underground hyperpop

prod @saiwai @poondauwu

@zephyrcove

lyrics
@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

@ri4h
No reason to hide it boy
Give u everything that u want and more (and more)
Wanna be the only one u adore
Is that too much to ask for? 
Now ur saying that ur making a mistake (oooh)
Wasn't my idea anyways
Love, it can be hard boy
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

@riensu
Would u catch me if I fall?
Would u give it ur all, for me?
Talkin' to the moon just thinkin' about it
I don't think u understand it
How much of my heart is damaged :/
You know
That I
That I
That I'm
Falling apart
And it's all ur fault
Cause ur the only one I miss
Didn't wanna fall like this
And I'm not tryna hide it
Not tryna fight it
What I'm feeling for u <3

What I'm feeling for u
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u 
What I'm feeling for u

@ri4h
So tell me what u want now (oooh)
Wanna show u how i really get down
Do u wanna turn this straight around
Oh straight around
Ik this might be nothin (nothin)
But for sure we’re definitely something (something)
So are u willing to try again? (Try again)

spotify

if i fall + ri4h (sai, poonda)

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

scruff - flower journal (sai)

prod and mixed by me

you like the way 
you treat me, babe
pack your things you can leave tonight
baby, don't spend the night
for goodness sakes
drive me insane
pack your things you can leave tonight
baby, don't spend the night

the only way you look at me
feels like i am on another world
and you know that too
pretty green eyes in those all-black shoes, like
you know what i said to you
have one more chance
and you'll be kicking the bucket
i wanna leave you now
and you telling me fuck it like you don't need me how?
don't you talk to me (shoutout erico doa for inspo)
don't you bother me
you fooled me once, can't fool me twice
i can get you out my mind
i'm tired of loving and i'm tired of wanting you gone
you gone

if you miss me, kiss me
but i don't really want you back
so trust me, lovely
you say you don't know how to act
no way you wanna spend the night
do you really think that the time seems right
if we're moving on, you better be gone
you 'gon cry back to your friends
(what can i do?)
i had to go away, can't tolerate
my hurt is on display, no, i can't take
baby, you're killing me, endlessly
swear you'd rather waste my time
don't go texting me recklessly
'cause i'd rather take my life

spend the night

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

star of the show w/ zeph

ambivalent

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2d6hd8jnvJ52WMPg34SXqp?si=F-nSdvrHQbqyEI5Al-wAXw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A72MuqZbtJDRmWGyMofKijE

Lyrics 


im like whats up hello
What do i know
Fingers crossed that u wanna go
cuz im thinking bout u and me
How we’re so suppose to be
Cuz u wanna fuck it up
but im still here 4 me 
Cuz i rather be solo you know
Im doing better alone
Dont feel pressure no more
cuz im thinking bout u and me
How we’re so suppose to be
Cuz u wanna fuck it up
but im still here 4 me 


Idc what u do alright 
Cuz I know that you ain’t mine
Why u acting like we’re fine
Oh u better not waste my time
Cuz all the tears
And all the lies
Crying to myself at night
Asking myself oh why oh why
So why you wanna be like this?
But I guess it is how it is 
So you can go do your shit
Cause I don’t wanna deal with it 
Still thinkin about u and me
and how we’re suppose to be
is that hard to love
Is that hard to be here 4 me

im like whats up hello
What do i know
Fingers crossed that u wanna go
cuz im thinking bout u and me
How we’re so suppose to be
Cuz u wanna fuck it up
but im still here 4 me 
Cuz i rather be solo you know
Im doing better alone
Dont feel pressure no more
cuz im thinking bout u and me
How we’re so suppose to be
Cuz u wanna fuck it up
but im still here 4 me

here 4 me (sai)

self prod

@zephyrcove

lyrics
My heart grows weak every time you say I’m your dirty little secret
It’s getting hard to breathe, cuz girl I know that you didn’t really mean it
But I don’t mind (I don’t mind)
They’re just words to me, but I can’t help but lie

I’ve fallen hard, can’t you see that? (see that)
This aching heart of mine, can feel that (feel it)
Burning in my chest
How could I forget?
Words I never could say to you

words

me and my dynamic duo partner @lovekeanu

if you want to make beats like me buy my drumkit!

http://payhip.com/b/jSQW7

sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PY22BTTb6Vk

me:
Wake up
I can’t wake up
I just wanna be alone and sit at home

Say sum?
I won’t say none
You don’t really like me so I guess we’re done

I can’t find a reason to go along with you
Yeah I think we’re done with…

Me just being nauseous 
Cuz you’re way too toxic
I don’t really think you  know what I’ve been through

Don’t say “you’re my boyfriend”
Say “I hate you” instead
I don’t really want to be
Around you

@lovekeanu:

keanu.

So why you at my doorstep?
Why can’t you just accept?
That I don’t want to be with you

I’m sick of all the nonsense 
Baby won’t you focus?
Why can’t I get it through to you?
Yeah, oh

When it rains it pours
(Go try your luck somewhere else)
Baby I don’t know 
Baby just fly, fly away

boyfriend +keanu.

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

prod aftrr
quannnic - comatose
all plats: https://ffm.to/nb80vdn

who can i really Trust
I gave u my everything i guess it wasnt much
Everytime i try again it doesnt seem enough
I got love around but im afraid i might not give a fuck
hanging from the ceiling
think its time to give it up

try to turn this shit around but my head still spinnin
momma said dont fall i said ill be back in a minute
unreciprocated now u paint me as a villain
i think that i hate u
do u still pray that im winning

in my prime with no option
numbernine bitch i bought it
brother told me said i got it
im not really one for talking
thought i had it then i lost it
all ur problems i cant solve it
lost my mind off the time
let it all get so toxic

i dont need no one else
i dont need no ones help
put my heart on a shelf
all the damage i dealt
further ruin my health
think im losing myself

where'd u go
left my side, all alone
putting my trust in u only caused issues
cant tell the fake from the real
dont know how to feel
all alone, missing u
on the phone like

who can i really Trust
I gave u my everything i guess it wasnt much
Everytime i try again it doesnt seem enough
I got love around but im afraid i might not give a fuck
hanging from the ceiling
think its time to give it up

try to turn this shit around but my head still spinnin
momma said dont fall i said ill be back in a minute
unreciprocated now u paint me as a villain
i think that i hate u
do u still pray that im winning

SPOTIFY !

who can i trust (aftrr)

05.

www.instagram.com/mitsooya
www.instagram.com/kuru

@mitsooya、 i'm tired of your lies ft @kggn
prod kuru

(lyrics)

I'm tired of your lies
No matter how many times we try
I still can't get to you
No matter how hard I tried
I can't seem to make things right
But maybe in our next lives...
We'll meet again... (we'll meet again)

Tell me how you keep doing this
My head's moving too slow to keep up (I can't)
And my fuel, it's running out
No, I can't keep you close, but I'm eager

I feel my body getting weaker
Every time you turn your head
We gon' speed don't check the meter
You can tell that we're mislead
Knit my heart like you're my weaver
But I think that I misread
We ran out of time, I swear
There's some things I left unsaid... but

I'm tired of your lies
No matter how many times we try
I still can't get to you (Yea-, yeah, yeah)
No matter how hard I tried...
No matter how hard I tried...

i'm tired of your lies ft kuru

recuerdos + friendly (hennesyyy)

are you mine tonight?

autumn to july (cover)

saranghae#9982 - all self prod: buy the #sarangcore drumkits now!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7
payhip.com/b/2dnHu

saranghae#9982

@zephyrcove

all my privated songs: https://on.soundcloud.com/a7Nj6

logic pro x

i just want you! +max ruben

saranghae

Recent comments

kyuniOS

polkadot

jaydotwave

closet

Related tracks