damn, this is a fucking good song, any way to get the lyrics? it's just so beautiful

this is my fave song u made 🖤 (i love all of them btw)

Uppbeat Psychotic

Follow s0cliché: @s0cliche
Follow SEPHA.: @sepha-joey
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xJZcnrPvGnU

Lyrics:

Cold window panes
Icey rain
And the white the sky
Consumes everything
In it's way

Stunned stunned stunned
Remember what I was
Once was
And it's never any fun
No fun
My trigger finger numb
To the gun
I sip too much
For a warmth
And I don't even want
A cure
It's been a strange life
With my work
I take it in stride
Thank god that I'm alive
Though I don't feel no pride
Accomplishments
Each new mark has a consequence
I feel no better
With my arms at rest
It's my fault
I've lost my grip
So just call it quits son

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend yourself to the army
To feel like you did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too
Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend
Yourself to the army
To feel like
You did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

SHADOW PEOPLE

DISTANT LOVE

S0CLICHÉ x SEPHA. - DISTANT LOVE

Pseudo - Red on the Inside

- lastly

i just wanna say that i been off and on again with us inside my head today
dwelling in my mental i might hurt myself its hard to take
gotta wrap up all my thoughts and throw them in dark away from all this anger that i dont want it to taint 

if you want me then i'll stay
but you wont admit the pain
that im feeling is cuz instead of healing you hurt me babe 

im eating away at 
my own
mind if i dont try
wont
feel as if i could move on and say that i wanted change 

lastly 
i just wanna say that i could wait if you aint past me
am i in your head as much as you been in mine
im happily misleading myself to believing that maybe if we could go back a good time itd change
(x2) 

if i knew it wouldnt last 
i would try to freeze the time 

i could put you in the past 
but id rather make you mine 

i'll forget the worst
if it means i get to smile 

cant afford to feel the hurt
i been coping for a while 

and its back 
got 

poison in my cup and its deeper than neverending
cutting my friends off out of rage and my hatred is mental bending
if i been a mess before then now im a hoarders house thats expanding
advantage of going manic is now i cannot be handed no love 

lastly 
i just wanna say that i could wait if you aint past me
am i in your head as much as you been in mine
im happily misleading myself to believing that maybe if we could go back a good time itd change
(x2)

\\<

"LASTLY" p. autrioly

ART BY VEXXVI
https://www.instagram.com/vexxvi/

OPEN UP, GET LET DOWN
CLOSE OFF ALL THE WINDOWS NOW
NEVER GOING, NEVER LEAVING
TAKE MY CHANCES AND JUST DROWN

ALL THIS HATE, FORMS A CLOUD
BURN MY NERVES OUT HIT THE GROUND
COULDN’T SAY THE WORDS I WANTED
SO WE LEAVE ME, NEVER FOUND

WATCH THE SKIN START TO BLEED
FEEL THE CRACKS AROUND THE SEAMS
A PERFECT FAMILY ON THE TV
GUESS THAT WASN’T JUST FOR ME

FEELING BURNT, FEELING USED
YEAH I ALWAYS HAVE TO CHOOSE
DO I STAY OR DO I GO
YEAH SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO LOSE
 
DIDNT GET IT, REPEATING THE WORDS I SAID IT
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL YOUR BRAINS RESETTED
SCRAPING UP ALL THE PIECES AND PUTTING YOU BACK TOGETHER
STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING UNTIL I COULDN’T TAKE THE PRESSURE

THEN PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME, I WAS SUFFERING COULDN’T YOU SEE
I THOUGHT I WAS JUST MEANT TO BE THE ONE YOU LOVE BUT YEAH YOU JUST USED ME
DANCING ABOVE THE OPEN SKY, FEELING MY BEDROOM JUST COLLIDE
LET THE EMPTINESS ENVELOP MY CHEST AS I JUST TRY TO HIDE

NOW IM FLOATING AND FLOATING
I EMBRACE ALL THE BLIGHT
YEAH THE PAIN IN MY MIND
IS CONSUMED BY THE LIGHT

FEARING ILL FALL
IM SCARED ILL LAND ON YOUR KNIFE
WISHED ID MAKE UP MY MIND
SO ID LET GO OF THIS LIFE

THEY WILL ONLY LET YOU DOWN

[lyrics]

when your skins on way too hard
and you feel yourself falling apart
better bet that you're gonna get it right
or you're gonna bet something for your life
is this gas just way too strong
i'll be high till the day that I'm gone

[drop]

up all night yeah but I ain't doin coke (the drink ofc)
when you're up they stop calling you a joke (who woulda thought)
puffing clouds all my problems up in smoke (ain't talkin elf bars)
but the only thing I'm scared of is going broke (boo scary)
so the only way I cope is blowing o's (so sick)
so I'll pour another cup and drown my woes (alcoholic)
and I'll be getting to the bread until I'm toast (play on words)
and she gone give me good head suck out my ghost (another play on words here)

Marla

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Thank you for always listening, i love you

Cuts Too Deep ft. Rivilin (prod. alexanderbierk)

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

to the moon

Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

˜”°•.˜”°• \\< •°”˜.•°”˜

"LASTLY" p. autrioly

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