pill me demo [neohn]

/prod/// @rxvg , @sytokene

@cainhurst
now tht u carried on i cnt say wht i meant to
maybe im better off on my own cz i hurt u
i js cnt find my heart anywhere, like i need u
like its gone, its not here, its still with u

caught this vibe, i should let it go
section 8, ur my only hope
now im out cz u blocked my phone
its the seeds i sown, guess ill be alone

cuttn ice, i was freezn while u slept
lost the light, theres no graces for me left
its all over its the end,
theres no way to make amends,
crossd my heart its on the fence,
blinded i hv no defense... 

@s0lemn
i let u down i dont think u would wana kno ,
i gotta text it wasnt u up in my phone ..
i thought abt it n i dont want u 2go ,
im sry if i evr made u feel alone ,,

droppin xanax in my cup, 
i can feel it in my gut . .
u left a scar but i still cut
idk wats goin on,,

every drug im still tha same..
idk wats in my brain , 
bae 4 u i woulda changed . 
but ig im still tha same 

still tha same , u would treat me shitty n i say tht its ok
im tha blame , 
but so r u 
like who r u ?
u turned 2 somethin tht i hardly ever knew ..

with u + s0lemn (ravage + sytokene)

stay with me [prod kizuu & carch95]

mix @s0lemn

@1keithlon
i dont wanna stay around cause i know youll hurt me
youre always in a hurry you have never worried
do you even care anymore
sorry i am such a bore
but you are a whore
i cant take it anymore
maybe i should run away

@6cainhurst
𝄞𝄞 i was so close to giving up 𝄞𝄞
but i know ur rooting 4 me
and i dont want u 2 worry
sry lately im js hurting ✦✦
but ur my hope  ✧˖°.
u lift me off of the ground 
i got sumthing i cant say out loud.. 
when it all comes crashing down.. ˖ ࣪⭑
𝄞𝄞 i js hope ur not around 𝄞𝄞

stay around w/ cainhurst [yashio20k + flojy]

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

s0litude demo [bloodcryY]

walking on the moon [86]

enjoy <3

lyrics: 

@1drms
crystal clear
and i see through all their faces
yea whats wrong w me
i cant ever win those races
yea that molly got me tweakin
cant erase it
and they keep on steady lookin at my face yea

i always win yea
bitch yea u cant fight back
#goc up on my shirt yea we up next
all these bitches want a feat
they cant cop that
broke ass bitches in dms
i cant stand that

@ssayou
Icy pistol on my hip, new Mercedes.
Ion rlly wanna talk but u make me
Poppin opioids like im 80
How inside ur mind would protray me
Why you always lookin to betray me 
Having ppl thinkin that im crazy

walking on the moon [86]

ssj5

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