scared this how my aunt felt when she started using bc i don’t want to go down that path eitgrr

real, idk why I'm so different and weird. whenever they talk about something I just can't make myself to talk or participate in those talks

I don’t feel the way I supposed to feel I’m to young to be thinking about killing myself I can’t even express my feelings

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Couldn’t sleep

Whether I’m There Or Not

Pretty Funny

Nightmares are dreams perverted

Forgotten

this is how it happened

I forgot who i was

tell me the truth

it feels like vertigo

its like all things that make us human are fading away

Why I Stopped Trying

without a personality your nothing x fragility

My Mask Of Sanity

ITS NOT LIKE SHES MY PROPERTY

Forgive Me Mom

Nadzieja Ilkievič – sitar,
Viktar Siamaška – voice, alto flute, piano. 

Texts by Viačasłaŭ Łaŭski (1), Zośka Vieras (5), –Н– (6), Marjan Pieciukievič (6.1), ? (6.2), K. (6.3), Illa Laŭkovič (12.1), Э. (12.2), Viktar Siamaška (2-4, 7-9, 11).

Recorded 13-09-2025 in the Vilnia Belarusian Museum named after Ivan Luckievič, Lithuania.

Cover design by Aleś Siamaška. Based on the A.F.W's postcard (before 1914) "Pond in Bernardine Garden" from the J. Wasylkowski collection.

Thanks to Mara, Paŭlina Vituščanka & Kaciaryna Ziuziuk!

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