Thoughts on the Ledge

Lost feat. Lil Crick (Prod. Mulak)

Lyrics:
(Pre Chorus)
Yeah you got me in the dark
I don't feel like myself
yeah I'm sipping top shelf
cause I don't really care anymore
yeah I don't really care anymore (yeah)

(Chorus)
Yeah you got me in the dark
I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

(St. Michael Verse 1)
Got a bottle of Jack on my side
Feeling all the effects in my eyes
Looking like I'm a wreck but I ain't trying
Claws dig into my back it ain't no lion

(Lil Crick Verse 1)
Bitch it's 3am got me spread out on the floor now
Looking in the mirror I can see my fucking pores now
Got me in the dark I just need to close the door now
eyes are looking red I might need to gouge them out now

(St. Michael Verse 1 pt 2)
Voices in my head I ain't lying
Got me out of breath I'm so tired of fighting
Fighting all my demons
They're sitting right beside me
They ain't ever leaving
They took the life right out me

(Lil Crick Verse 1 pt 2)
Life sucked out you got me on the ground (yeah)
Floating through my memories like they were never found
Stuck with all this energy my heart was pumping load
Fighting all these enemies cause they were always 'round (yeah yeah yeah)

(Chorus)
Yeah you got me in the dark
I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

(Lil Crick Verse 2)
Getting deeper deeper in my thoughts
Im tryna find a way out
Smoking on this Mary Jane got me fucking tapped out
People say that I'm a lame, but you're a fucking fake hoe
Don't come at me
Don't combat me you
You will have to faith hoe

No faith No faith
I might just go cop a wraith
Making all this money just to lock it in my safe
I don't wanna see you anymore
You are erased
Fighting all my demons, but the money is the same.

(St. Michael Verse 2)
I wasn't tryna lie
I told you all these times
Fucked up n makein bread
man I thought that crossed the line
I cannot feel my head
turning all this water into wine it's the end of all time

Regardless what you think
got hunneds in my bank
spending all this money shit be going to my brain
I'm just being honest I will never feel the same
Going back to you is getting hit by a train

(Chorus)
Yeah you got me in the dark
I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

I don't feel like myself
Yeah I'm sippin top shelf
Cause I don't really care for myself anymore

Bitch I'm blacked out on the couch
Looking out 
Just for someone to help
Before my body hits the floor

In the Dark ft. Lil Crick (Prod. Mulak)

Goodbye feat. CT (Prod. Balloon Beats & McX)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
Boy I love you and I told ya that I need you
can't be talking while I'm haunted by my dreams boo
Working through these feelings got me really weak too
But im just gonna carry on 

Girl I Love you everyday the sun goes byy
I ain't ever ever have to say goodbye
Girl I want you in my life and that is fine
That is fine
That is fine

Nothings ever finna get right in my wayyy
I will love you like this is our final dayyy
After this nothing will ever be the same
Yeah yeah yeah 

Verse:
Boy I love you and I told ya that I need you
can't be talking while I'm haunted by my dreams boo
Working through these feelings got me really weak too
But im just gonna carry on
X2


Verse:
Shit i ain't ever feel like this 
I just gotta put diamond and diamonds  right on to your wrist uh
Fuck it you're not like that
Nothing makes you happier than flowers and some chocolate
I will carry on caring for you like you're my wife then 

Fuck remember when I used to cry all on the floor
My life was heading so south and I was lowkey feeling torn
You called me and told me there was so much fucking more
So much fucking more 

Chorus:
Boy I love you and I told ya that I need you
can't be talking while I'm haunted by my dreams boo
Working through these feelings got me really weak too
But im just gonna carry on 

Girl I Love you everyday the sun goes byy
I ain't ever ever have to say goodbye
Girl I want you in my life and that is fine
That is fine
That is fine

Nothings ever finna get right in my wayyy
I will love you like this is our final dayyy
After this nothing will ever be the same
Yeah yeah yeah

Need You feat. AnnaMae (Prod. by McX & Balloon Beats)

Worthless feat. Ne3L (Prod. Jody)

You're The One [Freestyle] (Prod. YoungTaylor)

Lyrics:

Shit I'm free falling I can't help but cry yeah
It's been a couple years since our last goodbye
Can't believe how the times have changed
My memories have rearranged
My thoughts of you are starting to fade 
I can't take it

Shit I'm freefalling again
Shit I'm freefalling again

I feel the sky get heavy as I pop another bevy
feel my head get steady as I fight another memory of you
I was never ready when you were just going crazy I was caught up feeling faded
When you were hanging balcony view 

Looking for the light in this situation
Is like trying to breathe right during suffocation
I've seen this shit twice and it's neverending
We lost another life I need ventilation

Fuck I lost my best friend
What the fuck did I do
I was left missing when your body turned to ice cubes
I miss what we did back then
I miss what we did back then

Shit I'm free falling I can't help but cry yeah
It's been a couple years since our last goodbye yeah
Can't believe how the times have changed
My memories have rearranged
My thoughts of you are starting to fade 
I can't take it


["so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it"(Isaiah 55:11)]

Freefall 2 (Prod. McX)

n3v3rg0nn4st0p (Prod. qnxiety x dynox x pinkgrillz88)

Tell Me Why (Prod. Paul Fix)

Vacant (Prod. McX)

GetaClue (Prod. intrawebproducer)

It's Been A While (Prod. IMMORTAL)

The Ledge (Prod. siemspark x itschrismarek)

Frustrated (Prod. irby x Jolst)

What is the Point in Trying just to get Nowhere (Prod. drma)

Chaos (Prod. dash)

Breathe Still (Prod. purc)

UwouldKnow [Freestyle] (Prod. Jody)

U&I (Prod. TiiRed)

Shout out to @nxtte for the collab. This dude is killing it.

Prod.  @siemspark x @jkeibeats

Control Feat. @nxtte (Prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats)

This is a song about my ex. Its one of my first songs, so let me know what yall think. Thankyou.

Don't Regret (Prod. by Odece x Northeast Lights)

this again is about a past relationship and my life so hope you enjoy!

Mental (Prod. by Odece x Northeast Lights)

My boy Convikt mixed this for me let me know what you think. its different from what most of the music I make is. So yah enjoy.

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Mind (Prod. Odece x Northeast Lights)

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Sundown (prod. Odece)

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Bleed (Ft. ConVikt)

Unknown Album

Drugs

Feelings

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Real (Prod. NextLane)

This song means a lot to me. It is about the day of, and the day before one of my good friends passed away. If anyone is struggling with depression and has suicidal thoughts please call 1-800-273-8255 the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. My friend @c0nvikt read a bible verse at the beginning of the song stating "so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it"(Isaiah 55:11). Which I hope that sticks with people. Everyone has a purpose no matter how big or small, YOU matter! Finally, to all my family and friends I am thankful for you being there by my side through everything <3.

St. Michael

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