9ghost

(ayo howard!)

i don’t give a fuck if i talk like this
that bitch, my wish, imma rub up on her shit
niggas wanna be a minute man with no stick
hypocrite, one trick, wishing for a death wish
shinigami on me better watch where you cross
criss crossing on my opposition, tic tac loss
bitch i’m untouched, gotta clean all this moss
like a toe touch, you get fucked in the b-

ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha, niggas is funny 
ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
make a Chase for the money, ha-ha-ha
another bag, ha-ha-ha
i’m winnin’ that honey, ha-ha-ha
i “Pooh” out that cash, ha-ha

and these donkey niggas looking so depressed
they pressed cuz a nigga really got up with his chest
key step, side step and everything is best kept to yourself
go stealth
spot the snakes beyond their pelt

a shell of their former self, the pity, but fuck that
a hell, ima warm it up, the city is turned black
no help, he gon soak it up, with tearing, a rugrat
tommy gun easy pickings, love the fear in his face, flat
why the fuck am i saying this stupid shit, cuz i 

don’t give a fuck if i
fuck if i talk like this

still depressed man (Oddwin Rap Contest 2023)

(only cuz y’all wanted me to)

(oh shit, a ghost!)
(ayo howard!)
cryptic cynicism right on my hip
“put the zip to my lip” why don’t you stick it, bitch
leave him greyed out, he got one option
tossed him, put him to the flash, he’s forgotten
got em, now we lost him 
what it cost him? nada
shoulda told him that you my son, you not a Father
like a motion picture, you up just like a flyer
still depressed man and i’m tired

ay, fuck if i’m tired
me and my niggas, we posted outside 
professional i move, i’m tied
michael jackson like i’m smooth, i’m glidin’
disrespectful and i’m rude, wintertime
like an owl saying “who” wide-eyed
who the fuck do i look at who to confide?
me myself and i, the big three, ah
get a victory, now they wish me, go die
all the while they said 
(are you outta your head?)
got myself right outta bed
(are you outta your head?)
put the work in til’ i’m dead
(are you outta your head?)
no luck, i just invent 
(are you outta your head?)
redundant, you know the rest

niggas redundant, abundant 
as if they really mean something 
shoo all these women they buggin
right by my lonely no cuffing
unless if you talking bout fucking
otherwise, giving no fucks then
i got some demons, they haunting
charged with possession, i’m stunting, ah
i dont give a fuck, i can get a lawsuit
ima keep it tucked, i deal in absolutes
can you keep it hush, need to tell you the truth
i’m nothing quite like you 

nigga i’m better, you less than nothing, defying the physics and you are the proof

bitch i’m irregular, veteran, look at my medals, like VVS diamonds they bloom

i got the medicine, then again, i been the prophet, say hello to your doom

shit not competitive, segregate all these fuck niggas, i’m racist, i win and you lose

i win and you lose

and i’m tired (Oddwin Rap Contest 2024) (lyrics in desc)

(prod. neltq*)

lyrics:

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

oh my god, can you help me
i could hear the dissonance ‘tween the melody
you feel like Madonna
just the type that might bring me more trauma
lies don’t hide no karma
what you keeping underneath?
but i know what’s under there, she wants me to see
baby, do you care? she’s touching on me
seen her when i wandered 
dream, serene, her body made of drama
moves like a sonata
with her fingers around my…

look at my range okay
energy can’t tame okay
i lust yeah
entwined in silk and shame
baby i feel so strange
i love you
i’m sleeping wide awake
tongue speaks on a higher plane
ah, votum
singing the same refrain
whispers my new name 
ah, Samael
Samael
sitting by the leaves, under the branches, did i find myself?
die myself?
she keep on advancing, now we’re dancing by the water now
on about
telling me abandon all the things i built and cast it out
the past is out

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

LILITH

lyrics:

“Wouldst thou like to live deliciously?”

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god
atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have crossed
are you another facade
can’t fall for a loop, ‘ready cut all my ties and my knots
but i saw myself from afar
in the mirror, self reflecting on what i might not 
say we all live just to rot 
a liminal limbo, my mind is barely at a thought
and i’m walking in three different wicked dimensions
and you blocking a prism of different perceptions
like a prism i’m splitting you in different directions
in a plane, nonexistent, put you in suspension
don’t gotta show you the proof, ha
niggas not living in truth, ha
look up to me, down to you, ha
ha, ha
love
i don’t got no one
i am no one
you don’t want no one

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

fuck they sayin’?
why these lames keep on talking on my name?
i went insane and i went and changed the game
it's just a shame how niggas stay in they lane
they be wanting all that fame but they ain’t putting in no pain
i cut some ties just to get to where i'm at
lost some humanity when i cut that pact
these niggas wack, i had to leave ‘em in the past
i'm on a different level, i'm outta they class

i sit and laugh when i go let this chopper blast
fuck you niggas, y’all just laughed when i said i’m gon’ chase this bag
that shit is sad, where my real friends at?
fuck it, i'm skirtting my tires, watch the rims spin back
asking where i been, said the real been back
i been wearing this mask, layers been peeled back
niggas think they know my secret, bitch, i been sealed that
sayin’ i got a big ego, bitch i been killed that

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god? 
can’t fall for a loop ‘ready cut all my ties and my)
do you believe in a god?
(in the mirror self reflecting on what I might)
do you believe in a god?
(say we all live just to rot)
do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god?
(can’t fall for a loop)
do you believe in a god?
do you believe in a

BLACK GOAT (FEAT. ODDWIN)

(prod. me & performance by Diamonds, @diamondsmetal on IG)

lyrics:

the moon is naked, white shines on the floor
a reverie vacant, i’ve seen this before
i never wanna learn my lesson
if i pick a time then ticking is the essence
right before i fall in possession 
live deliciously, free your life from despair
i cannot breathe anymore with this air
life is not defined
read between the lines
what is forbidden may fall onto thee
stars are misaligned
nothing but a rhyme

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing, okay

okay, okay
i feel as if time’s finite
as i see the souls alight
there’s a hearse that is slowly but surely approaching 
family curses, you’re close to the fire, you’re burning

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing

REMINISCERE, NIHIL EST TUUM (FEAT. DIAMONDS)

(prod. 1eworld)

lyrics:

hey, hey

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp (hey, hey)

(why?)

cause i’m rotting on my nest, waitin’ 
feeling like a lochness, stay missed
feel her crawling on my chest, old witch 
no shit and now she gawking with a tense bold grin, cold hiss
the serpents, they tied both my wrists
the curtains are black with no slit
and there’s no turning back what i did
for certain this is what it is

the devil dances ‘round the martyrs in his kingdom
hold no more guidance and now look what i became of 
i felt the silence fall apart, i lost my wisdom
he went inside, my soul’s departure brought escapism 

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp
to live or die, feel like i’m on the

i’m a lost soul, yuh
don’t know what hell i’d bring 
got bodies in the back in the trunk
some parallel escape is what i’m looking for
on my patellas but god ain’t
giving a fuck
i be popping t-twos, stick ‘em up
to incite an uproar, run it up
cut the chicken head off, run a muck
her throat, it ain’t deadly enough
lose my soul in her throat when I bust
what i want but i don’t got the luck
hedonistic, i don’t give a fuck 
huh, look, suit up, yuh
Bruce Wayne, shit got riddles
poppin’ all the colors/collars like skittles
kick rocks or get down 
cause the hittas gon be stickin’ like a fiddle, huh
chinchilla coat on top a chin-killa bitch
got a body and body stacking the totem pole of rich niggas, huh
not a rich nigga, bitch nigga
just a bitch, getta-nigga

you a hoe
i’m in the ball room with the devil daughter two stepping
two s-, two steppi-, two stepping, two stepping hoping we elope
i got the, i got the juke joint jumpin’ voodoo who do you all know?

LIMINAL (FEAT. XTRACTION)

⸸ 𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖛𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 ⸸



What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

You're surprised
You thought I
Forgot I
Don't forget
Stays in my mind
I don't lie
I don't lie
Now blow your candle out
Make a wish from the bottom now
Is your wish more than this?
Is your wish more than bliss?
The time never stopping
You're closer to heaven, yeah
We cannot stop it
It's 11:11, yeah
Have a confession
But I cannot express it, yeah, I
Don't understand it
I'm asking the question...

What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

9ghost

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