big leagues

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

dead shot
never needin hitmarker wit a headshot
steady rappin/wrappin round u bishes issa headlock
red dot, blood clot, nigga get got
hit em w/ the
dead shot
never needin hitmarker wit a headshot
steady rappin/wrappin round u bishes issa headlock
red dot, blood clot, nigga get got
hit em w/ the...

new spliff hit it with the mrs
and you bitches been washed up, dishes
but got a few hits mixed in with misses
so A for the effort but was never ur mission
fuck around, 4 ring fast knuckle brass hit like audi brand
they/them onna flow smooth transition on demand
making moves in MY town but why i feel like martian man
mr mathers marshall w/ the patterns like a rapper fan
niggas want the smoke n imma snap again
3D how the function only pop out sippin glasses and
imma need the cash advanced–

dead shot
never needin hitmarker wit a headshot
steady rappin/wrappin round u bishes issa headlock
red dot, blood clot, nigga get got
hit em w/ the
dead shot
never needin hitmarker wit a headshot
steady rappin/wrappin round u bishes issa headlock
red dot, blood clot, nigga get got
hit em w/ the...

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MONEYBALL

i can't find the prod :( if anybody knows his name plz lmk

shoutout @melmige

when i step out the rental house i’m feeling fifa w/ my kicks
adolescent, my fits
heard you got a new man, why you staying on my dick
stand on this shit
on sum “u could do much better if u wasn’t such a bish”
..that’s why shizu doesn’t miss

see our contrast stark like it’s ironman
ur heated up like Bluestar; i’m the fucking fireman
it’s funeral season all black on my attire
hit the track in one evening spent a minute in retirement
mr rock how flows Will slap a nosey nigga
chrome could blow a nigga top clean
he dug/doug deep and then, now his dome is dimmer/dimma
fairly odd problem solver make u wish a turner w/ you
but bigger picture jus me, yet six figured
when ur money counter’s black screen w/ no balance
this no challenge
hurl spit, his word salad
it’s songwriting line-of-fire and ice ballads

(be sincere for once i promise it won’t hurt you
post-ironic posturing i promise it’s a clear view
i got on your intention it’s embarrassing you consider yourself sinister
a minute in the mirror got u cracking under pressure)

spent some time in a rut
spent a couple hundred keeping hunger barred out enough
spent a couple dozen months pulling myself out the mud
spent a ton of fucking energy keeping air in my lungs
suffocating off the apathy i’d kill for your complaints
the suffered casualties have left me battled scarred in disarray
hard and weathered by reality my dreams been going gray
desaturated by mentalities developed in the fray
but i’m aware of where i’m fine
me and shizu hit piano licks like elton 89
the sacrifices will be worth it
artificer with my words
twist phonetics to the rhythm i could spit until it burns i can’t stop
what’s the alternative if i do
i’ve exhausted any option beyond entry level food and service
fuck if that’s my future fuck if i don’t make a move
and flip the script and kick off i’m mister tech deck im off
grimey spitting vitriol on non-profit beat rips
sliding with philosophy, horosha does the drum kicks
match the tempo that my heart is beating cuz i live for this
and if you don't, don't fuck with me i promise we are not friends

fire//ice (ft. melmige)

lyrics


when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me would you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

not what i want
disbelief in what i saw
is it all good now
as it all burns down

bullshit on my phone
i had to cut it off
tell me am i prone
to losing what i got
sometimes u jus have
to let it run its course
i pour up this liquor 
and my fate restored

when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me wuld you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

made of ice (sorrowbringer)

And Are you proud of the way u felt
Or better yet how u aint feel at all
Something wrong inside that chest of yours
I thought id let u know
Broken bottle on the church steps
It seems a sinner tried correcting course
Whos gonna tell him that it never leaves
And who’s gonna tell him that its always hard

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

But its not good enough
We distract from the fact u close to giving up
Soon as it attaches it metastasizes well enough
Tell somebody else who might just give a fuck
On all fours
A real beast
But he’s a baby when sweating thru the night and soaking up the fuckin sheets

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

good job kid (sorrowbringer x p4ra)

i feel nothing
everything will turn into something, that's what you said
hollowed out dust where the creatures live
concave heart, we're sensitive
wisdom abound but it's buried in time
how do i push through the withering night
cause there's no such thing as a fearless man

can't you see now as it breaks against the rocks
over dunes over mountains men are lost
guess it's hard to become one with
all the life that we felt then
don't they call us, tell me don't they see it
cause i swear i still hear sirens in the distance
are our angels deaf to cause

is it worth the longer run  
to try to prove that we're not wrong
we are weak so we sow sons
the men they are we hope are better ones
but it's flawed in all conception cause from us it's where they come
never knowing of another way, stem and seed, they are one

this isn't what you'd expect from the human race
weakness you'd never find a man who would predicate
believe the illusion that if you medicate you never have to feel again
well i've known many men who lived like that to the end
and i can't say
i can't say that i live it a different way
cause i spent 90 nights with a bottle in my hand
swear i can't feel right without my hand upon a can
so what's different between me and the man
oh it's priceless
holdin on to something from the past just so i don't feel alone
diggin every grave deeper just to find a home
coffins sound nice when you're one foot in the grave

uh uh oh
uh uh oh
uh uh oh, i don't feel well
uh uh oh, heard it all before, bottle on the floor, build a new shell
uh uh oh, will i ever escape
uh uh oh, when i stood up i fell
uh uh oh, verse the man i'm the same
uh uh oh, it's just the story we tell

nine years (raspo)

lyrics:

[bedroom noise:]

i stumble down the stairs
i grip the railng it sends splinters thru my hands
as the panels shift the mildew creeps its way into the air 
all i do is think about ur body and i stare
att the bones beneath the remnants of the flesh u used to wear
and ur not breathing. i dont notice
and ur bones r rearranged to fit a shape thats locked in place
as the spire calls my name i twist and writhe until i change
until the mirror splits and now i do not recognize my face 

uh, i do not recognize this place
fluid leaks from puncture wounds, its pouring out my  brain
i let my flesh
become a costume
for the souls that will replace me
the bodies left adorn the concrete floors inside this basement

i do not think abt u lately
something in the walls is tryna change me
i hear u caling down the halls
i cannot speak to u at all

[melmige:]
	
why u looking at me that way is something wrong
now that u mention it my body cold and my hands are numb
throat is closing up think im losing all my oxygen
pieces fragment falling off in sequence to the setting sun
bile rises up when i try open up and say what’s wrong
fighting for control i think i never had and never could
im scared not one for cynicism
but it’s looking bad and not any different
than how it’s been since it was in winter
heat change nothing don’t feel the difference 
i’m mumbling i’m stumbling all through these empty streets
i’m wondering bout where ive been compared to where i’ll be
my body rotting stomach rumbling i haven’t ate in weeks
not worth the trouble don’t deserve the proper care i probably need

so why you looking at me that way am i too far gone
i feel like time freezes and then i blink and the years i lost fly by
body rusting stuck in place gather dust over my eyes
don’t think i am someone my family recognize
every word tears at my throat and every step bones break
i feel trapped under my skin as i claw at my face
im writhing

a remembrance of the spire

a remembrance of the spire (feat. melmige) [prod. TXMID]

the lake (outro)

the lake (outro) (nate2timez)

push2start

push2start (nate2timez)

wires

wires (nate2timez)

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

i dont know how im still freezing
blunt came with the pharoahs curse
breathe it take the edge off
im so drunk right now cant even close my mouth
3.5 inside of this blunt im fried
shit might take me out
and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like
oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

you hate the lyrics but girl i know you love the sound
a tragicomedy it feels like i been stepping on a rake
this broken heart's another foot inside the ground
you took the cast off and didn't even find a heart to break, like how
ironic how the marijuana breaks me down
it hurts my lungs like ow, like ow, like how
if i keep on going down this road then you won't follow, right
baby did i get that right
visions blurry but i think i see the city lights
you said you really want this for my life, right
now amiro in the party like

oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

feed u w/ kiddamo (p. under the maple tree)

a single from brecken and i's upcoming album

lyrics

i know that you worry that this shit gonna keep growing and culminate
i dont give a fuck about it anyway
i peel my skin back in hopes that people will resonate
im getting honest at an alarming rate
staring at the sun as its falling down
baby im too high cant talk right now
i know it sound repetitive but theres nothing else to talk about
but i cant get my point across if you dont hear me out
your fit is so precious but i counter it with all black
but i know that you like that baby
youre the queen of hearts and im just a fucking jack
joker
discard pile
mediocre

please please dont say that its over over
lost too many people in this shit thats what i told her
once i get some money in my pocket you would know
baby pick a spot tell me where you want go go
once i crack the seal im on go go
everything at this party moving slow mo
i can tell you hate me got the notification
but we should stay together no more time should be wasted

i know im not making money on vacation
gave me the cards but you hate it how i play them
thought i had em all in order but you gave a flush
not talkin about the one that everybody wants
but i was at the party i was doubling my cup
while shorty want Bacardi i was lookin for the runtz
she ask me if i want her i said hardly not much
itll be over for awhile in a minute
ill be in the corner of the party up on business
i wont even talk to nobody or get the digits
if i wanted something i know that way ain’t efficient
if you saw me now
you would see in me im winning
making all this money now my people see me grinnin
everything im seeing on their face had me feelin like im different

fifty two pickup w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

lyrics 


i know too much
i know too much 
oh ive grown so tired
girl im throwing up
i know too much 
we know too much
theyre all watching
i think theyre after us
i suffer here
alone again
and i cant stop these thoughts
in my head 
its over now
let me go
cuz im under earth
n ur under oath

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

in this forest mist
i return to dust
and im over it
except im really not
and in this village shack
it whispers in the dark
am i coming back
before im dead and gone
hold me tight before im gone
before i lose myself again
im losing faith in myself
i cant talk to any friends 
i cant talk with anyone
youre better off leaving me numb
just in the corner and im slumped
in the bathroom throwing up

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

under_earth (yunnygoldz)

deadwood until I get torn apart in a paper mill incident

lyrics
(wraith)
I just wanna
figure out a way to die happy
Baby girl I can’t breathe
Can u live without me?
Vomit up the liquor
Head sore while I dry heave
Pop the fucking vessels in my
Neck, unsightly
Mess that I’ve become
I grip with fingers numb
My dear condolences
I think the worst has come

(yungcray)
live my life it’s of this sorrow but it help me cope,
I’ve been contemplating my life whilst smoking in this dope 
and I don’t know if I’ll see tomorrow  I guess I gotta hope 
and I don’t know if ill escape this shit and I just gotta know 

I’m waking up all the time it’s all the same shit
gotta stay up in ur lane cuz I ain’t one to play with 
I got some bruises I got some scars 
I know my way round 
I’m sick of this losing
and I might lose it
how do I win now 

baby girl it’s really hurting me
The way you come into my life
You take my strings out
You tear me apart 
Baby girl it’s really hurting me
I don’t know if I can do this no more

(AVXiD)
and i lied to her
cuz girl i am not ok like i say i am
dont wanna fight with her
i just hit the point of like “ok and”
i just threw this shot back with no hands
i just got a backpack of yellow cans
yellow tape all over my residence
im found dead by the garden plants

dry heave. w/ yungcray + AVXiD (s0ftskelet0ns)

lyrics

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel none now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that tshirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

i been drinking
swear to God that i been drinking
can’t fight this feeling
wanna push my face through the drywall
baby blow my head off
shit look like a firework when you paint the wall
got different colors in this blunt shit look like paintball
the way she grab my tower she look like king kong
imma throw up the next morning i feel like godzilla
don’t fuck with me cuz i got killers
and you too soft like chinchilla
and you think you real but im way realer
i’m leaning like i’m skrilla every time that

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

girl you know id be lying if i said i ain’t excited when i call you
but baby what you calling for?
i’m still mad but that don’t mean i ain’t falling for you
girl you way too much
but you mean the world to me
and if i break this off come send the calvary
bet they don’t do much to me, got this big knife inside of my jeans
i’m smoking on autumn leaves
this keef treat me like creatine
be careful with my heart it’s leased
at the end of the day at least imma spike what i’m drinking

i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

beer before liquor (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics:

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure
U were so warm so bright
And I could see the same light return
This plate had saved my life im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned
The rest of our lives
If we spend them dreaming
Will come out alright
Im barely breathing but im holding tight
Sore from the screaming oh its been a hell of a night
ive heard
Flags break down walls
Trust me for Ive heard all
Turning blind eye will be paramount
To our kings call

I know its bullshit theyve trained us as sheep
Like You told me once we need proof to believe
So what happened between then and now to ur word
Cause you’ve become guard of the lies they serve
Walking in line
Id plead my case but my tongues getting tied
Faced in this crash on the November ice
I never stopped staring im scared that my eyes’ll hurt
Its just blood
(Its just blood)
((Its just blood))
And I know we still got pints im sure

When council is littered with spies
Knighted by cowards well id rather die
I rest my head on this quarry at tide
The salt from this ocean will clean out the pride ive earned

Are u feeling better than before
Cause no one else made sure

big leagues

shade