Prod. Qliche, @yonklolz, @lo3rd


Lyrics in order:

Qliche: 
Im sitting here in the dark
I dont know where to go
And the pain that you've caused
Is ripping me apart
Feelings really change
Like the seasons of the moon
if the waves keep on crashing
ill drown out real soon
It Took me a while to tell thats its over
YOu say that you love me 
but not when youre sober

(breakdown)

@yonklolz
I don’t wanna live my life with such a blind eye
Waiting till you’re satisfied 
Well bitch, I’m telling you now
This kind of shit won’t stand a chance
I dont wanna roll the dice so I can feel your high
You always control my mind
Well bitch, I’m telling you now
I’m tired of falling to your trance

@rip_tony
still think about you 
but now its over 
im losing my mind yes 
im losing composure 
i just need some closure 
i cant get away
i just need you here closer 
need you come over 
need your exposure 
finding my way but still feel like a poser 
stuck like a poster 
my heart on my shoulder 
and you are to blame yah I wish I had told her

Qliche again:
I'm sitting here in the dark
I dont know where to go
And the pain that you've caused
Is ripping me apart
Feelings really change
Like the seasons of the moon
if the waves keep on crashing
ill drown out real soon
It Took me a while to tell thats its over
You say that you love me 
but not when you're sober.

(Violin Solo)

You say that you love me 
but not when you're sober 
You say that you love me 
but not when you're sober 

(EPIC BREAKDOWN)

not when youre sober.

(end).

Sober. w/ Yonklolz + Riptony + Lo3rd

produced by @imcaves

lyrics:

Spent 10 years asking why
Why is your name in the back of my mind?
You just gone act like it's fine
While I'm sitting back and reciting the lines I would say
Don't know if I'll visit your grave
Cause I kill myself every day
Who gone be the first to the maker?
Cause I'm steady finding my way
I've been on the road chasing paper
But who gone be first up to pay?

Everything's fine now, everything's cool
I'm just like you Ma I dropped out of school
I'm gone get rich and you gone act a fool
And I'm still gone be the one that's calling you
I'll be doing better
No matter the weather
I got a mask on my V for Vendetta
Old cigarette burned a whole in my sweater
But you the one that burned a hole in my-
17 years and I was independent
Burned all my bridges, don't know if I'll mend it
Built what I got, got my name on my pendant
But it's not the one that you gave to me
Want some, then watch what you say to me
When was the last time you cradled me?
I know you the one who created me
But I'm too far gone ain't no saving me

Spent 10 years asking why
Why is your name in the back of my mind?
You just gone act like it's fine
While I'm sitting back and reciting the lines I would say
Don't know if I'll visit your grave
Cause I kill myself every day
Who gone be the first to the maker?
Cause I'm steady finding my way
I've been on the road chasing paper
But who gone be first up to pay?

shoutout my chicken strips plug

FREE CHURRO

https://open.spotify.com/album/5huiEPlTuv7Xc1QjvymAe7
prod {siemspark}
hope you like this
lyrics:
these scars on me, they're permanent
your words don't heal, they just reopen it
confirming it
confirming me
and my beliefs

you say you're grieving with me 
but you're not
i can see it in your eyes
you're laughing at me
i can see it in your eyes
look, okay

i can never save face
pity show the town
when im walking down my space
laughs all around
and im tired of it
i got friends on my phone, yeah
im sure of it
so sure of this

'cus i really have nothing else
the plans that im making for my life
i hope they come true
'cus i really have nothing else
other than music, other than music
im only living because of the music
'cus what is else
oh my, what is else
oh my, what is else!

(i mean, you do have...)

ANXIETY MIXED WITH BREAKDOWNS
XANAX MIXED WITH ADDERAL
THROWING UP IN A BATHROOM STALL
I CALLED YOU A BITCH WHEN MY EGO FALL
MAN, WHATS THE POINT OF THIS
YOU'RE CHOKING ME!
CALL FOR HELP, BUT NO ONES ANSWERING
SCARED OF YOU
USED TO SAY I WAS GOD
BUT THAT'S A FACADE
I WAS SCARED OF YOU

oh, i can never get up
out of my bed
oh, i can never feel right
without supplements
oh, boy, you're not doing it right
oh, boy, you're not sounding right
so insecure, about me and my life
so, i tried to be you
tried to be him...

TRIED TO BE YOU
TRIED TO BE HIM
I'M TIRED OF YOU
BREAKING MY SHIT
I'M DONE WASTING TIME
I'M DONE WASTING TIME 
THIS MUSIC IS GOLD 
I'LL USE IT TO FIGHT

(fi-fi-fi)
(aht-aht-aht)

ANXIETY MIXED WITH BREAKDOWNS
XANAX MIXED WITH ADDERAL
THROWING UP IN A BATHROOM STALL
I CALLED YOU A BITCH WHEN MY EGO FALL

-point of this, you're choking me
call for help
you aint answering
scared of you
used to say i was god
but that's a facade

truly scared of you...

the devil's funeral

lyrics: 
She wanna play me like a baritone, lately I've been on my own 
I've been driving 65, to see that smile when i get home,
you don't love me, no you don't, you don't trust me, that's so funny
we lay in bed you on your phone, you got me thinking i was wrong
telling you i love you but you telling me I don't belong
you just want me for the song, you just want me fucking gone

[bridge] no why, you wanna stress me out 
you wanna, you wanna
you wanna, you wanna, kick me out 
you wanna, you wanna 
(goofy noises)
you don't want me here
(more random noises lol)

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out, 

omg I need help, laying in bed im just trying to figure out, what did you do to me
I know I'm not the best of me, I just been happier in my dreams, thinkin that you were meant for me, I don't think that were meant to be, you don't care about my feelings

I've been driving with my windows down, so silent I don't hear a sound
I've been wondering why you kicked me out, I'm do frustrated driving to my house 
I been thinking bout you when I'm by myself, taking drugs that wont help my health, omg I'm thinking I need help, why the hell do you just stress me out

I've been driving with my windows down, no I wont ever look around, no I never made a sound, all the good ones come crashing down, no I don't want nobody else, no I really hate myself, I don't know, I don't care, I really hate myself

she wanna play me like a baritone, pop another benzo, said you love me, but you hate me, I'm stuck in a weird zone, I'm so high don't know where to go, I don't got aint nobody else but you, say you love me but you don't, I  guess you got me falling for I lost all my friends for you
_______
hi i hope you guys like this, february is coming up and it’s a pretty hard month for me, i’ve been really stressed out lately cause of some things that i don’t want to get into detail about here, so the name kinda felt fitting. but this song is about a relationship that i had a while back that gave me a new perspective on things, i hate myself for still thinking about things in the past, but what can i do, ya know.

Stress

the long-awaited distance pt 2 <33

@x1fern i luv u so much dawg, thx for bodying me lol

hope u guys can get some sort of feeling out of this, whether it's the feeling of moving on, sadness, or tranquility. i pray i can affect u in some sort of way <3

++lyrics++
girl i never wanna try that shit again
maybe i should fuckin die off percocets
say you love me but you don’t; makes perfect sense
i just wanna be alone can’t take the chance

took a lonely fuckin road, ain’t turning back
skin is melting into bone, no naked flesh
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 

want me for you own then you treat me like shit
i don't fuck with these hoes I don't fuck with your clique
when we're all alone then you're up on my dick
stay up all night wondering if im missed

wonder if im sick or im going fucking crazy
when im with you I hate myself, it feels amazing
been off the drugs, my reality's fading
alone in my room wondering why im hesitating
water on my face & im turning off the faucet
looking in my eyes you can tell that I've lost it
you blurred the lines & then i went & crossed it
doing all these drugs & im laying in the moshpit

treat me like shit, doing these drugs, & im laying in the moshpit

girl i never wanna try that shit again
maybe i should fuckin die off percocets
say you love me but you don’t; makes perfect sense
i just wanna be alone can’t take the chance

took a lonely fuckin road, ain’t turning back
skin is melting into bone, no naked flesh
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last

all plats

perfect sense w/ 1fern [prod. dercept]

am i on my own again?

JesseMelancholy - Narcissist

Produced by: jxzzytrip
Written by: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed by: JesseMelancholy
Mastered by: JesseMelancholy

Lyrics:
I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

Baby, I don’t even wanna try not more
It’s like I don’t even think that I could cry no more
I’m upset, take my mothers medication, go to sleep
He’s impressed, found my song and now he asking for a feat

And he’s copying my sound
I’m untouched
Step up in the function, I proceed to fuck it up
There’s a lot of people changing and they wish they showed me love
Now they’ll watch me be a star and I hope it fucking sucks

And I’ll cut you off, no hesitation when I go and do it
I’m actin’ like an asshole, so she know I’m going through it
She had her fucking shot and then she blew it
And every time I post a story, know she gonna view it

Quit actin’ like you even know a single thing about me
Cover my face when the eyes getting cloudy
Oh, I’m pissed off now, my phones on DND
How can I control the things that are so far out of reach?

It’s not fair, I’m carrying like way too many burdens
Fuck around, turn into a different person
And I fucked up again, ‘least i’ll tell it in my verses
I tried to speak, I don’t think they heard it

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Narcissist

(bloom & steej)

You said It was all my fault again
The things you do to me
It's stuck in my head
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend
Were we ever perfect
I don't know
Bleeding in my bathroom
Sitting on the floor
Thinking day and night
Why your heart's so cold
I guess I'll never know

I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone
I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone

On and on and on again
I'm tryna find a way to spend
My time with you
I was never perfect
I'm running out of time
Was it really worth it
I told the truth but you never believed me
Lying to yourself thinking that you can't please me
It'ts on and on and on again
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend

You said It was all my fault again
The things you do to me
It's stuck in my head
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend
Were we ever perfect
I don't know
Bleeding in my bathroom
Sitting on the floor
Thinking day and night
Why your heart's so cold
I guess I'll never know

I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone
I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone

Perfect Time

lyrics:

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

your words are heavy but you standing on the wrong side
i drove an hour to the plug call that a long line
i blacked out in my place of work they said it’s alright
then put a xanny in my soda im out all night
i just finished a long drive
i’m still out and it’s almost 5
wit a bitch that wanna know my sign
quit it bitch get up out this ride
high, say hi before u dip im on IG live
oh my god it’s 5:59
1 more minute til you know what time

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@4stro_official
fill my medulla with music im really doin this
we making movements our futures bright and i’m cool with it
wait, gotta switch the flow up
slick my lyrics lubricant
comin off of the drugs from a long night with you and the moonlight hit
ask how you move like this your body is astounding me
let’s make a deal i’ll take it off and you can match kapeesh
and now we in the sheets
i’m matching every beat
i think she feelin me but i’ll give it another week


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@my-journal-197226436
i’m losin my mind 
yeah where did it go
i’m takin these xans
yeah outta control
i been makin my money right on the floor
yeah i do my dance right at the show
roll another blunt 
i need another pound
pour another cup i need another pint
yeah flyin in the sky off the acid
hope it’s not a bad trip
oh


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

am i on my own again?

Staggy

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