Find Yourself (prod.  Big Bloody Blade x Popdatoli)
SSimonTheMenace

It’s 3 a.m., she hit me up, she wanna vent

“Anytime”,  what I said, I told her in advance 

I understand what she told me fucking with her head

She think she better dead, real love is hard to find

She been looking for love but it’s hard to find

She got a broken heart, she done gave up from trying

Weigh on her mental so much, can’t control her eyes

She tearing up, she tired, she want advice to keep from crying

I understand, I feel you, they only want you for your body, they just want to share you

I understand you fed up, you feel this pain gon’ kill you

It’s cool, Mama I see you, Ma, you just gotta live, with pain you gotta live


She don’t smoke but she feel all she need is high

I check up on you time to time, you said wanna die

I could tell that you’re tired, looking in your eyes

She smile and say she fine but go home, get back to crying 

She gotta juggle work and school

Depressed, she don’t know what to do

Live life, she just wanna move

She hurt, she full of pain, it’s like she made of stress

She held the phone, she said to me, “ Oh Lord, my life a mess”

I gave advice, she said “Alright”, it’s for what’s in her chest

She try applying what I said, I drill it in her head

She said she scared of love, real love is hard to find

She feel like no one comprehend what’s going up in her mind

She screamin’ “why, tell me why, please just tell me why”

Through the phone I hear her breakin’ shit up in her room

But shit I understand, she don’t wan’ feel no more

Just for the calm her ass down I had to find a way

You need to find yourself, this isn’t who you are 

I’m hoping that the line don’t cut, she really trippin’ out

She really need somebody, but she don’t trust no one 

I said, “I’m here, calm down, Mama, I feel you”

All the pain gon’ go, wait for time to heal you

I see you trippin’, ‘bout how they did you

You need to find yourself, you need to find yourself 

She been looking for love but it’s hard to find

She got a broken heart, she done gave up from trying

Weigh on her mental so much, can’t control her eyes

She tearing up, she tired, she want advice to keep from crying

I understand, I feel you, they only want you for your body, they just want to share you

I understand you fed up, you feel this pain gon’ kill you

It’s cool, Mama I see you, Ma, you just gotta live, with pain you gotta live

It’s 3 a.m., she hit me up, she wanna vent

“Anytime”,  what I said, I told her in advance 

I understand what she told me fucking with her head

She think she better dead, real love is hard to find

Steppin' On My Own

Find Yourself

“Want 2 know” was a fun project, Written by I (Split benjis) and produced by Prod. Mani. The beat was found on YouTube and labeled free for non-profit posted by Prod. Mani. I do not own the copyrights but am willing to sort all that out . The song was recorded at Studio631 in Long Island, NY by Matt Echo a very talented engineer. Working with Echo and Studio631 was a great pleasure highly recommended. Please feel free to leave feedback and follow for more music and Content.. instagram @splitbenjis

Find Yourself

SSimonTheMenace

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