you don’t gotta be here if you don’t wone’a

hustle

Twenteenism

d0llywood1 - mean song

0:46

your cat looks like mine

i must say
i've got some questions
what happened to our day?
there is no teaching you a lesson

we're not okay
i forgot to mention
this useless fucking state
and that boy you swear is so much better than

where have you gone
i just want to feel something that's real for once
there is no one like you
it gets to a point where it's enough

have you sat and thought
the years go by and it's nothing like our love
but it's time to stop
where have you gone

i can't stay
i'll throw out my dresses
if they don't give i'll just take
there is no room for incentive

where's your blame?
i forgot to mention
this deep rooted hate
and that boy you know is so much better than

Telegraph Kill Me

Deleted scene — Character: Old money bitch
Upon reading of a girl from the Northwest’s chemically-induced emotional transformation, Old money bitch begins to yearn for something similar.

Northwest zombie girl

break my bones
dont you realize what i wanted
and you wont let it go
but i was so wrong
you stabbed me in the back so many times that i cant breathe that
you stabbed me in the back so many times that i cant breathe that
you stabbed me in the back so many times that i cant breathe that
so alone
now when i have nobody to call my phone
ill be home and it still doesnt feel like home- (cuts off)

lieu guitar snippet with extra part

perobug - better than ever prod mental

my age for once

im by the river
my heads in giant clusters thinkin bout how you dont miss her
did you feel better when youre with her
i know its not my business but im feeling kinda triggered

hearts pounding getting nervous just a little
the knife is kinda tempting but im trynna solve a riddle
am i fine
i dont know probably a little
my heads been spinning circles like im stuck up in the middle

i dont know what to say to him

episode 7

from vile radio vol. 1 - "TURN UP THE MUSIC" 

we're done here @vileradio

CRASH BOGUS

15000000 easy

the window sill has a lot of cool things, and ... a lot of things to explore
i know, it's sounds crazy
coming from someone like me 
the window sill has perfect vision

i love you dearly
just talk to me please 

head first in a puddle of mud
forget all the time we've spent (all our time together)

find how you twisted it (where you've been)
i doubt your love for me

(i love you dearly)
but i can't help 
but fix what you've done

this song is a year old and made the same day as "ya"
this was apart of an ep that featured "ya"
song sampled - https://soundcloud.com/whoisazar-music/a-song-about-something-mildly
another no more sports type of song, my bad

number 1 fan

https://open.spotify.com/album/6np87FV7PLfHN3XkjCEZAe
shoutout layth 4 guitar n  bass 

stand in place till it
hits me like you used to do
everything fades to
a weird shaped
color of you
writing about you
in a way that is construed
finding peace along the way cuz
you don't want me to

lay on the floor, ive been here before
and my hair looks just like you do
crows in the air like nevermore 
and the ravens know what you do

till the daylight falls
and you see it all
make me feel small
while you stand so tall

nevermore

on bandcamp! go check it out :)))

prod kay @3eight9 

@3eight9
i know sometimes the flowers look a little wilted
but i got some time to mend the garden as you left it
i know im not the best but ive been working on it
i hoped that you had noticed that these scars are all these pretty marks on me
back then the trees had looked like they were so much greener
the sky was bright but you were brighter i could feel it
one day I’ll make the trip so i can get that feeling
i knew when you noticed once the dust had settled we were finished

@18acres
u know it's not over
ill see u in october
or maybe i wont ever
but we could change forever
it dont happen
u like it, i do it
i wish it
would happen
u like it if i did it?
i wish it would happen
you like it?
i did it?
i wish it would happen
you like it?
you like it?
i wish it would happen

@leahsummers

wilted w/ acres, leah summers

production by me
art by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0bZCgAemO0h9no2IrXVX0r?si=0b27277049634758

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maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)

maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)

maybe just look around

single from my debut album 'yours is ours'

cover - shingo tamagawa

composition - illegalperson
production - illegalperson
special thanks to - ron, appartitions

tags: #electronic #indie #experimental #illegalperson469 #aconvict469 #freedomtothesound
specific tags: #dnb #chiptune #grindfiction

rackerracker

i wont come back either

lowkey a demo cus i couldnt finish 
@1vessel @novaganghellsing
mixed by meee

Anger issues (produced by 4am)

@vastooverall 
@notlieu
@301fortune 
@threedimensionsapart

ididntreplaceyou w/lieu (fortune + threedimensionsapart)

POV: when you bahjbahibjobu in front of everybody without the bdguiodmopdbhoijkdn after.

uhm

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