dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

deja vu (whethan + lunamatic + aldn)

i made this the night jane showed me the song (may 1st) when the song was originally just the last part of what the song is now
frailty is a beautiful once in a generation album very important music, this is just my ode to it
love u jane
lyrics im pretty sure:
i see u every time
i'll break ur glass of wine
and let the pieces stab ur eyes
and i see u scream and cry
but i wont help this time
and let u bleed out on the sidewalk
when they come to ur house
ill turn the tv on
and you'll b there on channel  9
then you take the remote
ill get kicked out the house
cause u said, "this movies just for guys"
i dont really wanna be someone
that gets in your way
but i wont let it slide past my face
what u said yesterday
i dont rlly wanna be someone that gets in your way
gets your way
but i guess you'll aways have you're way
have you're way

movies for guys (jane remover cover)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

prod
@1hallow
@suyuki
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
im starting realize that its my fault
cause i dont know where i woke up 
or what we did last night
she tell her mama that im awful
heard he was talking, left his body
where it wont see the light
its 2am, i feel my nose sting 
fuck, i heard my phone ring
i promise ima call you back
too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
please dont say you know me
cause no one ever had my back

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

i know
that even when you're with him 
you feel alone
and i wish i could help you, but it's
too late now, the sun's gone down
and its cold, its so cold
and when the withdrawls kick, and you feel so sick
well just know
you're still home

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

awful (hallow + suyuki)

sin inside a dress (hallow + ryo)

a letter of apology (hallow + ryo)

paresthesia (elxnce)

insecure (hallow + ryo)

@31sentinel @poisonedcheeto @alisynn

late night ive been up like an insomniac
ties break loose, cutting up in the back
its hard to tell right where you stand

and you know what i told you
dont think i’ll ever be sober
and seeing all the mistakes that i made 

waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

i can see that u been caving in
theres no point in trying to save it
all the love i had it started fading
commitment aint a thing that i savor

i know you need somebody to love and tend 
but im not tryna reach out and lend a hand

wont take the time to reach out to you
and u dont think i can see right thru u
stop thinking about me
your head’s getting cloudy
i dont wanna see u in my mind again

(dont waste my time)
waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

insomnia [demo] (31sentinel + alisynn + simon m + tsuyunoshi)

mixed by Jane Remover 
[lyrics]
if this our story ill write it
cheap alcohol on an island
cause i was never one for the finer things
(how could you lie to me?)
we're like heartbreak waiting to happen
(its inevitable)
a pair of self destructive habits
(how could i not have known)
i think that you deserve more magic than what ill bring

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

(like one two three, like one two three)
i remember that day, i could never unsee
it was real and it hurt and i loved it 
cheap thrills cause we knew we couldnt function
but when i met you, i said i was done with it 
i couldnt afford to lose it all again
the mistakes of a past life now
would she understand if it all came out?
(could i tell you now?)

fall in love, try your best, fall apart 
(stay with me)
broken trust, bottled up, a broken heart
(please dont leave)
and i cant pretend i dont want you
(i want you)
i need you bad, but if i tell the truth
(i want you)
theres just no fucking use
(i want you)

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

no good (all i want) [hallow + ryo]

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

final fantasy [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com/track/final-fantasy]

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

think i been thru it all stuff it in my bag tho
ion wna talk ik they gon backdoor
constant paranoia think my heads ab2 blow
like fk
man im stressin
n my brodie rly keep tht fkn weapon
on his side
ion wna talk (i say ts 2 much) bitch im flexin 
i might fk rnd n js teach these boys a lesson

had2 count it up 1 2 3 4 bands in my fkn pocket u aint got nun
n im rly w my bros we js havin fun
im w david in the mall we js cop it up
sike btc no i dnt shop@ the mall n shit
my brodie crashed so i had2 take the fall n shit
i dnt wna b responsible for all ts
i dont wna b responsible for none of ur shit

seems im@ the point of no return
i js want my bread back
labels actin fishy told em ima js go head back
im@ the crib finesse racks frm these hoes
think im fna grow
im w dori im w quinn we walk up in the spot they like oh no
shit 
they dk shit
do this4 a livin but i still cnt trust ts
do this4 my family yk this wht it is
do this4 my team btc u alr kno

i ran outta words
ran outta time
ran outta things2 say
ran outta lines
stuck in my head again think i ran outta time
id do like anything js2 go make them mine
n i did
so i got it
walk up in the party i think im the topic
wonder bout my faith why i evr lost it
wonder bout the hate why they always
why they never stoppin

n we cld all put it2 an end
but i dont evn wna b here 
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna be here
i dont evn wna be here
(i cant find my strength n i h8 it
i cant find my words n i h8 it)

id rather do it on my own
ima make 2024 mine tho ig

im trying (litothedon)

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

we almost at 1k before the end of this year very crazy thank u :)
edit: we hit it like the same night so now i feel dumb ty tho
@tsuyunoshi
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1NZjIMkQzJhD1gTMzK3yt5
lyrics:
[intro]
old friends hit my line
they like "tell me how you been"
i dont rlly go outside, i feel safer staying in
and the ghosts from my old life 
keep on closing in
she like "juno, do you love me?"
idk well it depends
i should be happy but im not

but i will be 
closer to the top
they startin to feel me
i aint never been the type to tell you what im feelin
sick of people talking like they ever knew the real me

[hook]
im losing air, i think im suffocating
hand on the trigger but im hesitating
got off the bench cause i was sick of waiting
im going up and now they cant explain it
fed up, im so sick of all the lies right now
she dont trust me, think im wearing a disguise right now
honestly wish i could look into your eyes right now
suffocating, i dont even wanna try right now

[verse]
try right now
baby if you want to we could try right now
i think i gotta lie down
tell me where you at im on my way right now
wake up and im pissed off it's a new day
my friends stalking your socials telling me what you say
you dont care about my feelings and it's obvious
i dont got no air in my lungs and thats what my problem is

[hook]

suffocating

suffocating (tsuyunoshi)

this is not a lot like my last songs but i am trying something new!!
thank u 4 all the new support ep soon(ish)!!
cover taken by my gf sick
@1hallow 
@ayyitsryo
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0nAMnStshOzjpiwrJbYdda
lyrics:
(me mumbling intro)
[hook]
and she like, "boy you always immature"
i dont wanna grow up anyway, thats what i said to her
time passed, now im dead to her
teen love never lasts but it fucking hurts!!
now we waste away, hope you forgive my mistakes 
im fading back to gray, i always hated this place
my phone is dying tonight :( i think im losing the fight
she told me "you'll be alright." 
im immature but its fine

[verse]
its kinda messed up
i aint ever tried to do you wrong but ima fess up
i think id be lying if i said i dont regret ya
i wish i could go back to the past and make it better,
we wouldve never met uh
now its too late for that and its too late for me
and its too late for any future that was 'sposed to be
and she thought lying to my face would get her close to me
you burning bridges but surprised when you get 3rd degree
and its FUCKED UP in the end cause youre still STUCK IN MY HEAD
and every word that you said and every text left on read 
sometimes i wish you were dead but then you'd haunt me instead
and i cant sleep in my bed, cause all i smell is your scent :/
[hook]

immature (hallow + ryo)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

hero (hallow)

(the resolution)
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo
[lyrics]
got everybody thinkin im just the bad guy
got deja vu think i was here in a past life
back then she used to break my heart just to pass time
i play the game but i think im on my last life
i built it all i watch them turn it to rubble
i try my best to walk away but i stumble
i look inside and wish i was more humble
my ego gets the best of me its a struggle

where will i be in the end
when i start losing everyone i used to say was my friend
time passed by quick memories play pretend
sharp words like a knife push me over the edge
sharp words like a knife cut me off of the thread
and i did it before, maybe ill do it again
and im so sick of your words you never meant what you said
and im so sick of my life, i think im quitting my meds
and i did it before, i think ill do it again
and im lost inside this forest i dont know where it ends
you never had a broken heart so you dont know if it mends 
you never been the bad guy 
they never wanted you dead

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