downtrodden

@93feetofsmoke

i’m sorry that i always start shit
sorry that i seem so heartless
sorry i bled on the carpet
and sleep all day in your apartment
sorry, i’m sorry
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry feels so empty now
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry, i’m sorry
sorry, i feel so helpless now
i know you want someone i can’t be
you’ll always be someone i can’t please
sorry, i’m sorry i’m sorry
i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it till i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

See you down 
The bottom of barrels
I'm fishing in

Stomp me out 
Toss me like roaches 
Into the wind

At night the devil start speaking
Sews hate in my heart til I'm heated
I pull on the seams just to breathe in
Still pushing down urges still fiending

Float away
Into the clouds
Created by bullets

Throw away 
All of my feelings 
My brain says they're useless

Feel like my friends think I'm stupid
Nothin got good I'm not clueless 
Keep my eyes low in my hoodie 
Intuition left me bloody

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

chemical veins ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

Heartsick Demons (Prod. Deliverthecrush) out on spotify

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

prod. by @tristessebeats
cover art by @sushisai

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the lyrics "im the sea & you're japan" are taken from my favorite artist, Bon Iver. he inspired me to make this song. his song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5zUrfaGPlo

shoutout to @guardinmusic as well his music is a big influence on me which helped make this song

LYRICS
[verse 1]
saturated with tragedy
emotional, heart on a sleeve
just let me go I wanna leave
the oceans floor I rest in peace
this tide is high, dive in
just let me die, drownin
im the sea & youre japan
follow me & take my hand

[hook]
im the sea & youre japan
follow me & take my hand
theres blood in the water (blood in the water)
the waves wont falter (the waves wont falter)
wish I was stronger (wish I was stronger)
cant hold on for longer (cant hold on for longer)

[bridge]
save yourself
savior, I need help
save yourself, welcome to hell

[hook]
im the sea & youre japan
follow me & take my hand
theres blood in the water (blood in the water)
the waves wont falter (the waves wont falter)
wish I was stronger (wish I was stronger)
cant hold on for longer (cant hold on for longer)

spotify

Blood In The Water (prod. t r i s t e s s e)

producer: https://soundcloud.com/pposture

Lyrics:

when its raining outside 
the voice in my mind, weeps
when its draining inside
the feelings that i hide, seep

when the damage makes my brain rot
how do you expect me not to numb my thoughts
when theres a storm, for you, it'll stop
but for me, its a never ending raindrop onslaught
raindrop
raindrop
onslaught, dont stop

everyday i hope for the best
keep my guard up gotta protect whats left
when she lays her head on my chest
theres an inner battle to keep the real me suppressed

real men dont cry is what my momma says
they put lead to they head & pull the trigger instead
no matter how tempting that seems
id rather pour myself another drink

when the damage makes my brain rot
how do you expect me not to numb my thoughts
when theres a storm, for you, it'll stop
but for me, its a never ending raindrop onslaught
raindrop
raindrop
onslaught, dont stop

when its raining outside 
the voice in my mind, weeps
when its draining inside
the feelings that i hide, seep

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raindrop onslaught (prod. pposture)

soundcloud.com/joel-villagran
soundcloud.com/iofmusic

& it was dark outside lastnight
i can’t remember were you there or had i closed my eyes?
a constant wreck i think i lost my mind
was that a recollection i made out of what i’d like?
& it’s so hard to get inside so tight
it’s not apparent to you number of the times i tried
& now i guess it finally comes to light 
i couldn’t see it even if it's only just a mile

i remember how it felt the way that you left 
it wasn't shit to me compared to what you'd do next
how you'd pretend you never cared & tried to prove it 
so why'd you do it?

make believe i wasn't there to keep from losing
run away you know you're scared to face the music
so what’s here left of me just take it you can use it
i won’t get through it 
i cut the loose end

xxajii:

every night it’s been keeping me up
every day got me losing my touch
you shoot me down & you sit there fine with it
i wasn’t sure if we would make it to the end
i’m barely needing you tonight 
don’t think we’ll make it out alive
cut by mistakes, hung out to dry
if you don’t mean it, don’t apologize
i won’t make you choose what you have to do
if i don’t have you, what is left to prove

Lastnight w/ Xxajii (prod. IOF)

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

new song every week :)

LYRICS
i been feeling like saying fuck it, 
smoke a damn ounce to face as i’m eating chicken nuggets,
YOU, say u hate me and u love it  ,
makes me wanna roll a new blunt maybe this one fucking does it,
i can’t breathe because i’m smoking till i’m higher than the clouds,
the ringing in my ear is hitting louder than the loud,
im really happy that i keep on tryna shed away my doubt ,
cuz i promised to my parents that i’ll make em fucking proud, BUT
i keep hurting myself ,
by doing acid in my room 
hoping that i just melt away,
i been feeling myself ,
hit you with the webs like i’m spidey and i’m loving my mary jane ,
am i this really this bitch,
am i rlly such a soft fucking sensitive prick,
they only love me when they tryna get a gig,,
but i always see coming baby wanda ain’t slick
  i rlly let it get to me so quick ,
but not faster than the loud hit me tho ,
some people only say they luh u when they want shit,
den they talk trash behind ur back Bcuz they’re toxic fucks,
who only care about the money it’s all they want, 
so i’ll just chill up in room and smoke on all my fucking blunts
until i’m greening it’s a beating that i’m feeling too much,
makes some room inside my head for when i feel like giving up ,

Spotify <3

wanda aint slick (prod. tothegood)

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg
ft. @emofruits

COLD BONES, HEART FROZE 
 🥶💀🦴🧊💔💙

Lyrics:

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

Emo Fruits -
fucked up 
blue pill
put it on your tongue 
prada jacket 
hide the scars that are on your heart
and its okay 
we are the same
just get me high
just to numb the pain
u tell me u hate it
the pain never leave
and i know it gets hard on u 
im barely alive 
and this life is a bitch 
and i know that she fucked me too
i swear i aint shit 
but they swear that they love me 
but i dont know what i do
im crying and dying 
im just gettin fucked up inside of my cold dark room

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

Lastnight w/ Xxajii (prod. IOF)

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