art by manuhamu
vocal melody inspired by Noctilucent


youll keep my word
if i can keep you to
tell you how i feel
inside the sugar for the pill
i stand so still i stand still

goin through the aftermath it felt like a heart attack
tracing where my steps went back
there with you we made a pact
ill keep your word
for all you wanted to
all the things i wouldve done and what i wouldnt do

what i didnt know
and what i wish i knew
what can i do
but keep my word with
ill see the sky blue
with or without you

but while im here
i wanna see you
and tell you how i feel
inside the sugar for the pill
we stande her still we stand still

i dig my foot up in the sand
right here just like i planned
now we're digging with our hand
(oh why)
you were trying to hit the ground 
but i just want to be found
but i just wanna be found
oh i i i i i i

learn to love you better too
learn to loves all i can do
learn to love you better to
learning what i love in you

now im here 
standing still right here
right here

reach for the sky and i wanna know why
know why

youll keep my word
if i can keep you to
tell you how i feel
inside the sugar for the pill
i stand so still i stand still x4

standstill

MOTHERF★CKER/ELXNCE - TIME TRAVELER
KFC Murder Chicks - Id (feat. Sam Shadow)
Jorja Smith - Little Things (Nia Archives Remix)
TWERKNATION28 ARCHIVE - TWERKNATION28'S PASSION IS READING VISUAL NOVELS #WINNING
Swami Sound - I Said (O.J.C. Remix)
ssoh - time to talk + erdo [Authentic Works]
Sinistarr - EXIT070 A2 - Shake Ft Detroits Filthiest AKA DJ Nasty
JB BinLaden - Dark Star (Homemade Weapons Remix)
MOTHERF★CKER/ELXNCE - TIME TRAVELER (again because i forgot i played it first already [-_-'])
Gray - One Spliff
Sully - Werk
ta1lsd0ll - ta1lsd022
d1tto - ditto was all alone (ta1lsd0ll's "Lazy Special Stage" Flip)
sckx x wisp - rehab #jerseyclub #messiahs
6302448 - 147
leroy - fuuuuck we were supposed to wear argyle
deskrat - "12.38" x @deskrat
leroy - WE'VE BEEN SMOKING ALL DAY ............
leroy - FRONT DOOR ENTRY ONLY ---- until I cant feel a thing
Mg Burto - My Bitches Hustle @Mg Burto #Stxrz #JerseyClub
TWERKNATION28 ARCHIVE #2 - DRAKE WITH NO IPHONE TWERKNATION28 EXCLUSIVE MOVIE WHATTHEFUCK
deskrat - "shook" x @deskrat
Twerknation28 - @dj-girly x "SLIDE"
Twerknation28 - "Morning Sex" #JerseyClub
dazegxd & quinn - say so
448 - S.T.O.P Featuring XboxGamingServices #WhatDoYouMean
Shitmat - Whitelabel Unity

thank you for @urgentcarerecords for having me mix here

DEP4RTED X URGENTCARE @ THE BRIDGE MIAMI 2/17/24

https://soundcloud.com/nfu/58-person-lab
@8clockwork
stems used 4 this
ep start - meta
sq lead - idmfan87
arp - covert
eq guitar - luvpurp
sine lead - dimpleb

(bass drums n wtvr me)

meta 58 person lab but the dubstep bass also has dubstep drums

SCARLET (182bpm) #Gardencore

still learning, some of these sound bad but im glad im able to make music anyway!

0:00- Hope.
0:58- Crossing field.
2:11- Eight. + @neisw (IU flip)
4:01- Spice. (ITZY flip)
5:22- You're my everything.
6:40- Endless memories. + @nightigerxo
7:43- Crying in the rain. + @lizardhorse
9:40- Forever rain. 

comment ur fav \^o^/

The Beginning clips (MARCH24)

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CdG* Spring/Summer 1995 ``` Vanda ``` Jade Blades

thousanddollarpantsrichamiritypebeat2011 (glossalia)

valentine

prod me and my best best friend alex g
additionally i don't abuse substances, js wanna clarify to ye ol' folks :-)

After you're gone, U broke my heart
She was the one, no i cannot restart

Yuh, relapse on pills, Lil bitch no i can't feel
When i'm high U evil, Snorted the whole seal
Yuh, relapse on pills, Lil bitch no i can't feel
When i'm high U evil, Snorted the whole seal

I'm gone, how do i tell any1
Smoke all in my lungs, yes im 2 numb
then it repeats yada yada

After your gone

after your gone

@miro @tekea @kidaz

oh my god 
throat in knots I can't talk 
break my fall hit so soft
this I just can't walk off
but still I'll go

standstill

stacia.01

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