrelevant 
talk bout a diss why u sound like u on nitrogen (I meant to say helium idk why I said nitrogen )
doing all that just for a second of attention

why u talking shit on me bitch i swear i do not care 
u look like that and u wonder why i look down and stare 
ur music is ass and ur blocked how u don’t know
u can’t pay ur rent cuz u paid for that promo 
carried by ur fts so u don’t drop a solo 
worried bout me when u the one with no flow
no flow 
you know that could never be me tho
me and my mans laughing at you cuz how u talk shit but still pulling no hoes

lay low 
just let go 
sorry i had to just say so 
u and ur friends not pulling up cuz all of y’all just talk shit and u won’t show 

you know they said that we’d be alright 
but it’s only for u and I
baby would u back up my lies 
cuz I know I would day and night
baby would u come thru 
you know I’d do anything for u 
ur ex girl mad and that ain’t neeew 
she said she don’t like the view 

count from 1 to 10 
I said boy I’ll see u later
and i can’t pretend 
but u are not a slayer .

counting that green 
I leave u on seen 
why u acting like me 
know u could never be me tho 
u still on my dick thoooo

(@sty1as being mad again)

irrelevant [p. lovecrysis] (all plats)

#sarangcore

saranghae#9982

all self prod - buy the saranghae drumkit now!

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@zephyrcove

all my privated songs: https://on.soundcloud.com/a7Nj6

logic pro x

honestly? +1sloan

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