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"REGRET" p. rx808

I grew wings out this shell
they say my bodies still in hell
it’s like my friends are staring at me like they don't really get it
you’re looking up to me but im just a fuck up so yeah I said it

cus you know im just human
we all make mistakes from time to time
cus this is how we fucking deal with it
how we live with it like do we become a better person

or do we sink into seething which we used to call home
or do we watch out best friends be consumed by liars that roam
in their cracks in the walls, cracks in the streets
watch the demons start to peel off the skin and throw us to the

west side, what do you say like, 
can we just leave this place and find somewhere that we can just be
yeah what we fucking wanna be
Yeah I’m sick of feeling like I wanna just

run run run away, 
from everyone who knows my name
consumed by emptiness consumed by doubt
endlessly fighting my hands should have been torn to shreds by now

fade fade fade away
the ghost in me says that it’s too late
will I find a place to finally fucking call my home
but you know im scared to death cus I feel as if im alone

on the back of this motorbike cigarette in hand
no goggles on my visions blurry and the winds in my hair
I thought I could just get away from this, yeah
I thought the drugs would empty all the pain with bliss

but you know that it doesn’t
At least back in hell I wasn’t alone
but sometimes we just gotta move on to grow
what doesn’t makes us just stay in a place where weakness starts to show

yeah cus even if you lost your memory would you want to be
something more than this hollow husk living in constant misery
yeah so make the choice and cut the bad fruit from the fucking tree
cus these snakes want to crawl up and  take all that you have for free

yeh im sick of fucking living in misery
but depression seems to keep his latches on top of me
so ill just keep moving, moving
until I catch up and grow

Charcoal Feather

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

LYRICS:

All up in my feelings like it's Black Rock shooter 
Black rock shooter, I said all up in my feelings like its black rock shooter

All up in my feelings like its Black Rock Shooter
Put that chain around my neck I swear to God i'm biting through it
You gon miss me when I'm Gone, took a shot and then I Blue it
They said life is but a dream, what you mean get into it? X2

Bullets in excess I think I lost my fucking mind
they said "Revy where you Go?", I don't know, all the time
I can tell you wanna talk, But I never got the time
I got big plans later tell your friends that they can slide
I know, I fucked up but its okay
We can stay up on the path that we never really made
It seems I've grown to hate these ways
I think my life is turning Grey

"Wow. Your dreams are crazy."
"Uh-huh, I saw a lot of girls this time But I'd never seen any of them before, and the blue eyed girl... she..."
"Wait! I think I get it!"  
"Huh?" 

All up in my feelings like its Black Rock Shooter
Put that chain around my neck I swear to God i'm biting through it
You gon miss me when I'm Gone, took a shot and then I Blue it
They said life is but a dream, what you mean get into it? X3

All up in my feelings like it's Black Rock shooter 
Black rock shooter, I said all up in my feelings like its black rock shooter

Black Rock Shooter (prod. Valel)

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

anymore

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Lyrics

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
Graffiti walls always stained with my name
In the overgrowth under the train tracks 
Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain

Circulation is running low all in my brain
Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
Waking up in a new place new face
Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins

Cus im running down Bradbury street
I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins

Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something  real
So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

I'm on the edge
Living like I'm bouta fall
Head first, last looks up at shining stars

Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark

Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
They see  tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh

I gotta run lately
Light up from the blunt save me
Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily

Love a setting sun baby
Night is when I run, from these
Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating

Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Crumbling

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Crumbling

Taken from the album Ratrose


SHORT BLUNTS, WIDE EYES, YOU’LL FALL FOR ME
(YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME, YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME)
BABY GIRL YEAH, I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED
(I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED, YEAH)
SHORT HIGH, WHITE EYES, MAN DEATH IS FREE
(MAN DEATH IS FREE, FUCKING DEATH IS FREE)
LOOK TWICE, CUS FAKE FRIENDS COME SO CHEAP 

POVERTY LEGS, WATCH ME BLEED
I'M LOOSING SENSE OF EVERYTHING   
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DOLLAR
STEALING SCRAP WHILE SECURITY HOLLER

AT US, JUST TO COME BACK, COME BACK
I WAS SEVENTEEN, JUST AFRAID OF ANYTHING MAKING ME
A COWARD, A DAMN RIGHT BASTARD, THAT'S RIGHT 
I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST LIKE YOU

CUS I’M SICK OF MY OWN NAME, SICK TO DEATH OF MY OLD WAYS
SELF DESTRUCTION, I WISH THERE WAS AN OPTION
HANG HOPE HIGH WITH THE ROPE AT AUCTION
SELL ME FOR LOOSE CHANGE, CLAIMING I'M DERANGED

I'VE DUG SO MUCH THAT I'VE LOST SENSE OF TIME
LOCKED THE DOOR, SHUT THE BLIND, YEAH EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE
SMASHED THIS OUT IN FEW DAYS, GONNA BE A HIT
YEAH COMING UP, JUST WATCH

IM 10 GRAND IN DEBT, AND I DIDNT LEARN SHIT MAN, 
IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING
I LINGER HERE ABIT MAN, AND ILL KEEP TO MYSELF, 
WRITE THIS MUSIC UNTIL IAM SOMETHING

OLD EX GOT A HOOK THROUGH MY NECK
RIP IT OUT AND I’M BLEEDING ON THE GROUND WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING
I TRY TO GET ON MY FEET BUT I’VE NEVER FELT THIS WEAK
BUT YOU WANNA PUSH ME DOWN WHILE YOU’RE LAUGHING

all i need

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

Alien & Connected

touch the sky [prod. kidr & sorrow bringer]

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"REGRET" p. rx808

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