where did i go
i miss the version of myself that i know
back before i gave a fuck if i’d grow
when it didnt mean a thing if i would blow

every single day im feeling cold now
it didnt mean a thing to me when i went and i broke down
tryna visit home but that shits a fucking ghost town
think i need some therapy but i dont even know how

people see me as an opportunity now
but i want you to go away
theres no escape
right now i wanna blow my brains
im full of pain
and i know that its never gonna be the same

so tell if youll stay
tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate

[hook]

im getting tired of being tired in my head
i dont wanna wake up then i wish that i was dead
all these years feeling so bitter and upset
it wouldnt be shocking if everybody i know left

ill never felt how i did
ill never feel that way again
because im just a person
and now i live with my sins

[hook] x2

Listen

WHERE DID I GO(PROD.WENDIGO)

https://youtu.be/3AqtLY4MkP0

art by pinkblxxd

@christdillinger
@mkultraproductions
@hellomesq
@bruhmanegoddd
@blckk
@wendigowendigo
@johnnascus
@triplesixdelete

LISTEN

ILL DO WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

"Hey cxrpse how you doing?"
 I FEEL LIKE SHIT
I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXIST
YES I EXIST
 AND A NIGGA FEELING BAD
SEE MY NUMBERS GOING UP BUT I STILL FEEL SAD
AT THE FUNCTION I SEE RED AND A NIGGA GETTING STABBED
THIS DEPRESSION REALLY WHOOPING MY ASS

AINT NO RUNNING FROM IT
THIS AINT WHAT YOU WANTED WANTED
EVERYBODY THINK THEY WANT IT CUZ THEY SEE A COUPLE
HUNNIT HUNNITS
AND NOW YOU LOOKING PUNISHED CUZ YOU RAPPING ON A
BUDGET BUDGET
THEN YOU SIGN A DEAL
BUT YOU NOTHING BUT A FUCKING PUPPET

Guess thats life
All you niggas are the same
Bunch of fucking pussies nigga
Get it IN yo brain
Say you wanna play the game
Man that shits a fucking shame
Wish I never started rapping
Shit aint never gonna change  

I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXISTYES I EXIST I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I

I FEEL LIKE SHIT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

@jamesgorczyca1
art by @crustgooch

lyrics:
Yeah
I pull up on everybody
In yo section
I'm a weapon I don’t need
No protection
We sending shots in every
General direction
If you riding round with cxrpse
Know you good,
Why you stressin

I go harder than whoever on the track
If they talking down on gang then
Whoever getting smacked
Think I had too much to drink
I might just have a heart attack
You could call me what you want
But you could never call me whack
Chris Paul with the ball
Bitch im tryna be the MVP
Wanna buy a crib and flex on those
Who wanna envy me
Know a lot of niggas who
Just wanna be the enemy
You could try yo best but you could never
Match my energy
 [hook]

Maybe drink a little
Maybe smoke a little
A nigga tryna have some fun before I die
Im tryna eat good
No more struggle in this life
Pushin every hatin ass nigga
To the side
You see I do a lot of shit now
Cuz I can
I could kill a man with my bare fucking hands
Overlord cxrpse
You don’t stand a fucking chance
I don’t wanna see you look in my direction
Not a glance

[hook]

NO PROTECTION(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

https://youtu.be/enIbM9XVHks

lyrics:
every day another nigga tryna tell me bout myself
i dont need to hear that shit and i dont need nobody help
worry bout yo bag why you all up on the shelf
why you ridin on dick worried bout everybody else?

fuck that
come at my niggas we gon bust back
shame on a nigga for thinking this shit is just rap

why you buy a mic if you aint ready for the fuck shit
then get on twitter talking bout some niggas you dont fuck with

how the fuck that make sense
you could be making some paper instead of the fake shit
you could be great but you rather do all of this hate shit
im honestly tired of looking at all of these faces

thank god i dont have to slap a nigga in his face
thank god i dont be out in the streets running fades
thank god i dont have to slap a nigga in his face 
thank god i dont gotta put a nigga in they place

why the fuck do everybody wanna rap
they see its easy money everybody on yo back
aye but ima set it straight
gon and create
this shit aint for niggas who cant handle all the weight

im that nigga in all black
make the whole section fall back
my bitch treat me like all that
you gon draw ima draw back

i got the army of spiders
we make you retire
we bringing the fire
fuck nigga you could come and admire

or you could wait
pussy nigga get up out my face
you aint even on my level you aint even in my way
i been tryna get richer like that nigga bill gates
one day ima be the only rap nigga in space

WANTEVERYONEAROUNDMEDEAD(PROD.SOLSA)

@BLCKK
@jamesgorczyca1
Lyrics:
i been up late
uh
only thing i think about is my death
if he wan talk we gon put him to rest
i got a tattoo
in arabic
it say mercy
and its on my chest
this aint no bb gun shoot through the vest
my bitch look at me and say im the best
uh
shoutout to james 
because we in texas
been making more money
i been acting reckless
i hop in the plane and we bombing the nexus
fight you with both hands im ambidextrous
like blckk said
he shouldve killed me the second he wanted me dead
i got a reticle thats on my head
feel like a target while lying in bed
dont like niggas that wanna ride my dick
not afraid not gonna hide my shit
wake the fuck up wanna slice my wrist
i wanna see blood when i swing my fist
dont need a gun
pussy im equipped
like ben 10 i got the omnitrix
slim jesus drill time when i see that bitch
we flatten his body and then we up and dip

MERCY W/BLCKK(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

prod. @stvrfire
art by crustgooch

lyrics:
im that nigga in all black
always been unlikeable
do it for my family
you niggas unreliable
yeah you always wanna talk shit
but you wont pop off
think you hard like a bottle
we gon rip yo top off
niggas always on the internet 
you needa log off
weed good i got a headache
from the blunt when i cough
cough
back to the basics
beat a nigga ass if he black
guess im racist
they would hit the @ but never
send the location
i could only laugh
cuz the cash that im making

you could never handle a nigga thats like me
everybody wanna talk but i keep my shit lowkey
niggas always gotta hate so i say c'est la vie
i feel like top chef these niggas dont want beef

they really think they know a nigga
from what they see on a screen
they really think they know a nigga
fuck you niggas mean

where you been at? i been off the map
i been in the crib eating good getting fat
yuh i dont wanna talk bitch im barely tryna rap
shoutout pat 
run up on me pussy you will get slapped
i know a couple niggas who just might shoot
just hopped in the pit now i got blood on my shoes
i will never fit in or try to do what they do
fuck what anybody says my nigga do you

[hook]
fuck what anybody says, do you.

UNLIKEABLE(PROD.STVRFIRE)

I might quit making music soon, so fuck it here's some good energy

TOO LATE(PROD.SOLSA)

might as well get all the negativity out b4 i wrap this shit up

art by crustgooch

BOTTOMLESS PIT

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

https://youtu.be/szT1zb5dkng

prod. @skotskr
cover by @salvatore.zed

you will get fucked up

equip the wicked witch
and swing my fist
into the pit
i dont talk to niggas
take my dick
ill break it through you
bitch
big dog
fuck a label
ima make em
drink my piss
fuck the show
i blow the venue up
and make em not exist
aH
FUCK IT UP

im getting tired
im in the fire
im tryna make it
before i retire
getting a tat
on my arm thats a spider
up in the trees
i got me a sniper
uh
fuck the game like im gay
uh
body a rapper
filet
uh
boy get the fuck out
the way
uh
i got a bag to chase
fuck it up

i break down the walls
this shit a beat down
i will never let down
i break the walls
i break the walls
and i will never let down i
break the walls
break the walls
break the walls

fuck it up

SNAKES W/BRUHMANEGOD(PROD.RACCOONZ x o2ANDRES)

art by @c3of
prod. @chase_noir

lyrics:
hypocrites look me in my face
pissing me off
wanna put them all in a grave
just let me know
what you trying to do today
cuz i really wanna bash your
brains in

i dont fuck with anybody at all
its not joke
i hate going out in public
id rather sit home and choke
tryna have a conversation
im thinking of overdose
check the miligram 
and shove all the silly pills
in my throat

leave the blood on the leaves
they get no reprieve
you’re better off
not speaking to me
i want you to bleed
i want you to be
dead
i will not stop till i see that
im on the fringe
of insanity
that i never wanted,
but have to be
dont care if anyones mad at me

hypocrites look me in my face
pissing me off
wanna put them all in a grave
just let me know
what you trying to do today
cuz i really wanna bash your
brains in

nowhere is a safe haven
theres no time for conversation
im ontop of the trees and i mob
with the ravens
ive never been an inspiration

i hate to watch the scene die out
everything got a price now
leave em all down in the dirt, watch em dry out
let the blood fall from my mouth

KILLING PEOPLE FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE PLANET

CLOUDY DAYS

produced by CXRPSE
vocals by Chris Vayle 
mixed by CXRPSE & Chris Vayle 
artwork by Keagan Hoffman
@xchrisvayle
@keaganistan

Chris Vayle: 
smoke choke fill my lungs
i can still feel my face no fun
want me dead better bring a gun
want me dead then you better bring the drugs

no friends no brothers no love
all gone they aint never fuck with us
all problems coming back to me
all talk they aint shaking nun


i let four hoes fill my ride
pull up hot a night
all them flashing lights
get closer might die

got the drugs too hard to try
i didnt pay full price
full moon rise at night
thats why u act so wild


hold her hand just like a child
coke nose bet you snort it out the pile
they all mad i can tell by they frowns
i dont care you can see it in my smile

halo on my head like my crown
cant find me lost in the crowd
i came to make my momma proud
are you high right now

I DONT CARE IM STILL HERE

REGRET w/CHRIS VAYLE

@lildvrkie
@wewillallrise
@dnfjay
@lilcubensis

fuck lyrics go buy beats from spider gang producers u shits

BABY! w/LIL DARKIE, FL.VCO, DNFJAY (PROD. LIL CUBENSIS)

DISPOSAL w/BRUHMANEGOD, LIL DARKIE, STONEMAN (SERANA "BLOOD GANG" REMIX)

PROD. GHOSTIE

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

RUNNING w/ LIL DARKIE

PROD. WENDIGO

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

THAT'S ON GANG w/BRUHMANEGOD, LIL DARKIE, EDDISON

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

IMPERFECT

UNSOLICITED BEHAVIOR w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE (PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

GRANDMA'S FREESTYLE w/BRUHMANEGOD & XANAKIN SKYWOK (PROD.megaTRONG)

https://youtu.be/CjyY5KcEk20

fuck the whole world

LYRICS:

CXRPSE:
PULL UP IN ALL BLACK, UNDERTAKER
NIGGA WANT SMOKE HE TURN INTO VAPOR
I’M IN THE COLLEGE DORMS WITH A LASER
BUSY MAN BUT I DON’T GOT A BLAZER
YOU WANT WAR THAT SHIT ON SIGHT
FIGHT ME IT’S A FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE
VAMPIRE CAUSE I’M OUT AT NIGHT
BARKIN NIGGA I’M A DOG THAT BITE

CXRPSE (BMG):
MASTA BRUHMANE
SHOW THESE NIGGAS WUSSUP (OKAY!)
FUCK NIGGA (WHO ME?)

BMG: 
UP IN THE HALLWAY GOT RES-LIFE TRIPPIN
SCOOTIN DOWN FONT IMA MAKE YOU A VICTIM
THIS THAT SHIT THAT’LL GET YOU EVICTED
THIS THAT SHIT THAT’LL GET YOU EVICTED
ON ZOOM AND I’M RAIDIN THE ONLINE CLASSES
STOPPED SHOWIN UP TO ALL MY CLASSES
ON VIDEO CHAT AND I’M BEATIN THEY ASSES
I’M STOMPIN HIS NUTS AND I’M BREAKIN HIS GLASSES
I’M SMOKIN UNTIL I GET STUFFED IN A CASKET
MY HEAD LOOK LIKE A FOOTBALL, BLAST IT
*GUN AD LIBS*
DOC MARTEN MY BOOTS
I PULL UP I’M CHUFFIN DOWN ROOTS
YOUR MUM IS A SLAG
I’M FUCKIN YOUR DAD
YE BETTER WATCH WHERE YOU’RE WALKIN NOW LAD
IS THIS DOWN BAD?
IS THIS DOWN BAD, IS THIS DOWN BAD? OH!
I WANT SOME CASH, I WANT SOME CASH
I WANT SOME CASH NOW
I’LL DO ANYTHING
EXPOSE MYSELF, I’LL PULL MY ASS OUT

*SCOTTISH BANTER*

CXRPSE & BMG:
I’M SITTIN IN A RICH NIGGA BED
LIKE THE ROYAL GUARD I’M ALL COVERED RED
BUNCHA COWBOY NIGGAS RED DEAD
HOPE MY MOMMA DONT GET MAD BOUT WHAT I SAID

أنت المعارضة

Video

CHAOS BRACKET w/BRUHMANEGOD (PROD. WENDIGO)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

EMPTY BASKET

@lildvrkie
@bruhmanegoddd

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJBuA3nLnf4

F.A.N.U w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE(PROD.ME)[VIDEO OUT NOW]

thank you to everyone who helped make this possible.

art by: @crustgooch

SCREAM W/ BLCKK & MKULTRA(PROD.SKOTSKR)

A STORY ABOUT SELF HATE(PROD.SKOTSKR)

Lyrics:
everybody always on bullshit
say you from the ghetto cuz you rap about hood shit
whats the word when you bouta meet a full clip
you just sit and bitch abtu everything that you could get

fuck you ima get it first
ima beat the fuck out a rapper and leave him in the dirt
all you niggas bitches go walk around in a mini skirt
thats entitlement showing if you gon bitch about what you desrve
i was 16 when i started to rap
i used to beg niggas just so i could get on a track
now i see this lil niggas they dont know how to act
bitch i been the overlord nigga run that shit back

i put in effort
regardless of pressure
all these niggas been my depressors, 
fuck it ima do better
never again will i walk through the desert
tryna hold the fucking pieces of my mental together
x2

ima get it all together ima buy a house
you fuck niggsa gon hate on me thats without a doubt
ima find a lil rapper im slapping him in his snotty mouth
spoiled ass pussy i grew up sleeping up on a couch

ima get it all i aint even finna trip about it
ima buy a sword and ima never leave the crib without it
tell me if you really bout it
i aint good with sympathizing
no speake de english come fight me if you criticizing

IMA DO BETTER(PROD.SKOTSKR)

https://youtu.be/9aD_S5nIla8

Lyrics:
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.
everybody turning bitch made
talking hella stupid till its bullets in yo ribcage
look at all the holes that all my fists made
I want violence, put yo body where the fish stay
bitch I been the overlord, bitch I been the warlord
I hate everybody put yo body in the floorboard
they say “cxrpse you so aggressive,
manic so depressive, you are not impressive”
lil boy you aint never been pressed up
rapping bout guns and some money like you flexed up
you think that you hard? Nigga you think that you next up?
fuck that whole persona you’ll get buried to yo neck up
everything I do I need a rack,
all this shit I put in ima need it back,
feel like im tweaking out I think I need some crack,
this nigga talking shit im bouta beat his back,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.

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