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it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5jP3och2akqRjLSBQ4fPxn?si=BPbnDq-OTBWJw5oTsHRwzw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A48HE1YojtJkWYMAx7H3AeA

melancholy

New Me

i know we could fall in love again my babe
well i, never stopped loving you i mean
it was crazy how i had to spend the last year on my own
all the challenges i faced 
was doing shit id never done
but the feeling now is great
im fucking thankful for my run
just had to fall flat on my face
thats where the best shits always from
i could never compensate for all the bad shit that ive done
and i still hardly feel safe when i go out i take a gun
everyday i think about lucas
never got his flowers tho
i feel like music i abuse it i didnt know it was this powerful 
i dont know what i should fucking do
theres like a million ways i could go
its only best friends in my crew
i fucking love u ur my bro
this shit is wonderful
watch what happens next you never know
i could have it all at once but it feels better when its slow
and i cant just do this for fun it has to be like all i know
ill obsess over it
if i really like u itll show
but youll still never know it
will i ever love another girl
ya i highly doubt it
i dont wanna do another show
i just wanna drown
and i just cant post nostalgia but i know i should
i know i have to 
to you bro i owe it
idk what to do
i feel bad
and i get fucking scared whenever i take shrooms
i wish that you were here my babe
i cant ever stop loving you

what to do (prod. remghost)

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

still i wish you well
you saw how hard i fell
i kept my end up for you
and i proved i always will
you said i'm what you want
say you'd stick around baby that's a bold lie
seeing all red like roll tide
wouldn't change, i could see it with both eyes
your life's just how you want and i don't wanna pass you by
hate how i watched you walk alone but i can't go back now
darling
i don't wanna wait around for it

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

blameless

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

but baby you're not your mistakes
was i the one who led you this far in the first place
first place
i let you go i know
things just won't change
but i understand
i'm not the same saint that i was
you could rest easy knowing i wont ever change
i wont

i fear i played my part way too well
if you stayed would it change, i can't tell
i've been chasing dotted lines i guess
all the precious time i spent
you're not a ghost
baby i want you around
to tell me i had some more time
to tell me how you felt
i wasted time and paid the price
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i paid the price
and i won't let go

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

BLUE

if i had [p.17dreamy + xtasane]

Pipe Down Freestyle (prod. kurane + kayoshi)

out on all plats https://open.spotify.com/track/7twLHPdV9bQANPTv4OVZH0?si=6a2ea4c1e5af4920 

[p. 804raine]
I skipped my highschool dances
I never was the kid to go out and go to dances
But it doesn't matter
I still wanted to go
But instead I was left in my room cold and alone
Rolling up another 
To feel alright
Doesn't seem I was invited again I guess that's alright

I was never the one to go
Out in the world all alone
I tried to find a place to call home
But I'm lost in the rain on my own

Yeah I tried to find someone to lead me to the path
And it may be struggling and hard
But I just can't find the right one
I've been trying trying all over I keep falling down
But if you wanna hang out
You should call me now

Wait in my room all alone
I guess its that time again
Where I stay in my room all alone
Just sitting there rotting in bed
I-I-I-I wasn't invited so why would I go?
You tell me your plans
But you decided to not let me go
I know
I know I know

i skipped my highschool dance

2many blessings keep on coming..

prod. yung shame
@pvscale

Pipe Down Freestyle (prod. kurane + kayoshi)

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